When we got home I saw my mom and dad asleep on the couch. I looked at Kevin. "Lets throw a party."

"Umm.. No. They would wake up." He laughed.

"Dang it." I laughed and walked up the stairs. "Imma go take a shower!" I called down.

"Ugh. I was ganna take a shower first." He said.

"To bad!" I laughed and walked into my room.

I picked out a long black t-shirt that went past my hips and black under wear. I grabbed a towel and hopped to the bathroom. I shut the door and started the water. I undressed and stepped in.

I sorta just stood there and let my body get soaked. After about 30 seconds I started putting shampoo in my hair. It smelled like strawberries.

After I was done I turned the water off and stepped out. I put on my Shirt and underwear. Wearing bras sorta hurt when you sleep.

I walked out of the bathroom and called out "Bathroom is yours Kevin!"

"K thanks!" He called out from his room.

I walked into my room and laid on my bed. My legs hurt.

"Hey.." I heard a soft familiar voice.

I looked at the window to see Jeff sitting on the floor by it.

I looked away.

"Listen. I wanna know why you fell apart in the woods and before that." He said quietly.

I sat up and looked at him. "Umm.. it happened 3 years ago."

"Tell me. Please." He said, standing up and sitting on my bed.

"Umm.. I had a boyfriend named Trevor. And.. him and his friends... harassed me. Then he raped me.." I said, looking down at my hands.

I felt Jeff hug me and my eyes widened in surprise.

"So when I did what I did this morning.. it reminded you of what happened." He said

I nodded, hugging him back. "Its ok. Don't feel bad or anything."

I felt him stiffen. "Jeff?"

He stopped hugging me and stood up. "Im going."

"Jeff? Whats wrong?" I asked.

He turned and glared at me. "Nothing. Bye."

I felt my heart slightly break and I looked down.

I heard him jump out and I laid back down.

What is wrong with him? One moment he is hugging me and being sweet. Then he pushes me away and leaves. I should have learned the first time. I shouldn't fall in love again.