It was Summer. No school.

And I haven't seem Jeff since the sleepover. Its been three weeks. Why? I want him back.

I looked out my window, biting my lip. I looked towards the woods.

I grabbed my pocket knife and put it in my back pocket, walking down the stairs. "I'm going to go walking! I'll be back Kevin!"

I walked around the house and into the woods.

I continued walking deeper into the woods. I have memorized the way there. My legs will be acheing when I get there.

-

I've been walking for 10 minutes and I think its time to play some music. I took out my phone and headphones. I put them on my head and looked at my songs.

I picked Sarcasm by Get Scared.
The opening started then came the sing.

You've got me shaking from the way your talking. My heart is breaking but there's no use crying.
What a cynite surprise you have left for my eyes. If u had common sense I'd cut myself, or curl up.and die.

Sticks and stones could break my bones, but anything you sat will only fuel my lungs.

Don't mind us were just spilling our guts. If this is live I don't wanna be loved. You pollute the room with a filthy tounge watch me choke it down so I can throw it up. Don't mind us were just-

I stopped and stood there. I stopped the song and pulled down my headphones. Something was telling me too.

I felt a familiar filling and my eyes widened. I looked around. It felt like I was being watched from multiple places.

"Laura! I found you!" I heard a familiar voice again and I flinched.

I looked around for the person but didn't see anyone.

"Hi Trevor! Try to get me!!" I heard someone yell back while they laughed.

I looked down and saw a puddle of water. The flashback played on it.

I saw a girl around 11. And a boy around 15 or something. I stared at the boy and felt tears go down my face. It was Trevor.

He was smiling and chasing after the girl. It was me as 11. I remember this day. It was when he asked me out.

"Stop.." I whispered as I saw Trevor jump and grab the younger me, turning me around and kissing me.

"Please stop..." I closed my eyes.

I heard a muffled scream and opened them back up. The flashback had changed to when him and his friends were raping me. Oh my god..

"Stop..!" I yelled backing away from the puddle.

I watched as little me screamed and tears flew down her face. The look of terror.

"Its ok." I heard a soothing female voice say. "It can all go away."

I looked around. "Wh-what!?"

"You don't deserve to be alive after that. You just wanna go home don't you?" She asked.

I nodded, knowing that home meant Heaven. I really should have died after that.

"There's your way out." I heard her say.

I looked around and saw a half part if scissors. I crawled to them and picked them up

I closed my eyes and got ready to stab myself. I don't think I'm brave enough. I- I can't. I decided to do my leg. I just wanted pain.
Pain.. Pain..

I slung the siccor half down and it penetrated my skin. I screamed and cried but did it again.

I felt someone pull the scissors away and continued crying.

"Laura!" I heard a familiar voice call. "Laura!"

I opened my eyes and saw Jeff. He glared at the scissors and threw them into a tree.

He looked at my legs and bit his lip. He touched the blood and put his finger in his mouth.

He picked me up and begin running towards the house.

I didn't want him touching me. I felt uncomfortable. If what Trevor did would effect me like this then I really should have died.

I felt more tears go down my face and closed my eyes, letting darkness consume me.