"Harsh,Mike, I dont think you and Vic should have this fight now" Oliver says

"no,I want to hear everything Mike has to say" I lie, to be completely honest,I know I've done a few things maybe I shouldn't have, one being friends,and being very close to Jack and Alex, Mike is right,he is nothing like me,and im scared he is going to one day,turn into me, but I dont need to hear all of those words leave his mouth.

"no im done,i'll go pack a small bag, I'll be back" Mike says

"dont take what he said to heart" Oliver says

"no Oliver,he is right, Im nothing like him, Im fucked up"

"were fucked up"

"same thing"

"no,Vic you aren't fucked anymore"

"you hate me! you should know how fucked I am" I say then I get up "i'll be waiting in the car" I add before slamming the door behind me and I go into the car. is this confuse Vic day? my brother just seems to hate my guts and now Oliver is starting to go soft on me. he was calling me a twat for like an hour and my brother implies how fucked I am and now Oliver feels sorry for me.

        *Kellin pov*

     "so this is Jack's place?" I ask as i get out and grab my bag.

"ya it is,he should be inside" Gabe says as he takes his bag out of the trunk.

"it is not my place" Jack says as he swings Alex's bag over his shoulder.

"okay Jack,from now on we are calling you, Barakat, because well theres going to be another Jack" I say as Alex goes up to the door and knocks. isnt Alex the lucky one,the only one not having to hold anything,

"hi im Jack,you must be Alex, Jack, and Kellin" Jack says with a smile as he opens the door.

"call me barakat,apparently that is my new nickname while i am here" jack (barakat) says as we walk inside and we follow Jack to our rooms,

"barakat and alex,that room" Jack says pointing

"kellin and Gabe, that room, dont worry its bunk beds,not one" he says with a smile as he points to another.

"thanks,nice meeting you" i say as he walks away

"you too!" and with that i walk in and  put my stuff on the bottom bunk. "you dont mind do you?" I ask

"no,not at all" Gabe says as he sets his stuff on the floor. this house doesnt look half bad,its small, one floor, but comfy, I guess that is all that matters, I dont know how long we are going to stay here, I dont know the rest of the plan, but a part of me, wants Vic to show up, while the other part of me, wants to hide from him forever, i feel so confused. and all I want to do is sleep.that sounds bad doesnt it? im not lying I'm really tired and i dont know why.

*Alex pov*

        we walk into the dinning room for dinner, we've been here two hours and all i've done is watch my boyfriend sleep. which i have to admit can be very entertaining, have you ever loved someone so much all you want to do is watch them,to be honest it isnt creepy,you are obsessed you have en excuse. Jack and I have always been there for each other.we met in the first week of high school,not the first day, on the first day i spent watching most people and seeing who would be most like me, who would want to do what I do, of course at the time I never killed anyone in my life,yes I drank blood,but I never killed someone,the thought was there because so many people have hurt me before then but I never thought of going through with anything, but then the first second I walked into high school, this guy named, Dan just had to trip me, before it got to far in his bullying game, I killed him, well no, Jack killed him. but before we get to that, let me tell you about how Jack and I met.

        It was the third day of high school and I saw this geeky skater dude just walking towards me with a stupid blonde line in his hair. he smiled, I couldnt help but smile back I mean no matter what his hair looked like or how un ironed his blink 182 shirt looked or how baggy his jeans were, he was really cute. We became best friends, I found out his name was Jack Barakat. we would listen to blink everyday after school while doing homework, we would laugh, share jokes,I fell in love with him. him and his stupid smile, I met him just because he walked towards me thats the whole story,nothing interesting,were you expecting some he fell into me story? after a week of that Dan guy shoving me around, jack saw right through my lies about how I got a black eye and he took care of everything. that was also the day we started our little killing job. and I think we've done a good job, my shit of a boyfriend and I droped out of school a year later, I can call him a little shit because I am in love with him,its normal. trust me.

 "Alex? why are you just smiling? Alex? Hello?" speaking of my boyfriend, I look up to see him looking at me, confused, almost, scared.

"hi,Barakat"

"why were you smiling?"

"you"

"me?" he asks confused

"just sit your cute ass down"

"oh so my ass is cute but my face isnt?"

"shut up and come over here"  as soon as I say that he comes over and sits on my lap wraping his arms around me. "hmm your face is kinda cute" I say trying to act unimpressed.

"you know it is,dont use sarcasm" he says before kissing my nose.

"stop with the touchy touchy, guys my boyfriend is far away and I'm alone, I would rather not watch a cute couple be cute in front of me" Kellin says as he sits down, Jack removes his arms from around me and sits next to me. Kellin just ruined this cute moment, we dont really get to have cute moments, I would say Kellin has to pay...but well, VIc is the one already paying, he has no idea where his boyfriend is.

        If I didnt know where Jack was, I would die to find him, I'm just wondering if Vic would do the same,but I guess we should just wait and see if he will ever,ever, find us.