tw anorexia

there is apple cider vinegar
pouring down my throat
as my fingers caress my collarbone
and i'm begging for some hope

there is apple cider vinegar
spilling on the counter
and my stomach screams for something
but i'm still pushing down sour

there is cider vinegar
in the cup beside the sink
where my hair is shedding out
and the water is growing pink

there is apple cider vinegar
climbing up my throat
and spilling from my mouth
and i'm trying not to choke