I don't know
What I'm supposed to think

Because I know that
I don't think how I'm supposed to
I'm not happy like
I'm supposed to be

What thoughts should
Come through my head?
When the only thoughts
Are of death

We are evolutionarily supposed to
Fend for ourselves
And stay alive
So

What went wrong?
Why do I want anything but?
What am I
Supposed to think?