[A/N  I really do promise the writing gets better, believe me ok i proMISE.]

I pulled into the parking lot of the pizza place we ordered from and parked in front of the door.

“Stay here.” I warned.

“But-“he tried to argue

“stay.” I said pointing a finger at him.

He sighed and sat back in his seat. I walked into the pizza parlor and straight to the front counter. A lady greeted me,

“hi I ordered a large pizza, my name is Amy.” I said. She nodded walking to the back and getting my pizza. I pulled out my wallet and paid for it, before thanking her and walking back to the car. I saw some girls staring at the car through the window of the pizza place, which was a sign I needed to hurry up. I ran to the car and threw the pizza in the back seat before getting into the driver’s side beside harry.

I slammed the door and just looked out, at the now developing crowd around my car. I turned to harry who seemed to be amused by my rush. I quickly put on my seat belt and started my car, pulling out as fast as I could and speeding down the road. Harry’s raspy laugh was echoing through my car. I sighed at his reaction, turning on my radio as my CD was still playing from a few days ago. Half of me by Rihanna was playing and this just happened to be my favorite song. I began to sing along, completely forgetting about my boyfriend in the car with me, I stopped mid-way and looked over at harry, who was watching me in awe. I stopped singing and blushed.

“What?” I asked. He shook his head, giving me a deep dimpled smile.

“That was lovely.” He said shaking his head. “It really was.” He insisted. I nodded my head and let out an airy laugh

“thanks.” I said right as we pulled into my drive way.

I took the key out of the ignition and sat back. Harry leaned over and brought his face near mine, and unbuckled my seatbelt. I let out a tiny screech and ran out of the car, the weather still gloomy and rainy. I opened the back door to retrieve the pizza that sat at the back of my car. Harry crept near me

“don’t touch me styles.” I warned. He came closer and closer as I made my way to the front door. He came behind me and grabbed my waist, “harry I’m going to drop the pizza, stop it!” I laughed.

He opened the door and allowed me to walk in first. I walked in and the group was still seated by the fireplace, the house was warm. I walked to the dining room and laid down the box then making my way to the living room where everyone was cuddled up.

“the pizza is in the dining room.” I smiled. Alyssa was the first to get up and run to the dining room, I wasn’t going to have any, I wasn’t very hungry.

I made my way to the couch and laid down cuddled up to the blanket. Harry walked in eating a slice of pizza and motioned for me to lift my head. I did as he asked, allowing him to sit down, then placed my head in his lap.

“why aren’t you eating?” he asked with some concern.

“I’m not very hungry, I don’t feel well.” I sighed.

My stomach was feeling upset, I didn’t want to eat and make it any worse. Harry quickly finished up his pizza and began to run his fingers through my hair, calming me slightly. Alyssa and Louis had disappeared to the backyard, and the others were beginning to leave. I got up from my spot on the couch and escorted them out.

“bye guys” I smiled as they walked out. I shut the door and locked it when harry came behind me

“are you okay there, love?” he asked, spinning me around to face him. I shut my eyes nodding slightly, my head was pounding. Harry took me into a hug and held me tightly.

“let’s go to the couch.” He said lifting me. I didn’t argue, my head was really hurting. I winced as harry laid his hand on my tattoo patch, which was still tender. He carried me to the couch lying down with me cuddling to his side. He grabbed the blanket and wrapped it around the both of us.

“Harry you need to go home I’m fine.” I sleepily insisted.

“shh.” He said wrapping his arms securely around me. I drifted off to sleep.

**

I woke up feeling sick. I went to stretch out when I felt a second body beneath me. I rubbed the sleep from my eyes and looked down at the body under me, a sleeping Harry. I smiled at myself before carefully removing myself from his grasp. I walked through the house looking for Alyssa, who I found asleep on the deck, in a tent. I opened the door and made my way to the tent. It was time to scare her. I forcefully unzipped the door of the tent

“WHAT’S GOING ON IN HERE?” I shouted. A scream escaped Alyssa’s lips as Louis sat up rubbing his eyes.

“Hey kids.” I smiled. “watcha doing?”

Alyssa was annoyed with me already. “Go away.” She said lying back down, and pulling the sheets over her head.

“Where did you even get a tent?” I asked confused, we didn’t own a tent.

“We bought it last night.” Louis answered.

They seemed tired; I wouldn’t ask any further questions. I walked back into the house and check on harry, who was still asleep. I walked up the stairs and made my way to my bathroom and got into the shower quickly. As I was midway through my shower there was a knock at the door,

“what?” I shouted back. Harry opened the door and walked in “Harry get out!” I yelled. I peeked through the curtain, using it to cover my naked body.

“Your mum is on the phone.” 

“Tell her I’ll call her back.” I answered.

“Amy, it’s important.” He said making me feel guilty.

“Fine, hold on.” I said as I rinsed my hair. “Leave my phone on the counter I’ll get it.” I said.

Harry nodded and walked out to my room, closing the door behind him.

**

 I wrapped the towel around my body and one in my hair before stepping out and walking to my phone. I hit the speaker button.

“Hello?” I said as I began to dress.

“Amy.” My mother spoke. She sounded pained in some sense.

“Yes mom.” I said as I yanked my sweater over my head.

“Your father is in the hospital.” She said up front. I stopped applying my make up as i had to take in what had been said to me.

“What?”

“He’s gotten into a car accident, Amy.” My mother said back. “you need to come back to Canada today. They don’t know how much longer he’ll be here for.” She said.

I was quiet, how was I supposed to react? “I’ll get the next flight there.” I said frantically.  

“be careful, sweetie.” She said to me.

“I love you.” I said in near tears before hanging up.

I quickly put on lipstick before barging out of the bathroom to find harry seated on my bed. I assume he had heard the news as he got up and engulfed me in a hug. This had been the second time I had cried in front of harry. He held me for a long time as I drained my emotions onto his sweater. He rubbed his hand up and down my back slowly, in attempt to calm me.

“I’m going with you.” He said to me.I stopped, and pulled out of the hug we were sharing.

“no you are not, Harry.” I said shaking my head, wiping the tears off my face. “I’ll go, I’ll only be a few days, harry.” I insisted.

Harry shook his head; he was determined to come with me. “I can get us a flight in the next hour and a half, Amy I want to come with you.” Harry said taking my hand in his.

I looked down and sighed, it’s a shame harry would meet my parents in this situation.

“Harry” I said. “you don’t need to.” I continued.

“I want to, Amy.” He said rubbing small circles on my knuckles. I looked down shaking my head, he was stubborn.

“if that’s what you want, Harry.” 

“I want to be there for you.” He said walking towards me, taking me in his hold again. “you should start packing, Love.” Harry said to me, letting go of me and stepping back. I nodded and walked to my closet and took out my suitcase.

I quickly packed as harry was sat on my bed playing on his phone. I threw in a couple pair of pants, shirts and sweaters. I walked to my bathroom and grabbed some toiletries and threw them into my full bag. I double checked to see if I had enough clothing, which I did.

“I’m ready.” My shaky voice spoke up to harry.

He nodded and held my hand as I carried my bag in my other hand, we walked down the stairs. I placed my bag by the door before quickly walking to the backyard where Alyssa and Louis were. I knelt down before their tent and unzipped the door,

“Liss.” I said. She sat up rubbing her eyes before squinting over at me.

“I need to leave for a bit.” I told her.

“leave where? Can you bring me back food?” she asked.

I smiled at her before shaking my head, “I need to go to Canada right now babe.” I said. “my dad got into an accident, he’s in bad conditions.” I said looking down. Louis gave me a sympathetic look.

“oh shit.” Alyssa said before getting out of the tent and standing up in front of me. She hugged me tightly, “I’ll be here when you get back.” She promised.

“the boys clothing will be coming in in 2 days, I don’t know how long I’ll be gone for. Just call my job and say I had to leave please.” I told her.

She nodded her head before kissing my cheek.

“thank you.”

She nodded, “bye I love you!” she said to me waving frantically.

I laughed “I love you too!” I said before going back inside to harry.

My dog was sitting by my suitcase, he knew something was happening. I knew I couldn’t take him; it would be too much as a hassle for me and harry to travel with him. I sighed before walking to him

“I’ll come back soon.” I said petting his head.

I grabbed my phone and wallet before heading out the door with harry. He closed the door behind us as he motioned for me to come to his range rover. I walked with my head down to his trunk, before placing my bag in the back. I walked to the passenger side and quickly got in.

“we have to be on the plane in 45 minutes. I’m going to my house to pack quickly, is that alright?” he asked while holding my right hand. I nodded lightly “it’ll be okay, Amy I promise I’ll be there with you.” He said nodding his head.

“thank you.” I lightly replied.

He started the car and began to drive to his home, where I had never been. He continued to hold my hand. I brought my legs up onto the seat, crossing them beneath me before staring out the window, getting lost in thought. I snapped out of my deep thoughts as we pulled into a driveway. I looked forward and took in the beautiful home before me. It was stunning.

“are you going to come in?” harry asked.

I nodded unbuckling my belt and sliding out the door. I followed behind harry to his front door, as he opened the door I was taken aback by the beautiful staircase which wrapped around the left side of his entrance. I followed as he walked in, closing the door behind us. I took off my shoes and looked around, it was wonderful. He took my hand and led me to the stairs, and up to his bedroom. “I’ll be 5 minutes” he said to me before getting his suitcase out and opening it as he knelt down beside it. I nodded, walking around.

“Can I look around?” I asked him.

“go for it.” 

I walked out and walked around his large home. I walked down the stairs, admiring the pictures he had hung on the wall of him and his family, and the boys. His kitchen was beautiful, and his living room held a grand fireplace. I wasn’t about to go into the basement so I stuck around the main floor. I walked to his dining room and he has all his awards on display in glass casings. I bent down to look at them, all their details.

These must have meant a lot to him to be kept in such condition. I got up and walked to the window towards a forest in his backyard. I was admiring the view before a touch on my shoulder scared me nearly to dead. I let out a small squeak before spinning around to find and amused harry.

“you know you never gave me a kiss this morning?” he said to me giving me a smile.

“does that bother you, Harold?” I asked raising an eyebrow.

He nodded his head; I let a smile form on my face before leaning up and kissing his soft lips. He smiled through the kiss before I pulled away.

“we should get going.” I said. Harry agreed and picked up his bag before leading me to the front door, allowing me out first before staying back to lock the door. I stood back and stared at his house again. “Your house is beautiful.” I said is awe.

“thank you.” He smiled at me “I designed it.” He continued.

“did you really?” I asked in shock. This house was beautiful, and he designed it? Harry nodded his head while letting out an airy laugh.

“good job Harold.” I said tapping his head.

He laughed before walking to the trunk of his car and putting his bag with mine. I climbed in the car again and waited for harry. He got in not long after me and started the car, taking my hand in his again. We drove for a while before I was hit with emotions. Tears began to well up in my eyes as I looked out the window. Harry looked over at me as we were stopped at a red light and saw my emotions beginning to flow from my eyes.

“would you like me to pull over?” he asked.

I shook my head; the last thing I wanted was to miss our plane.

“what’s wrong love, tell me what’s making you cry.” He insisted.

“my dad.” My shaky voice answered him. He sighed.

“we’ll be there to see him soon, I promise we’ll get there soon.” He said to me, in attempt to comfort me.

“what if we don’t get there in time?” I asked with no emotion in my voice. Harry’s face became serious as he answered me

“don’t think that way.” He answered me sternly.

“I can’t help it.” I replied.

I couldn’t help but think of the worst, what if I really didn’t get there in time? That was all I thought of on our drive to the airport. We pulled into the airport and harry parked the car, and we both got out, taking out bags and walking into the airport hand in hand. I was nervous, not for the flight, but what I may see in the hospital.

Fans were gathering around the section we were in, somehow they found out where we were. I wasn’t in the mood for pictures or to be mobbed, I just wanted to get to my father. Harry and I got sorted out quickly, as the crowd was growing. We were finally sent on the plane. We were flying first class, which meant a more comfortable flight, hopefully a flight that would calm me.

**

I didn’t get any sleep on the plane. Harry was laid in my lap as I combed through his hair, he slept the whole flight. I don’t know what it is about harry, he calms me very well. The plane was beginning to land which meant I had to get harry up.

“Harry.” I said rubbing his cheek. “harryyyyy” I continued.

He moaned in response. I smiled down at him,

“we’re landing get up babe.” I said, still stroking his cheek. He opened his eyes; those green eyes were my weakness.

“hi” I said to him, he seemed a bit out of it, confused perhaps.  He smiled up at me

“I don’t want to get up, you’re comfy.” He whined.

“you need to get up, Harold.” I said nodding my head; I moved some curls from his forehead. He sighed, then sat up and did up his seat belt for landing. The landing was smooth and we were quickly off the plane, we got a taxi outside the airport and directed them to the hospital. Now I was nervous, I was feeling nauseous and began to shake. This could be because I haven’t eaten since yesterday, but either way I was afraid.

We pulled up in front of the hospital, this was real. This was really happening. Harry paid the taxi driver before we got out and grabbed out bags. We walked towards the door, harry was rubbing small circles on the top of my hand. He stopped at the front doors of the hospital and cupped my face.

“whatever happens in there, I’ll be right there with you.” He promised me before kissing my forehead.

I nodded before holding his hand again. We walked in and I asked for my dad’s room number. The walk to the room was one of the hardest I had ever faced. I took a deep breath before walking into the room, holding harry tightly; I couldn’t believe what I saw.