Sweven: a vision that is seen in sleep; a dream

When I was fourteen, I dreamt of myself wearing a white dress which reached uptil my knees. My hair was long and flowing down my back. My hair was shoulder length and I was radiating a magnificent beauty and grace that I don't possess. I could hear calmness around me. How could you hear calmness? Because it has its own melody. It is its own type of music. Well, everything was serene. I was lying on clouds that were softer than my bed and then it happened.

The moment of my doom, my downfall.

I was pushed from the sky, falling down at an immense speed. Everything turning blur and dark in my surroundings.

When I opened my eyes, I was lying on the floor covered in sweat. My falling down experience was not that scary compared to the event that happened before. The green-eyed girl had cut open my heart and put a green seed in it.

I was beyond confused and anxious. I could hear my heart beating so fast. Thankfully, it was still in place.

I wondered for days what that seed meant but then I forget it thinking that it was just a dream, a silly imagination of my brain.

I didn't meet the green-eyed girl after that but I remembered her often.

My days in school were normal like I was competing so hard in getting good grades, participating in extracurricular activities and so on. But my efforts were not proving that fertile, I was quite behind the race.

I was getting A's instead of A+ and that was taking a toll on my parents. I was giving them extra stress by having my rebellious phase. I was contradicting them in many things. I was not a loving daughter nor a caring sister.

My emotions were dead. The only thing that I felt in those days was anger and fury against everyone. I was throwing tantrums. In other words, I was an angry person.

I believed that only I was right and everything other than me was wrong.

So my life was not that great. It was a war between right and wrong. I thought for a long time that I was right. Only after losing myself in the war, I realized I was in the wrong.

My opponent was none other than me.