Recap:

So I left the beautiful blu cabana and was expecting Aminu to come after me but he didn't. He didn't call. He didn't text. But when I checked his snapchat story an hour ago he was at Harrow park. Partying. And chilling. He's still there. When I'm here dying. He's an idiot. Nothing but an idiot. I never wanted our relationship to be like a typical telenovela relationship. But I guess I thought wrong. Aminu why??

August 16th 2016

Dear diary...
What do I say to you now? I'm heartbroken. Well not exactly heartbroken. I think I'm just disappointed. But now that I think of it... What if I made a mistake by not giving Aminu a chance to explain? I'm sure it must not have been what I was thinking. What if he's mad at me for not trusting him? What if he refuses to get back with me? I don't know how to explain this feeling but I know I miss him. I really do. I mean it's not like he didn't call me yesterday. He called but I refused to pick. My ego is my worst enemy😪

I don't even want to do anything today. I just want to sit here on my bed and talk to you and pray and eat and sleep and think of Aminu. I don't want to carry my phone sef because if I do I will be tempted to switch my cellular data on and I'll see Aminu's texts and I will be tempted to open them and even if I don't respond to all of them I know I will respond to some! I don't think I will be able to resist. This is so flippin' frustrating. Even if I don't switch the data on I will see still see the sms'. There are two things involved- 1. He has airtime to waste. 2. He really really really really strongly likes me. I think it's the second thing

Diary, I don't know what else to say because if I'm going to talk I'll keep talking about Aminu, Aminu, then Aminu. So bye for now

Aminu's pov

Dear diary...
So Hauwa and I kinda had a misunderstanding the day before yesterday. Okay I messed up. First I didn't run after her when she left the party which was very jerky of me, then I went to a party that same night. I didn't even call or text Hauwa. My Hauwa. I called and called and called her yesterday but she didn't pick my calls then I tried texting her- sms, whatsapp, snapchat and Instagram. She hasn't even opened them so I don't expect her to reply. All this is my fault. If I hadn't said something to Beeba then she wouldn't have pecked me and and Hauwa wouldn't have seen her pecking me and everything would've been fine between us and we would've been on a date now probably hugging or..... Kissing maybe. I so badly want to see Hauwa's face. I want to hug her. I want to take her to a romantic place. I want to kiss her. I want her to hit me and say "cheesy idiot".

I know I have dated a lot of girls before Hauwa. Some were for fun and some I truly liked. But Hauwa......... She's different. She's smart. She's funny. She's genuine. There's this thing about her that draws me. In her eyes I see love. Love that she hasn't realized is alive. Diary do you know that sometimes I imagine Hauwa as my wife and not my girlfriend? Well that is in the nearest future. I know it's crazy. But that is what being with Hauwa has done to me. She has made me crazy. Crazy about her. When I'm alone, I think of Hauwa, Hauwa and Hauwa. When I'm done thinking I blush and laugh then my friends tease me but I don't mind their teasing as long as I'm with Hauwa.

You see.... There's something about Hauwa. She doesn't form or fake anything. She is just who she is and when you're with Hauwa there's never a dull moment. Her charisma is one of the things that drew me to her. I really wish I could turn back time so I would run after Hauwa and stop her from leaving the party. Everything would've been fine between us. But I didn't have the guts to go after her. I mean she saw another girl kissing me on the cheek. What do I do now? I hope she forgives me before her birthday because I want to be one of those things that will make the birthday her best birthday ever. I hope she forgives me. I hope she does.....

Bye for now diary.

Hauwa's pov

Dear diary.....
*sighs* diary. I feel a bit relieved now. Now that I've written my Aminu's pov in the page before this page. Oh yes you are seeing well. I wrote Aminu's pov. When I said 'bye' I wasn't going anywhere. I was actually going to write my Aminu's pov. Yes. I wanted it to come to you as a bomb. And guess what! It did. Now you will be thinking why I wrote his POV and you'll be like 'is this girl okay at all?dang!' Because I miss him. I miss him so much. So I decided to write what I want him to be thinking right now. I hope he's really thinking all that ohh because if he isn't hmm.. I'll kill him when we reconcile. I'm so positive. Just remind me to carry a pocket knife to the reconciliation venue.

While writing my Aminu's pov (wow my now sounds incomplete without an Aminu. Chai😩) I was thinking of a name to give the stupid girl. The girl that caused my heartbreak. Mtsw. I named her Beeba as in Labeeba because I don't like the name👿. In fact... The girl is officially my enemy now. You wanna know what I'll do if I see her face again? I'll take that silence as a yes. So if I see her face I'm going to walk to wherever she is, tell her "you stupid happy couple relationship wrecker. You are so dead. And when I'm done with you.... My Maama will come and get me" then I'll pounce on her. No one messes with me. Hauwa Ahmed doesn't take shit from nobody- Not even the Hauwa herself I mean me myself. I'm talking nonsense don't mind me. So today is officially the most uneventful day of life. Like really really really rally uneventful.  I'll try to make sure tomorrow doesn't end up being like today. I'm going to say bye to your for now because I know you're tired of me but you just can't tell me because yeah... You're just a diary. In your face!!

Anyway... Bye!
Se anjima.
Or should I say gobe?

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