Recap:

While writing my Aminu's pov (wow my now sounds incomplete without an Aminu. Chai😩) I was thinking of a name to give the stupid girl. The girl that caused my heartbreak. Mtsw. I named her Beeba as in Labeeba because I don't like the name👿. In fact... The girl is officially my enemy now. You wanna know what I'll do if I see her face again? I'll take that silence as a yes. So if I see her face I'm going to walk to wherever she is, tell her "you stupid happy couple relationship wrecker. You are so dead. And when I'm done with you.... My Maama will come and get me" then I'll pounce on her. No one messes with me. Hauwa Ahmed doesn't take shit from nobody- Not even the Hauwa herself I mean me myself. I'm talking nonsense don't mind me. So today is officially the most uneventful day of life. Like really really really rally uneventful. I'll try to make sure tomorrow doesn't end up being like today. I'm going to say bye to your for now because I know you're tired of me but you just can't tell me because yeah... You're just a diary. In your face!!

Anyway... Bye!
Se anjima.
Or should I say gobe?

August 17 2016

Hmmm. Today is August 17 2016. I mean 9 days to go. My birthday is in 9 friggin days. Can you believe it!!?! Time really flies ohh. I only have invitation cards- no cake , no food, nothing nothing. I think I know what my problem is- I. Am. Not. A. Serious. Person.
How will I get a Kylie Jenner birthday if I'm being unserious? Let's officially forget I said my 18 birthday will be like a Kylie Jenner party. Yes. It's official! I have unsaid it. No one should say I said it.

And I saw a vision. Like some girls are trying to snatch Aminu from me. They even hashtagged it #snatchAminufromHauwa. I think I can remember their names- there's Fareeda, Khadija then I think there's UmmulKhair. Yeahh. The three of them. But I won't mind them because I know they are secretly on #teamAmwa

Okay. I know have been very very very very very unserious that is why I have decided to make a new 17th August 2016 morning resolution- do not let Aminu take over your life. Yes. Today is a no thinking of Aminu Rabiu or anything related to him day. But I was really hoping my first boyfriend would get me a Kylie lip kit for my birthday. Haters will say I'm a thief. But what can I do? Condition.

Anyways, I have decided to dedicate today and the rest of tomorrow and next and the day after and all the days till my 18th birthday to planning my birthday. I'm going to pray and sleep and wake up and read(novels) and eat and chat and stalk people on Instagram and sit and wonder why you can't take a screenshot of a chat on snapchat without the person knowing and I'll of course take 188899309000 selfies that will never be posted for the world to see because if they are posted people will press the delete button without thinking twice and and I'll lose all my friends and family and in the end I'll die as a lonely lonesome loner and no one will attend my funeral so there will be no masa and shinkafa. No. No. No. No! I don't want my end to be like that.

Don't mind me. I know I can be crazy once in a blue moon. Liar! Okay okay. Most times. Right now I'm just trying to do any possible thing I can do so that I won't think of Aminu Rabiu. Oops! I mentioned his name. Today was supposed to be about me. Now everything is ruined. I hate him!

"You're such a drama queen" Hafsat says rolling her eyes

"Seriously. She needs an award. Drama queen of the year" Mufeeda jokes and my stupid friends nod in agreement. Wait! It just clicked. When did they enter my room?? I think I'm starting to become irresponsible. If things go on this way I think thieves will come to this house and take whatever they want and leave without me noticing.

"Tell me one thing. Just one thing. How did you people enter? No Sallama and you will say you're Muslims"

"Preach baby. Preach" Xuwaerah says and they all laugh. What was funny? Mtsw.

"Anyways. You haven't been been online 10000998 hours.  Wuss good?" Xuwaerah asks. No! I DO NOT want to talk about it. Today is supposed to be no thinking of Aminu Rabiu or anything cheesy or romantic day. Why don't they want to understand? Because you never told them anything about it. Oh yeah. My friends don't know anything about what's going on with me and he whose name shall not be mentioned. But they will force me to tell them everything. What do I do?

Think Hauwa! Think!

Here goes nothing.....

"Okay. Let's do this. I'll give you guys my diary to read.  And I'll show you the page to read. The only page you human girls will read in my diary. Are we clear?"

"Why won't you let us read the other pages? What are you hiding?"

"I knew it! If Xuwee doesn't attack me who will? Well to answer your question..... Dear diary and I have been gossiping about you. Pretty nasty things about you. You don't want to see them. So stick to the page I'm letting you read"

"Grow up Hauwa. Grow up!" Xuwaerah says rolling her eyes

"One day your eyes will run out of the sockets. Keep rolling them anyhow."

And she rolls her eyes again.

***

"Allah Sarki Hauwa. So all this happened and you didn't even tell us? You waited for us to come and ask you what is wrong with you"

"How did you want me to tell you?"

"You have officially betrayed our friendship" Hafsat chirps in

"Keh! Officially is my word. And you guys are melodramatic ahhbeg"

"You can't even take a joke again. What has this Aminu boy done to you?"

"I think it is good that they took a break. Don't you think?" Mufeeda adds. God!! I can't believe I'm friends with these girls. Argh!

"You're right. Maybe this break will lead to the official breakup. We want our old Hauwa back!"

"Yeah. Say no to AMWA!!"

"Mtsw. You people should leave my room. You're talking nonsense"

"See! I was very right. Aminu coming into her life has changed her. Thank God for this Beeba girl ohh. It's like she was sent from heaven"

"Are you girls my friends or enemies in disguise? Please tell me. Let me know my square root"

"Hauwa. Oh Hauwa"

"So you people never ever liked my relationship with Aminu? What bad did he do?"

"We never met him. And why are you supporting him now? I thought you guys are on a break"

"Oh yes. We're on a break. But that doesn't mean we won't reconcile. In fact.... I'm challenging myself. If I don't reconcile with Aminu before birthday or on my birthday I will do anything you want or give you anything you want as long as it is not more than 5k"

"Hauwa cash queen! You meant 5k each right? That's 15k. I trust you"

"Yes. 5k each"

"YAY!! This is so going to FUN!!! Hauwa your ego won't let you reconcile before your birthday. So I'll sit still and wait for my 5k. 7 days to go. I'm counting down"

"Drama queens. Please let's go out. I feel like rosto. I'm tired of staying at home"

"Or you're tired of not going out with Aminu"

"I don't have your time. Are you coming or not?  And just so you know, I have just 1k. In other words I'm not sponsoring anyone. So it's solo things"

"As long as we'll get 5k on the 26th I have no problem with your solo" Mufeeda says. Nonsense girls. I will surprise them all. They want to dupe me. When I'm alive and well. No way! But you brought the 5k talk up whatever!

"This girl. What are you thinking of??" Hafsat says shaking me out of my thoughts

I can't tell them I'm afraid of losing the bet ohh. They'll laugh at me. I know they're my friends but still "well.... I was thinking of rosto.."

"Rosto or a Rabiu someone" Mufeeda teases

"Rosto" I was really also thinking of rosto and how to get to where to get it. You know we have to spend on transport plus I've never really bought rosto in Abuja because I only buy when I go to Kano.

"Girl... You look depressed. This boy is no good for you. Just forget about him. Everything happens for the best" Hafsat says in a motherly tone then she turns to Zuwee and Mufeeda and says "Let's sing that song for her"

I miss that happy friend that I had
You been acting so sad
Won't you come back? yeah yeah

You never take the town with your girls no more
Always with your new boy
But he ain't all that, but you don't know it yet

Oh his kiss is soft and sweet
And he swept you off your feet
But he's no good for you, he's no good for you and I'm sure he's worth a lot of gold
But you're better than you know
And he's no good for you, he's no good for you hey!

That boys no good for ya
You're way too good for him
That boys no good for ya, for ya
Woah, woah, woah no he no good, he no good for you
Woah, woah, woah no he no good, he no good for you

He drives those fancy cars that you like
But he doesn't call you at night and tell you he loves you
And he's thinking of you

Today is going to be a long long long day.

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Chapter 13.! And we have like two more chapters to go. Countdown to the end of countdown. Enjoy!

This chapter is dedicated to zareex who died after reading chapter 11 but is still breathing for the rest of the chapters❣ she didn't die asin die. The chapter just killed her. Like how could Aminu?👿 you get ba

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Ohh! Thank you so much for getting me to 2k reads in two months💕💕. I never expected it