Yooo guuuyyss!! Happy new year btw, hope you have a better year than this last year next year. I had to stay up (obviously) so now I'm tired and was busy doing the party related stuff so I can't post a whole chapter, so I thought I'd show you the first lil bit. Sorry I'm rambling, like I say, I'm extremely tired. 😀
- FIRST UPDAYE OF THE YEARR!!

I really didn't want to be here. For starters, I absolutely hate, HATE parties. Every time someone goes to a party something bad happened, it was guaranteed. Secondly, I was really not in the mood to socialize today. I've been with Lucy for years, all through secondary school, yet today she decided she needed space, needed to 'try new options', that I was not enough for her, after years of treating her like she held the sun, she claims I'm not enough. It was crazy, yet I knew it would happen sometime.

I've never been good enough for Lucy, I just knew it. She is beautiful, like crazy beautiful, and she actually likes sport, which is awesome, seeing as I can't even run up the stairs without being out of breath. She's also like, really smart too. Yeah, she has everything, and I have nothing, so yes, I should have known it would come to this. But why did she have to do it the day of new years eve, when I'm supposed to be having fun?

Third thing on the list of why not go to parties is one has to socialize, which, to be honest, is torture. This brings me to another point of, my friends. They love to get drunk and play stupid games, peer pressuring me to join in. I love my friends, I honestly do, but when they are at a party they turn rowdy and hungry for humiliation.

... ILL FINISH TOMORROW KAY? IF YOU WANT