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" Okay so I've been driving for the past 2 hours only to be met by another parking lot. Wow Blaine, I must really say you have a great taste in places" I said as the car approached a parking lot. " Parking lots are all over Lima you know" I said as I stopped the engine on the car. Blaine looked over at me and let out a small giggle, and it made me laugh as well.

" Patience Kurt. This isn't the place. We have to walk at least hundred meters to get to it. But I promise you, you will not regret it" Blaine said as he got out of the car.

" Okay, but you're driving on the way back .. because I want to choose themusic. Top 40s are getting a bit boring now" I said

" Hey! You have to admit it, you love my song selections"

" Yeah whatever you say Blaine.. " I mocked him

" What do you suggest then ?" He said as we started to walk away from the rather empty parking lot

" Anything than Katy Perry... no but seriously some Wicked and Moulin Rouge wouldn't hurt" I said and followed him out of the car.

" I should've known you would say that" Blaine laughed " You gotta have your small portion of musicals at least once a week"

" Small portion? I need a whole freaking bucket of it, at least three times a day " I said back, resulting in both of us laughing hard

" Of course Kurt. Of course" Blaine said

We walked silently for a while, not saying anything to each other. While Blaine was walking a bit ahead of me, guiding us to the place he described as beautiful, I trailed behind him looking around at the scenery around me. There were literally nothing else here than trees. Below all the high trees, there were something looking like bushes, but they all looked as if they hadn't been watered for a good time. As I walked behind an rather excited Blaine, I couldn't help but think that the guys wasn't totally well , because of the fact that we drove two hours to see ... trees.

" Okay, we're nearly there " Blaine said after a while

" Good, because so far this isn't really convincing" I said

" Kurt .. could you close your eyes?" Blaine asked me. I raised an eyebrow at him.

" Um.. okay. As long as you don't push me into a tree or a bush.. or something" I said and closed my eyes.

" Don't worry. You're always safe with me" Blaine said and got a tight hold on my shoulders. With my eyes shut closed, he lead me further and further into the woods. After what seemed like an eternity, we stopped. " Okay Kurt, you can open your eyes now"

I opened my eyes, and what I saw was in fact really beautiful. The scene before me looked as if it was taken straight out of a fantasy book. There was a bridge leading out to a small lake. At the end of the bridge, there was a small porch, and around the banister small lights were hanging loosely, . On the other side of the lake was loads of trees, and if one looked above that, they could see mountains fading into the horizon. There were also a lot of trees on this side of the lake, but they looked nothing like the ones I had ever seen before. They looked more like fake trees, with branches hanging low, almost touching the grounds. And the best part; there were flowers. Loads of them, in all kind types, sizes and shapes.

" So .. what do you think? Was it worth driving for two hours? " Blaine asked me, and honestly I didn't know what to say.. I was absolute stunned by the beauty of the place.

" This is honestly the most beautiful place I've ever seen" I said walking closer to the bridge. " I've never seen anything like this place ... how did you know about it? " I asked Blaine as we both walked toward the porch.

" I used to come here all the time when I was little with my family. And when my brother and I actually were kind of friends, we used to just hang out, talking and stuff. " Blaine said

We reached the porch, and I had to view the scenery for a minute, to really take in what I saw. Blaine sat himself down at the end of the porch, letting his legs dangle over the water. I sat myself down beside him and tried to say something, but I was too stunned to even think a coherent thought.

" I haven't been here in awhile though.. " Blaine said

" Why?" I asked him

" It just hurt too much to come here... to be reminded of what I lost" he said. This time I turned my face at him, and looked at him. His chin was still a bit red from the slap earlier, but luckily he didn't have any bruises or anything.

" I don't know if I told you why I moved to Dalton and then to McKinely" Blaine said. I shook my head, because I realized that I had never even thought about asking him about it. When I didn't say anything, he continued,

" Well, I moved to Dalton because there was this Sadie Hawking dance at my old High School that didn't turn out the way I wanted it to. I had just come out of the closet to Cooper, my brother, but I hadn't told my mother yet, and my dad had no idea. " He stopped talking for a minute or so, before he took a deep breath and began talking again.

" I asked this guy out for the Sadie Hawkins.. he was the only other gay guy in the school. And while we were waiting for his dad to pick us up, there was three guys who came up to us.. and um.. beat the living crap out of us" Blaine said, making me gasp slightly

" Oh Blaine .. thats awful! "I said

" When my mother found out, she made sure that I transferred school. So thats how I ended up at Dalton, and it was perfect because they had no-bullying policy. Just  keep in mind that my dad never knew the real reason, but he thought I transferred school because of the high academic level at Dalton, or something. If only he knew the whole truth" Blaine said

" So.. what made you leave Dalton?" I asked him

" Well, there was this guy... Sebastian Smythe.. I had a really big crush on him, and I tried doing a move on him, but he just gave me a cold shoulder. It was as if I was invisible to him ... and it was just so heartbreaking that I couldn't stay at Dalton.. I know its sounds stupid and all, but he was the first guy I really liked after I came out. " Blaine finished

" I still don't understand ... why did it hurt to come exactly here, if it was it Dalton?" I asked him again

Blaine took a deep breath, and before he managed to say anything he rand his hand over his gelled down hair.

" It was here I tried to ask Sebastian out ... I kissed him, and I told him how I felt and everything. And he just left. He was the one driving here so he just took his car and drove away... when I then arrived at Dalton the next day.. he didn't talk to me at all. And it sucked really bad, because we were so good friends, and I just jeopardized it all..." Blaine said

I put my arms around the smaller boy, and he put his head on my shoulder. "Oh Blaine, that must've been really tough. But listen, Sebastian is a jerk for turning you down... and for doing what he did" I said, stroking his back " But I must ask you this. Why did you bring me here?" I asked, and pulled myself a bit from him so I could see his face.

Blaine gave me a smile before he took my hand.

" Kurt .. do you remember what I said to you in the hospital? Right after you had gotten beaten up?" Blaine asked me. Of course I remembered, how could I ever forget that.

" You said that there was moment when you said to yourself that oh there you are .. I've been looking for you everywhere" I said, feeling rather proud of myself.

" Yes.. that's correct. I also said that you move me" Blaine retorted

" Details" I exclaimed waving my hand at him, and  he started laughing

" I also said that I for some reason felt protective of you ... and that I wanted to help you. I still stand by that by the way" Blaine said

" Sooo.. you brought me here because you think it can help me?" I said, trying to look on his face any confirmation if that was the right answer

" Yes... and no. Yes, because I was thinking it was a nice place we could go to when we just need some time to think or wanted to be alone ... it would be a place only we know about" Blaine said

" And the no part..?"

" No, because it just felt right to bring you here .. I just ..do you understand what I'm trying to say?" Blaine, and I just shook my head, because if I was going to be completely honest, I had no idea what he was trying to say.

" Kurt... I'm ... You're my best friend, and you just mean so much to me. I know we haven't known each other for a long time ... but it feels like I've known you my whole life... I just... want to spend every minute of everyday with you" Blaine started saying, and thats when I realized what he was trying to say.

" Blaine ...." I began saying but was cut of by Blaine

" No Kurt.. just listen ... I think that .. or I know.. I'm in love with you Kurt. And .. I just can't stand the thought of just being your friend ... I .. want more.. if you understand" Blaine finished.

I was shocked. Never in my wildest dream did I ever consider the thought of Blaine having feelings for me. But did I feel it back? I did think Blaine was good looking, and if I was going to be completely honest with myself, I had imagined what it would be like to be more than friends with him. But hearing him saying it out loud, didn't make it any less confusing for me.

" Blaine .. I don't know what to say.." I began

" I get it .. you don't feel the same.. its okay... I shouldn't have said it.. make you uncomfortable.. I'll just go to car .. I'm sorry Kurt " Blaine said, got up and started to walk from the direction we came from.

I still sat there for a minute to just think about what just happened. Did I have feelings for Blaine? I would be lying if I said that I didn't feel anything for him. Blaine had helped me, and he made me happy. But there was a voice in my head that said I would be better off without him, that I would just hurt him. And I now for a fact that my already shattered heart wouldn't be able to take that heartache, if it ever happened. The questions however was if I was ready for this? Was I, Kurt Hummel, ready to give my heart to someone else?

I lifted my head and saw Blaine walking toward the woods, and if I didn't do anything, I would probably lose him, like I lose everyone. I got up from the porch and started to almost run towards Blain to catch up with him. When I was right behind him, I grabbed his arm and swung him around. He gave me a confused look, before I grabbed his face and pressed my lips against his lips. I pulled apart, and a smile formed on my lips. Blaine looked shocked, but as soon as he got over it, he pulled me into another kiss. When we were out breath, we just stood there, our foreheads pressed against each other.

" I do too Blaine. " I simply said " I want to be more than just friends ... I want you "

" Kurt.. "

" No Blaine hear me out. " I cut him off. " I want you .. and you mean so much to me. But I'm scared" I said

" Why are you scared?" Blaine asked

" I'm scared.. because if it for some reason does not work out, I will not have just lost you as a boyfriend but also as my best friend ... and I don't want that to ever happen" I said looking him deeply in his eyes

" Then I guess we never should break up" Blaine said with a half smirk on his face, that for some reason reminded me of Finn. 

" So Kurt Elisabeth Hummel" Blaine said and grabbed both of my hands, and rubbed his thumbs over them, "Will you make me the happiest guy on this stinking earth by becoming my boyfriend?"

" Yes. Absolutely yes" I said and kissed him. Once we pulled apart once again I locked my arms around his neck, and I finally felt at home. I finally felt as if something was going right in my life. I finally felt loved. And it was a feeling I never wanted to get rid of. Ever.

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A/N: I literally just finished this chapter. I know! two updates in one day!! Both long chapters. I just felt really inspired, and I just couldn't wait to publish it!! Yay!!!
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