Ch 6 - " I might get your heart racing in my skintight jeans"



The sun peeked through the window, making its way through my eyelids which made them open up in a quick second. The warmth from the sun heated up the duvet laying across my body, making my body warmer. It was suffocating, and because of that I had to throw the duvet away. In a split second I totally forgot where I was and who I was. But the confusion quickly faded as the memories of my life sped across my mind, making me sick of myself. I hated it, I still did, and I can't say that I didn't. Because then I would be lying and you know what they say: I mustn't tell lies.

I got up from the bed, my head pounding and feeling like a brick wall. I looked over to my right and saw the vodka bottle laying across the floor. The bottle was nearly empty and I started regretting ever opening it. But I had to. Last night was bad, really bad to be more precise. I lifted up my sleeve and looked down at the newly fresh cuts. I was completely red on my arm, making it looked like fresh meat. It hurt, but it felt good at the same time.

There was a beep coming from my phone, I picked it up and saw a message had appeared.

" Be ready in 10, I'll pick you up to get coffe before school"

-Blaine

I smiled down at the phone as I replied back

" Sure! I could really need one now"

- Kurt

I then grabbed my clothes and went into the bathroom to try and make myself not look like shit. That would be an not so easy task, because I looked like shit everyday.

As soon as I finished I went downstairs, meeting Finn on the way.

" Wow you look tired man" Finn said

" Geez thanks a lot " I just muttered back

" Sorry, I didn't mean for it to come out like that ... eh you ready to go to school now? Isn't it a bit early?"

" Whatever Finn .. and no I'm not going to school right now.. Blaine's taking me to get some coffee" I simply said walking over to the jackets

" Blaine? As in the new kid in New Directions ... I didn't know you guys were friends"

" Um yes we are.. "

" Isn't he a bit .. like you know... way too out of your league or something"

I turned around not believing what I just heard

" What do you mean ?" I simply asked him

" You know.. he's so good looking and well.. popular at this school.. and you're .. well um.." Finn said, stumbling over his own words

" And I'm just what?" I asked

" Well... you" Finn said, now looking directly at me

" What is that supposed to mean ?!" I said feeling enraged.

" Kurt.. you can't hide the fact that you're not as cool as I am, or as Puck or any other people in Glee Club. There's just something about you that screams I'm weird... or something.."

What the fuck Finn!

" What happened with you sticking by my side and protection me ! " I nearly yelled back at him.

" I am doing that .. " Finn said " I just .. if you could just be .. you know a little less depressed... it would be easier for me to protect you "

" I can't believe you right now.. " I simply said looking away.

Fortunately there was nothing more left to say, because at that very moment there was a small knock in the door. I opened it and saw Blaine standing there with an awfully cute bow tie around his neck.

" Hey Kurt .. oh hey Finn. You ready to go?"  Blaine said giving me that precious smile of his.

" Yeah I'm ready ... bye Finn " I said, grabbing Blaine arm and walked outside. We reached his car and sat down in it. For a little while I didn't say anything, and Blaine just drove the car.

" You okay Kurt? " Blaine asked

" Yeah.. I'm fine " I said looking out the window

" You sure?"

" Yes.. don't worry Blaine" I said back

We reached the Lima Bean which was one of my favorite places. We walked inside and the smell of coffee in the air, made me feel so relaxed. There's something about coffee that just helps on a whole different level, and theres literally no other thing that has the same effect on me. Maybe scarves.. I love scarves.

Anyway, we got up to the counter where the checker was smiling too brightly at us considering it was too early in the morning.

" A medium drip, and a Grande Non-Fat Mocha for this guy, thank you" Blaine said

" You know my coffee order?" I asked surprisingly

" Of course I do" Blaine replied an smiled.

We got our coffees and sat down at the nearest table.

" So I talked to Rachel yesterday. " Blaine said

" Oh and what did you two talk about?" I said taking a sip from the delicious coffee

" Her dads are out if town and Puck managed to convince her to throw a party... it took some convincing but she agreed too it, saying something about helping her writing a song or whatever. "

" That's nice, you going ?"

" I was thinking about it... well it's not really my thing" Blaine said taking another sip from his coffee, he schrunced up his nose and looked down at the cup. " Ugh this one needs loads of sugar" he got up and got some before he sat down again

" So Blaine Warbler don't party? " I teased him

" No.. well I'm mean yeah, but I prefer sitting home and watch 'Moulin Rouge' for example and sing out the lyrics of Come What May ... or whatever" 

" Me too Blaine.. me too" I said smiling brightly at him

" So you're not going or..?" I asked him

" I'll go if you'll go" he simply said

" Egh.. I don't know.. I'm not really one best terms with Rachel and—"

" Kurt. She seemed really excited to have you there. I think she wants to talk to you"

" That'll be delightful " I said, which made Blaine laugh

" Well, just think about it okay. It isn't until 8 o'clock tonight so. "

I really wanted to go, especially if Blaine was going to be there. But the only thing holding me back was my anxiety.

~

As soon as the school day was over, everyone piled out of the classrooms as if  they all were tiny ants. The fact that it finally was Friday, was clearly shown through the growing excitement the attendees were showing off. I stood by my locker when Rachel walked up to me.

" Hey Kurt" Rachel said " Blaine told me you considered coming to my party"

I didn't reply, nor did I bother to reply.

" And .. um.. I just wanted to say that I would've really loved it if you could come .. "

" Really?" I asked suspiciously

" Really. Kurt .. I don't know what happened between us. We used to be best friends, and now where like total strangers. And I ... well ..  um.. miss you Kurt. I miss you" Rachel said and looked at me directly.

I closed my locker and stared back at her. I knew she meant what she said, because she was silently crying. But somehow I just couldn't believe what she was saying. There was this tiny voice in my head that kept telling me that she was lying, and I had managed to believe it myself.

" Rachel ... that's really sweet of you.. but I don't know.. " I said

" Why not? "

" It's just difficult for me.. to be with so many people .. " I simply said

" I don't understand Kurt.. you're in Glee Club and you come to school .. how can it be too many people .. there will only be those from Glee Club .. not so—"

" Rachel!! Just listen Okay. It's difficult. Doesn't mean I can't do it.. it's just really, really hard.... you just don't understand " I said and started to walk away

" Then help me understand .." I could hear her say

I turned around once more and looked at her.

" I could try, but the only one who understands is Blaine. I'm sorry Rachel" and with that I left.

~

'You think I'm pretty
Without any make up on

You think I'm funny
When I tell the punchline wrong

I know you get me
So I let my walls come down, down

Before you met me
I was alright but things
We're kinda heavy

You brought me to life
Now every February

You'll be my valentine
Valentine

Let's go all the way to night
No regrets, just love

We can dance until we die
You and I

We'll be young forever '

I heard someone singing. I heard music.

I walked into the choir room to find Blaine sitting by the piano. Without him noticing me, I continued to listen to his voice.

'You make me
Feel like I'm living a
Teenage dream

The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away

And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me

Just one touch
Now baby I believe

This is real
So take a chance

And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back'

I stepped further into the room, and Blaine caught sight of me. He stopped for a split second before he looked directly at me and sang.

'We drove to Cali and got drunk on the beach

Got a motel and built a fort
out of sheets

I finally found you
My missing puzzle piece

I'm complete'

He stopped one more time, taking a deep breath before he finished the song.

I might get your heart racing
In my skin-tight jeans

Be your teenage dream tonight

Let you put your hands on me
In my skin-tight jeans

Be your teenage dream
Tonight, tonight, tonight

As soon as he finished the song, I clapped my hands. I knew Blaine could sing, but I had never really heard his voice before. And it was really amazing.

He got up from the piano stool and walked over to me.

" Not bad Blaine Warbler " I said

" Thanks Kurt " he said  " Look, there is something I want to tell you"

" Okay, What is it? "

" I..Well.. um ... I think I might... that I might be in ... ehh"  he started, but stopped himself. It looked as if he suddenly had remembered an assignment he had forgot or something. Maybe he had though ...

" Really What is it?" I asked him again

" I.. I just wanted to say that I really hope you will come tonight .. to Rachel's " he finally said, looking nervous. For some reason I felt disappointed, because I hoped it was something more.. I guess.

" Oh" I said " I guess I'll go if you really want me to be there" I said before my own brain could comprehend what I just said

" More than anything" Blaine said and smiled at me. I smiled back at him.

" Then I guess we better get going. Fashion takes times, and this baby penguin needs all the time he can get" I said and grabbed his hand.

Kurt Hummel was going to a party.

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A/N: so this chapter took forever to write. It was actually quite hard to decide what I wanted to put in it. I had written one before this one, but decided it was too early what I wrote, so I changed it. But hope you guys enjoyed it❤️

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