Ch 15 " The Aftermath"
[ Blaine ]
As soon as Kurt had left through the front door, my heart sunk low to ground. I went over to the sofa in the living room, sitting myself down, not really believing what had just happened. I was angry, I was hurt, I was sad. It was too much. I let out a heavy sigh as my phone buzzed. taking it out from my pocket, I saw a message from Sebastian
'Nice hanging out with you, and also thank you for letting me help you with your dad' the text read. I chuckled slightly to myself, and felt better.
'Thanks a lot. I don't know what I would've done without you' I wrote back.
I stuffed the phone back into my pocket and let out a heavy sigh. I then went into the kitchen where my mom was sitting by the table. Her head was facing down onto the table, where a lot of papers were spread out. She lifted her head, and gave me a wide smile.
" Hey mother " I said, and sat myself down in the seat beside her
" Hi Blaine, how are you doing?" She asked me
" I'm fine" I just replied back returning a small smile
" Who was at the door earlier?" she asked me, and faced the papers again, all the while scribbling something down with her messy handwriting
" It was Kurt"
" Kurt? As in Burt's son? I didn't know you knew him"
" How do you know Burt?" I asked back, kinda ignoring her question
" Your dad and I went to his tire shop once .. to fix something with the car. We chatted for a while with Burt, and he told us he had a son named Kurt who was a troubled child or something" She said before she once again looked up at me " Please don't tell me you've been involved with him"
I was shocked. How could she say something like that. As a matter of fact, how could she know Burt without even telling me about it? Okay, maybe because of the fact that I didn't tell her I knew Kurt.
" And what exactly do you mean by that?"
" Well.. Burt told us that he was skipping school, he didn't do well in classes .. he was pretty much all by himself or something"
" And is that a problem? You don't know Kurt. You don't know what he's been through" I said back through gritted teeth.
" Blaine, honey, I just want to make sure you're safe. I don't want you to spend time with someone who is ... well .."
" What?"
" Not mentally stable" she finished and looked up at me
" Mom, listen. You don't know Kurt. Kurt's been through hell" she winced at the choice of words, but I just shrugged it off, not caring about her reactions " Kurt is amazing, okay. He is funny, he is smart, he's really nice, and the best of all, he is happy. He is happy when he is with me"
" When he is with you? What are you even talking about Blaine? Are you and him ... a thing? "
" Yes mom, we are ... or at least I think so.. its complicated" I said, this time I was the one to stare down at the table
" B-but for how long? " she asked and put down her pen, now I knew she was really paying attention to me
" You remember the party Rachel had at her house? The night before you found out about dad?" I asked her, still not looking up. When she didn't reply I knew she remembered it, so I continued.
" We kissed at the party ... and he told me ... stuff, and I told him about dad. That night I crashed at his house, because I was too drunk to drive home.. sorry about that by the way"
" It's okay" she whispered
" Anyway the next day I took him to the place, you know"
" The sacred place? That place your dad and I used to bring you and Cooper to when you were kids?"
" Yes"
" I love that place" my mom said, and made me laugh a little. It felt good, and she laughed as well.
" Hehe, me too mom, me too."
" Okay, and then what happened?"
" I told him about how I felt ... and we kissed again, and then ... I then asked him to be my boyfriend"
" Wow, Blaine.. that's really something" She said and gave me a smile. When I didn't return her smile, she furrowed her eyebrows and put a hand on my hand. " But you said thing were complicated... how?"
" Well, Kurt is amazing and all that. But he is not the easiest person to be with. He isn't very open about his thoughts and feelings ... and often I don't know how to handle the things he's going trough . Like ... I want help him, because I love him so much, but I just don't know how ... and I get so angry at times. At him for not trusting me enough, and at myself for getting angry in the first place" I let it out. I let it all out. Everything that I didn't tell anyone about, nor the things I even wanted to admit to myself.
" Oh Blaine" she said and pulled me into a tight hug. She rubbed my back, and it felt good to just be held in he arms again.
" There's more" I said and pulled away " Then at Regionals with the New Direction .. Sebastian showed up"
" Sebastian? As in Sebastian Smythe? " She questioned me
" Yes... he .. well we.. we picked up the contact again and we've spend some time together lately. I .. think that Kurt thinks theres something going on or something.."
" And is there ... like anything going on?"
" No! No of course not.. I just don't know what to do ... he just left and I don't know if he is upset with me or what the deal is"
" I just think you and Kurt really needs to sit down and talk this out" she said and pulled me into another hug. " It'll all work out you know"
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It was another day of school, and I had just woken up. Kurt and I hadn't talked at all since the little encounter yesterday, and to be honest I didnt feel bad about it. I probably should, but I didn't. Sebastian was my friend and he helped me with my dad, if that is something Kurt got jealous over, then it's more his problem than mine, really.
I got over to the my drawer where I had all of my bow ties placed. I picked out a bow tie with dots on them, and a pair of red slacks and black T-shirt. It was a simple outfit, but it was a good outfit.
After I had put an exaggerated amount of hair gel into my head, I picked up my phone and sent a text.
' Be ready in ten, I'll get you coffee' the text read, and was sent to Kurt.
I got downstairs and into my car, and I checked my phone to see if he had replied. But he hadn't. That's weird, I though to myself. He usually was quick to answer when it involved coffee. I shrugged it off, and drove past Kurt house to see if his car was there. And to my delight, it still was. I got out of the car and knocked on the door, where Finn opened.
" Oh, hey Blaine ... what are you doing here?"
" Hi Finn... is Kurt still here ? I sent him a text this morning, but he didn't answer" I told him
" He is probably asleep.. he got home pretty late yesterday" Finn said and smiled at me " I think you should just leave for school, I can take him when he wakes up"
" Oh okay" I said sound a bit worried " Has Kurt told you anything?"
" Dude, I know about Sebastian and it's not cool okay. But it's not my business since I don't know the whole story, but if I was ever to find out you did something to him, you're no longer a friend Blaine" Finn said, and to be honest I was freighted by his tone of voice
" O-Okay. Please just tell Kurt to call me when he wakes up Okay?" And with that I left for school alone.
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It was lunch time and Kurt still hadn't texted me at all. I was beginning to be really worried about his whereabouts, I even started to talk with Rachel, who to my dismay didn't know where he was either. The strangest part was that Finn wasn't at school either.
As soon as the bell rang, indicating it was the last hour of the day, Mr. Shue and Mrs. Pillsbury rushes into the cafeteria where I and the rest of glee club was sitting. We were about to leave the table when they reached our table, both looking distraught.
" Today's rehearsal is canceled" Mr. Shue said
" No it can't be!! We have to prepare for Sectionals, if not—"
" Shut up Rachel" Puck said sounding annoyed
" but we have to Puck! We can't lose not now" Rachel continued
" Rachel! That's enough okay" Me Shue almost yelled out, silencing us all.
" But why Mr. Shue" Mercedes spoke up, voicing the question we all were thinking.
" Because something has happened to Kurt... Blaine, if you could follow us please" Mrs. Pillsbury said.
" Oh, okay" I said and followed them out of the canteen. " So what happened?"
" Kurt is at the hospital ... we don't know exactly what happened, but something with Kurt..." Mrs. Pillsbury began, but stopped mid-sentence to take a breath. When she didn't continue, Mr. Shue took over. He placed a hand on my shoulder, took a a deep breath before he started speaking.
" We don't know for sure, but we think Kurt might have tried to take his own life"
" W-what?" I muttered out, not believing anything they said " No, you're joking. Kurt wouldn't do that. He would never... ever.. do ... something like that" I slid down the bye the locker, and put my head in my hands, not daring to believe what they just told me. It couldn't be true, it just could not.
" Can we go and see him? " I asked them after some time. They nodded their head, before they both lead me out of the school, and we left for the hospital. All the while, my mind was just thinking about Kurt, and how he possibly couldve done this. More important, I my mind would shut up about the fact that I might have triggered him to do it. Little did I know that the next events that would happen, would not just put a strain our relationship, but on myself as a person in general. And that was terrifying, to put it simple.
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A/N: So finally and update, wooho!! And its from Blaine's perspective. The next chapters will be from Blaine's perspective, and I hope I still have you all hoooked on the story. Bring forth your tissues, because from now its going to go down ( and maybe a bit up)!! But stay tuned y'all!! I willl try an upload more, but December is going to be a very hectic month, Christmas and all you know ! Comments and reviews are always appreciated
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