We were only a few days away from Regionals, and I was terrified. Terrified of that fact that I was going to sing a solo song. Terrified of the potential thought of me screwing this up.

As promised, the New Directions had voted for who they wanted to sing solo, standing between Rachel, Mercedes and me. To my biggest supries, everyone had voted for me, except for Brittany who had voted for herself. Which when you think about doesn't make any sense at all.
Right after the votings, Rachel had talked to me, apologizing for the behavior, and it felt nice. It felt nice to finally outshine her.

Blaine had been all up on me, nagging me about which song I should sing. And to be honest, it was starting to annoy me. Don't take me wrong, Blaine was coming with great ideas, and he even asked Mr. Shue to do a duet with me, but I refused. I thought he should sing a duet, but not with me, since I already got a solo. So mr. Shue decided that Blaine was going to sing a duet with Rachel, and Rachel seemed actually kinda cool about it.

Finn and I had finally had some brother time, and it felt good and weird at the same time. I had told him about what had happened with me, and for the first time, I actually felt like he listened to me. Of course I left the part out where Karofsky forced his lips onto min, because I'm sure Finn would've beat him up, and honestly, we couldn't take that risk. Especially not now.

I gathered my books as I left the English Class, with Blaine beside me. We got out in the hallway, and as we were heading to the choir room, Karofsky came up to us.

" Kurt.. can I talk to you?" He asked me. I just glared at him, not really interested in what he might had to say.

" I'm kinda busy, And besides I don't want to talk to you Karofsky " I said, not looking at him

" But Kurt. It's urgent ... I really need-"

" What do you possibly need from me Karofsky? Force those lips of yours onto mine? Because we've been there, and we both know how that ended" I spat back, receiving a rather confused look from Blaine. Yes, I had not told Blaine anything about it yet.

" Kurt.. please!" Karofsky pleaded, but I just walked past him not a saying another word to him. When we reached the choir room, Blaine stopped me for a split second.

" What was he talking about Kurt. Did he do something to you?" He asked me, worry written all over his face.

" Nothing.. honestly Blaine. Don't worry" I said back

" Kurt. That's the problem. I know something has happened, why can't you just tell me? I mean.. I am you boyfriend after all... aren't you suppose to tell me anything?" He almost spat back, clearly being angry with me

" Why are you so angry?" I just spat back

" Because you never tell me anything... Kurt, I love you so much, but sometimes you make me feel like shit because you don't..." he began saying rather loudly, before he caught himself and lowered his voice

" Because I don't what?" I questioned him back

" Because it just seems like you don't care" he said with a whisper " How is that suppose to make me feel?"

I opened my mouth, but closed it only a few seconds later, not knowing what to say. If someone had walked by, they would've probably I looked like a fish, opening and closing my mouth repeatedly.

" Blaine..."

" Just forget it" he said and walked into the choir room. I took a deep breath before I also walked in.

When I entered the room, most of the members were already seated. I walked over to where Blaine and I usually sat, but noticed that my seat was being occupied by Sam. I gave Blaine a questioning look, which he just ignored and looked away. I then got a thighter grip on my bag, and walked over to the nearest empty seat. Sitting all crosses legged and in between Puck and Artie, Mr.Shue entered the room, clapping his hands together.

" New Directions!! Regionalsare so close!! And I'm so excited and I hope you all are too!" He said, receiving cheers and claps from everyone else. I looked over at Blaine who was rather engaged in a conversation with Sam

" But we have to still practice a lot. Its going to be very stiff competition this year.. so everyone, warm up your voices, and we will start off the with the group number. And Finn, go with Mike and Brittany to learn the dance again" Mr. Shue said, and everyone started to do their weir warm ups. Mr. Shue then walked over to me, and told me to come talk to him. I followed him up to the piano, where he looked at me seriously.

" I just wanted to hear what kind of song you plan on singing for the solo" Mr. Shue asked me

" I don't know... I have a song in my mind, but it's a rather classic one... and I don't know I'm going to be able to do it" I said, not looking directly at him.

" Whatever you choose Kurt, I will support your choice. But like I said to the others, the competition is really high this year, and if were going to win, we--"

" Need a killer setlist. I get it Mr. Shue.. I just know that the song I have in my mind is ... quite personal.. it just really speaks my mind.. things I don't really say out loud" I finished him off. Mr. Shue stayed silent for a little while, before he gave me comforting smile of his. 

"And I'm sure you'll kill it Kurt. You are really talented.. and I hope you know that. Because i sometimes get that feeling that you don't believe enough in yourself." Mr Shue said to me. 

" Thank you" I said.

We both walked back to the rest of the group, and I sat myself down, still thinking about the potential song. As the rehearsal came went on, and when it finally came to an end, I grabbed my back and walked out of the classroom. I was heading for my locker when Blaine walked up to me.

" Blaine .. I'm so sorry for not telling you about Karofsky.." I said

" Kurt.. I .. I know I said I would help you tonight with your solo, but... I have to cancel." Blaine just said, not even looking at me.

" What? why?" I asked him confusingly

" I just... I have something else I need.. eh.. to do" he said and then just walked away from me, leaving me all more confused and slightly sad behind.

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A/N: Yay another update. this is just a filler chapter really, not so much happening. But the next chapter will be exciting!! Comments and reviews are as always appreciated <3