The story is still running in flashback .
Please avoid grammatical mistakes if present.

The guards left annika in a room where there were no windows , no lights nothings. Just a bed and a jug of water and moon light peeping in the room from above .

Thinking of running away was the option she thought to do but before anything can happen , shivaay came with a smirk on his face. 

'Bhaag rahi ho ?' He asked her in utterly sultry manner.
She nodded in no while going back as his was gaping their distance.

'Toh fir.' Shivaay asked her .
'Please muje jaane do . Mene kya bigada hai tumhara?' Annika asked in fear.

'Bas ek baar ye raat beet jaye , fir chali jaana.' He said.
'Kya matlab ?' She asked while almost trying to run as she found the meaning of his sentence.

Seeing her running from there , he came in front and dragged her to the bed. She protested. She fought to save her dignity but ......

'Tume kabhi sex kiya ?  He said and torn her clothes by one pull.

She tired to save herself by covering her body but he already tied her hands on the top of her head.

'Chodo muje please. Mera kya kasoor hai.' Annika cried. Instead of listening her , he opened his robe and attacked on her as a hungry lion.

She cried and cried a lot too save her life , to save her soul which is been crushed in front of her .

After feisting on her body and seeing that her body is not co-operating , he decided to leave but when food is present in front of lion how can lion leave than ?

Seeing her naked , he decided to use this opportunity and within a minute he entered inside her pounding more into her.

This was an unbearable pain for annika to supress. She cried , she pleaded to leave her , but nothing work.

He was thrusting her with full of his energy. He saw blood coming and he realised that she is no more virgin . He was happy . 'Please chod do muje .' Annika said catching her breaths in between as she can feel something is happening in her stomach.

'Baby bas 2 min , I'll be coming .' Said shivaay as he can feel that they both are going to come.
And within min or two annika came and upon that shivaay left his seeds inside her.

After releasing, shivaay found her unconscious, so as he was also somewhat in drunken state . Due to which he fall on her and slept being inside her.

The whole night went by and he was having no concern for her.

Next morning happened to be very uncertain as when he woke up , he saw annika lying still unconscious and he was still inside her.
'Shit , shit. Ye ladki .' Shivaay called out while patting her cheeks .

After seeing her she didn't respond, he moved from there and made her wear his clothes and he too wore his clothes and went .

Now the concern was clearly seeing on his face. This was the first time , he did this thing to any girl. Though he liked her in the first preference by seeing her bold behaviour and by the fear in her eyes but yesterday night he lost his mind when his deal was cancelled and when he removed his anger on her .

Guilt rush in his body as he realised what he did. He called the lady servant and told her to clean annika's body and made her wear proper clothes . Till than he called doctor.

From past one hour the lady servant was inside the room . Being an old woman she just cry on annika's fate. After doing proper cleaning and all , she allowed doctor to come in and checked her.

After checking her completely , the lady doctor inject her the medicine and came out. Her face shown some weird expression which are not natural.

'Sab thik hai na ? Vo annika zinda toh hai ?' Shivaay asked in worried. 'Dekho shivaay, vo ladki , I mean annika , vo bhot bhadur (strong) hai. Tumhare itne torture ke baad bhi vo zinda hai, lekin ......' she paused

'Aare lekin kya ?' Shivaay shouted

'Lekin jab usse ye yaad aayega ki tumne usse uska sab kuch chin liya hai toh pata nai vo kya karegi . Iss rape ka jawab kesse degi pata nai.' Said doctor.

'Hun !! Usse kuch karne hi nai duga toh kya karegi vo.' Said shivaay while chuckling.

'Dhyaan rakhna shivaay.' Said doctor and left.

The old woman saw some guilt in his voice during talking , so to settle the score she went to shivaay and placed her hand on his shoulder. When he turn around she found some tears in his eyes.

'Shivaay baba, tumhe vo ladki pasand hai na ?' She asked him.
'Kya tai , काय बोलत आहेस ?' Said shivaay.
(What are you talking chachi )

'Mey kya bol rahi hu , vo matlab ka nai hai . Tumhe vo ladki pasand hai . Or jo tune kal raat ko kiya vo galat tha , ye tu bhi manta hai. Agar vo tumhe pasand nai hai toh doctor ko kyu bulaya ? Aaj se phle tumne kabhi kisi ladki ke liye aasa nai kiya .' That old woman asked her while making him sit.

'Ha tai , muje vo pasand hai , bhot jyada pasand hai. Jab mene phle baar usko dekh tab vo tabse merko vo pasand hai. Lekin phle vo sirf ek attraction tha or aabhi vo hi hai. Isska nasha bhi humare sir se jaldi utar jayega.' Shivaay spoke as he know the person to whom he is talking is his motherly figure.

She caress his face and left from there where as he also left behind her.

The time flew by and annika gain conscious. She was emotionless , sitting like a dead body on the bed. The guard who was kept for eyeing on her , said to shivaay about her condition.

The old woman came and sat beside her . She knows as soon as she'll enter the guard will go and that happened.

'Beta muje pata hai , tumhe aabhi khud ko maarne ka maan kar raha hai , lekin bharosa rakho khud par or shivaay par bhi.' She said .

Chuckling annika said 'bharosa or vo bhi shivaay par , kya bol rahi hai aap .'

'Beta , usski maa ne usske papa ko mar diya tha , jab shivaay born hua tha. Uski maa ek prostitute thi , jo khud ko sell karti thi , paise ke liye . Shivaay kabhi vo pyaar mila hi nai jo usko milna chahiye tha. Or fir ek din ek ladki aayi uski zindagi mey or uss ladki ne usske saare bhare hue zakham (wounds) firse kurendne (opening) lagi.

Uss ladki ne na sirf usske sath galat hi nai balki usko dhoka bhi diya . Shivaay ke sath hote hue bhi usne kisi or ke sath rishta rakha.

In sab mey shivaay ko sirf doo hi chiz pata chali . Sab se phle ki saari ladkiya paise ke liye hi jeeti hai or dusri paisa hu sab kuch hai.

Itna sab hone ke baad vo sambhal toh gya tha lekin fir ussne chori - makari , murder start kar diya . Mey uske sath pichle 22 saal se hu or muje uski har ek chiz ka pata hai. Or beta mey ye bhi janti hu ki vo tumhe pasand karta hai , par usse ye daar hai ki tum bhi un ladkiyo ki tarah nikli toh vo jeete ji firse mar jayega. .' Saying all this she went from there. Leaving behind annika who was in deep thought.

'Ussne mere sath itna bura kiya or toh or ussne bhot saare logo ki jaane li hai par iss sab mey uss bache ka kasur tha jo aapne baap ke jaate hi maar gya ? Vo toh aaj bhi kahi chup kar betha hai . Agar mere kuch karne se uski zindagi badal skti hai , logo ki jaane bach skti hai toh mey vo karugi . Usko sirf mey pasand hu lekin mey usko pyaar karna bhi sikhugi. Aaj se usko vo pyaar milega jo vo bhul gaya hai.' Annika talked herself with firm decision , she knows that what she is doing is having lot of risk in it but to achieve something you have to give something.

The day also went by and shivaay came back to Mansion and directly went to annika's room only to find her missing.

He shouted her name but instead of her guards came and they too started searching for her . Shivaay thought to go and asked tai (old woman) about her . Instead of old woman, he found annika in the kitchen making dinner.

'Tum yaa kya kar rahi ho?' Asked shivaay in furious.
'Dikh nai raha khana bana rahi hu.' Said annika in same tone.
'Lekin ye tumhara ghar nai hai.' Said shivaay
'Lekin aab se toh muje yahi rehna padhega na , kyuki agar mey bhar gyi bhi toh tum muje zinda nai rehne doge or muje pata hai tum mey iss Mansion se bhar bhi nai jaane doge.' Said annika while taking the plates .

'Tai , tai .'
'Nai hai vo ghar par , bhar gayi hai vo. Chalo aabhi aapna ye bhari se coat muje do or khana khane bhaito (now give your heavy coat and sit for the food )' said annika while removing his coat.

'Lekin mey kyu manu tumhari baat ?'
She took the knife and said 'agar muje zinda dekhna chahte ho toh baitho table par.'
'Tumhe kya mey joker lagta hu ki tum muje darrogi or mey daar jauga ?' Said shivaay

'Toh thik hai fir ......' saying this annika cut her right hand wrist and left the knife.
Seeing this shivaay run towards her and hold her before she hit the ground.

'Annika , annika.' He patted her cheeks .
She smiled and closed her eyes. He took her in the room immediately and called the doctor untill he bandage the wound with the kerchief.

Doctor visited her and gave some prescribed medicine and she gain conscious after a while.
'Tu yedi hai , pagal vagal hogyi hai . Tu janti hai mey mafia hu , gunda hu mey gunda .' Said shivaay in front of her as he saw she was trying to rid off that bed.

'Nai , tum gunde nai ho , tum vo bache ho jo kahi kho sa gya hai , jo kissi ke pyaar ki talash mey hai . Jo aapne aap se dur bhag raha hai. Tum vo ho jo aaj bhi table ke niche baith ke roti khata hai. Tumhe kya laga muje kuch nai pata muje sab pata hai tumhare baare mey.' Said annika as tears started to roll down from her eyes .

Seeing her crying his felt bad , he felt worse thinking about her condition because of him. Seeing him like this she thought of something and said 'shivaay, can you please come here ?'

He unknowingly went towards her and she took him in a hug . A hug which he reciprocated .

Breaking the hug , she made him lay down and she too laid beside her and wrapped her hands around him protectively and first time after so many days he smiled looking at her .

But does their life is sorted by this ?

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Ohhks so seriously saying something, this part was torned and written. It took me for almost three days to write with my burned hands .

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