*Roman's P.O.V*

I walked into virgils room with my gaze down, I kept hearing him mumble a few things that I don't think I should've heard..

I stepped closer but he flinched, scooting away. "Virgil...I'm sorry for what I said..I never meant any of it." I said, in the most sincere tone I could muster up.

With that said, he stood up and glared at me. "Huh? What was that? Hm, I think it was the words of: BULLSHIT! Did you just assume you could make things better!? With an apology!? I would except an apology, but YOUR to mindless to actual know what you did!?!?? All the times you've said I ruined the videos, make everyone's moods bad, shouldn't be here...? You broke me! Roman!? You couldn't even..r-realize how much I loved you.. I cherished you, and admired you. But no; in return I got hate, pity, and pain...all for WHAT?! So in the end of the day I could think over all the actual GOOD times we had?! And then let my deppresion and loneliness set in Because your not here, with me, beside me!?"

I almost physically flinched at what he said, but what does he mean 'realize' ? Wait-

I forcefully pulled up his sleeves and gasped, anger filling up inside me, why!? Why do this!?

"Virgil! I'm sorry! Okay!? I really never meant what I said all those times I turned you down, dissed on you, despised you! I was foolish to think you don't have feelings, okay!? I don't want you to hurt yourself because I'm dumb and turned into a lovesick puppy dog!"

*Virgil's P.O.V*

At that moment, my heart shattered more...to hear those words, to see him.. "Roman..I don't love you anymore, I can't. Your not healthy for me and I'm definitely not healthy for you...let's cut ends.." I nervously; mindlessly chewed my fingers and screached my arms. Roman looked at me, with the most evil look I've ever seen.

Roman grabbed me roughly by the arm. "I'm trying to patch us together! But you! You! Want to just tear apart anything we had left to salvage?!"

"R-roman..that's what you did.." Despite me speaking, he kept yelling over me. "Your pathetic! Anyone other normal person, would want to save what they had left in a relationship!"

I yanked my arm from his grasp with a growl. "Get out of my room if your just gonna bother me with your pity! We're through Roman! Get it!? That means, I hate you! I don't love you! You've said to many things to me and apologized Everytime..but slowly...I realized they were all lies..I was your puppet...to make you feel better...to say how good you looked, or so you had someone to comfort you! You didn't love me!"

I loved him so much...but he...he didn't love me, it's like everything was slowly fading from me; my heart, soul, feelings, emotion, smile, Brian's. I felt like I was nothing. I started to cry silently, my vision going blurry.

I looked around, looking for something to hold me up. I saw everything in a very slow motion, and I caught a glimpse of red and gold before passing out.

~4 hours later~

I woke up to a black room, no one or anything around me. Just me floating in the dark, feeling the air brush my bangs out of my face. It was very calming for my anxiety that was dying down; wait! I am anxiety, does that mean I'm fading? Well...

It's not so bad, I mean it does feel nice knowing I won't mess anything up for Thomas...or Roman...

"Hello!? Anyone there?" I yelled, but alas. No one answered, so I continued to walk around and float around in the pitck black place. Sitting down in the air, I moved my arms and whistled.

Everything felt so calm, nice, peaceful, amazing. I never felt true happiness, besides right now. It was so nice to be around myself and not worry about making Roman and Thomas, or any of the others sad-mad.

But as I was relaxing, all the memories flooded past me. Like a slideshow, but with everyone talking to/about me. How they all secretly were proud of me. I mean, this is better for them. It's time I stop caring about myself and do what's best for them...

// Hey guys! This book is short and so are the chapters but I really hope you enjoyed it so far.