TW/::: SELF-HARM SCARS !!

Virgil's P.O.V.
I awoke to a sound of silence after a week of staying with Roman in his bedroom, it was nice to say the least but I felt like I was being bothersome to him. I honestly wouldn't be surprised if I was, I'm not very entertaining or talkative.

"Hey virgey~ how was sleeping in your room?" Andddd there he is, Roman, at my door.

"It wasn't that bad, but I was very lonesome. Would you mind accompanying me for a little while?" Roman smiled at me, almost fondly. "Mhm! It'd be my pleasure your majesty..~" He whispered softly, walking into my room whilst closing the door just enough for no light to beam in.

"Princey.. can I ask you something?" I looked up at Roman as I layed in his arms, glancing at all his lovely features.

"Yes of course my sweet. What's your question?" Roman tilted his head in anticipation, waiting for me to speak up.

"Well- uhm.. do you get annoyed by me often? I'm not saying you do or assuming! I swear, I just, yknow..overthink a lot..?" Roman nodded immediately and held my face in his hands and kissed all over my face to reassure me.

"Virgil, you don't annoy me in the slightest. Your my chemically imbalanced nightmare, and I adore everything about you. Even the fact you pack on your eyeshadow." I playfully hit his arm and looked away, blushing faintly behind all my foundation.

"I love you Roman, please don't leave me again" He kissed my forehead gently as I slowly started closing my eyes.

Romans POV
Awe..there goes my emo nightmare, out like a light.

I thought to myself, gently laying him down onto his bed and covering him up. Upon laying him down though I saw a few marks on his arm. 'Mhm..?'

Once I pulled up his sleeve I realized what exactly those marks were.. 'the hate he has for himself.'

My mind started running a mile a minute and my heart rate picked up, as I stared at those hideous marks on his beautifully Pale skin. 'But why? Was this my fault? Could I have maybe stopped this?'

My thoughts were cut off with a certain someone pulling there sleeves back down while they sat up, staring at me in horror. "Virgil- you..I.."

"Roman.. I'm sorry you had to see these horrendous 'drawings' on me.." he trailed off, looking down at his lap as I stare at him for what could have been years. After finally speaking up, I could feel him flinch, most likely being afraid of what would come out of my mouth.

'Hell.. I would be if I was him to.. I haven't exactly been the best towards him after all..'

"Virgil, listen to me and listen closely.." Thus upon hearing my words, he seemed to have nodded in a knowing sense as he watched my lips and my eyes.

"I'm in love with you. I'm absolutely, most certainly, head over heels for this emo that is sitting in front of me. I know I've put you through some shit and I am terribly sorry for that. But.. I'll love you with every..-" I kissed his scars after re-sliding his sleeves up, then continuing my sentence. "-scar, and imperfection that you have. Alright? I don't know how I could ever, in my life, stop loving you."

Virgil went silent, and for the most part I couldn't tell if it was bad or good silence.

He looked at me, without words, but his eyes seemed to speak for him. They gave off a 'I know this isn't true' feeling and it broke my heart to feel it even exist within his eyes. I know he's doubted himself and me for so long. But.. I don't wanna lose the love of my life through some lovers quarrel.

Virgils POV
No.
No.
I can't believe this. I shouldn't. I mustn't.
What am I gonna do if he's lying? What would happen if I believed him?

Is he gonna hurt me again? Am I gonna harm him?

My mind filled with so many intrusive and unpleasant thoughts, they slowly started to pile up and I started feeling tears roll down my white cheeks. Blinking over and over, each time more tears brimmed at the corners of my light brown eyes.

That's it. Leap of faith. Take a big leap of faith right?

"Roman.. will you marry me?"

//AHHH HEY GUYSSS!! it's been so long since I've updated, anyway I'm back!! And here is a juicy cliffhanger for you all ! :)) enjoy ur stay, buh byeee!//