Roman's Pov~

Wandering around the hallway , silence filing the air  around me with nothing but the sounds of my shallow breathing to keep me company , wondering about what I did, what I said , what I showed.....these thoughts were crawling on my back , inching towards my neck , making me anxious...

Was I harsh ? Yes
Did he deserve it? Yes
Do I feel guilty? ....No

I was harsh , but he desreved it , I need not feel guilty ....right?

Still walking around, adjusting my sash , as I bumped into someone

I looked back up to see dad , leaning towards the door.....

"I heard what you said" he said looking at me disappointed

''And?'' I urged him to continue , standing up straight , expecting for him to praise me for addressing the promblem like a grown up  (A/N Seriously Princey?)

"Have you ever seen him happy?" He asked instead to my suprise  , looking straight into my eyes ....

"Ugh-" I said, thinking of an answer ....closing mg eyes, trying to remember...

"Actually smilling?"  Dad said slowly, making each word sink in my heart .....

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  "No" I said after a moment , taking in a deep breath ....

"Just think about that" said mortality , grabbing my right shoulder with his left hand , looking at me with his light brown eyes....and then he simply left, leaving me with my thoughts alone.....

It was true , I have never seen anxiety happy, but it still felt wrong.....was he ever happy? Was he ever pleased ?

I don't think so...

'He probably is when we aren't around' I said to no one , shaking he thought off my head , 'besides it isn't my promblem'

'Then why is it effecting you so much?' A voice in my head questioned ....

Yeah , why was it??

xxxxx

A/N Please tell me what you think of this book ....Im seriously thinking about discontinuing.....

Also sorry for not updating that often , I swear I'll do it more frequently c:

Here's a picture of Phan as a sorry gift!