7:40 PM

I feel extremely lonely in this. I have loads of friends, but now that I can't see them it seems to be affecting me hard. I'm remembering all my primary school friends, and one just can't seem to slip my mind.

His name is Thomas, and we were best friends. He introduced me to this video game called "Five Nights at Freddy's", and even though I didn't know what it was, I Would role play with his every lunch break. Mind you, this was the time fnaf 3 was just starting to come out. He also introduced me to drawing and art. He would draw the coolest Star Wars ships and the titanic, and he was amazing at drawing animatronics. I was so inspired by his drawings I started to draw too, and I have been ever since. I also love Five Night's as well, and are a massive fan. He probably isn't seeing this, but he was a massive part of my life, and on the last day of them staying at school, I was too busy chasing after my crush to realise this. I didn't even say goodbye.

So if your reading this Thomas, please know I'd love to get in touch again, and really miss you. You probably don't realise that you made a big impact on me a few years ago, but you did. I also want to apologise greatly for not realising this sooner, and when it was too late. I literally miss you so hard I was crying in my room for ages.

Please forgive me and I miss you so much.

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Sorry, I just had to get that off my chest, well, that's how I've been feeling all day. I'm starting to miss everything of normal life now, and I don't even feel up to drawing, which is what I do nearly every second of every day. I just want to sleep. Maybe I'm falling into a slow depression? Now I'm just being crazy, well, Markiplier had been helping me, his videos always make me laugh. 

My sister and I collected many books from our school library before school closed, so I've got lots of reading material to get through. So I might read those. Well anyway, today has been a sad day, and I hope tomorrow brings a brighter future. 

Well GoodNight everyone, and I hope you have a good sleep. 

~ Koda.