Brendon's POV
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I smile as I cuddle into Dallon more, his touch starting to relax me more, and I found his warmth pretty soothing and comforting. I still softly sniffle every now and then, still calming down and trying to let myself completely relax after I had been crying.

I feel Dallon kiss at my neck and jaw more, and I let my head lean back a little as he starts to most likely leave marks.

He was being so careful and cautious, and it really helped me. I still was a bit shaken up after the whole situation, but I was trying to open up to him again. I hated that we were separated, I just felt so lonely. I wanted everything to be the same again, and so far it was, only a few perks here and there but it was nothing that me and Dallon couldn't talk out.

"I'm so sorry, baby.." Dallon says into my neck, and that has to be about the thousandth time he had apologized to me. I found it pretty sweet, and it actually meant a lot to me.

"I-It's ok-okay, Dally," I hardly manage to mutter. My stutter had gotten a bit worse since I was shaken up, and I really didn't like it, but I just pushed through and continued to speak, even if it did take me a second to get all of my words out.

"I promise I will never snap again, baby, I can't lose you again, even just for that small time we were apart, I fucking hated it.." he mumbles, and I nod gently, agreeing with him.

Dallon had described the time we were apart as a "living hell", and I didn't disagree with him. In the time we were apart I just felt so empty and broken, but now that I know he still loves me, that little whole that once was empty was now full, and I was pretty content. Shaken up, but content.

"C-Can w-we stay h-here for a b-bit?" I ask, and I look up at him as he leans down and places a gentle kiss to my lips, something I melt into as I feel my cheeks heat up a bit.

"Of course we can, darling.. do you feel any better?" He asks, and I can only shake my head a bit, being truthful with my answer.

I really didn't feel okay, my head hurt a lot and every time I tried to stand it was almost like my legs were like jelly, and they gave out no matter how hard I tried.

I just shift a bit and lay my head against Dallon's chest, nuzzling into him and yawning quietly, my body finally deciding to relax since I knew I was somewhere safe with the person I love, and will always love.

I placed my hand on Dallon's chest as well, gently rubbing my hand over it as I listened to his heart softly. I knew he had left marks on my neck, but I really didn't mind at all.

I definitely needed a little time to not be scared of stuff like this, but I was getting there, and Dallon was helping me a lot. He took things slow and steady, making sure I was okay with everything as he did it.

"D-Dally? Can I h-have one of y-your hoodies instead?" I ask softly. His hoodies made me feel really safe, and they smelt like him which was even better. I currently had my soft shorts on that I loved, and I wanted to keep those on, but I just wanted to be as close to Dallon as I could in any way possible.

"Of course, baby boy," he replies, and he sits up a bit as he takes off the hoodie he had put on when we came into our room, leaving him shirtless in front of me which made me blush a lot, but I tried to ignore the burning in my cheeks as I slipped off my own hoodie, replacing it with his.

He didn't put a shirt or hoodie back on as we laid down, and I kept my hand on his chest, tracing it out more since I had more access to it now due to the lack of clothes.

Everything was finally going back to normal, and it made me happy since that's all I really wanted. I wanted to be his, and I wanted him to be mine. I didn't want something as dumb as our age to come between us again. I loved him, and he loved me, and that's all that mattered.

Dallon's POV
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I had my hands behind Brendon's head, keeping them there since he felt comfortable, and I didn't want to break any boundaries he might have. I rubbed my thumb over the very light mark I had made on his neck. When he saw it he might be upset at me for not making it darker like how he normally liked them.

"D-Dally?" Brendon said quietly, drawing me out of my thoughts.

"Yes, darling? What's up?" I asked, focusing my attention on Brendon, brushing his dark hair out of his beautiful eyes.

"P-please touch m-me m-more." He said, moving closer to me, our hips touching. I sighed, shaking my head. "D-Dally, what's wr-wrong?"

"I don't know if I can, baby, I...I don't wanna make you uncomfortable, I...I want to, it's just...well...I."

"It's o-okay." Brendon said, putting his hands on my wrists, smiling at me as he pulled his head out of my gentle hold. I frowned a little as I watched him as he guided my hands to his waist. He put them right below his ribs, my fingers brushing against his hip bones.

"I l-love you." He said almost so soft that I could barely hear. He pressed his lips to mine, caressing my face in his hands. I kissed him back, trying to be as gentle as possible.

I put my hands under his hoodie and I heard him gasp as I touched his lower back. I broke our kiss to look at him and he whined a little, looking up at me. "Did I do something wrong?"

"D-Dallon, you're f-fine," Brendon said firmly, pulling me close again. "I tr-trust you, d-do whatever y-you want."

I shook my head, not knowing if I could do that. He nuzzled his face into my neck and I felt his lips on my neck, kissing at the most gentle and sensitive spot. I drew him closer to me, biting my bottom lip as he bit down on the delicate skin. My hand accidentally slipped down a little, and I tightened my hold on his ass as I let out a groan, feeling him sucking at my neck.

"D-Dallon," he gasped out, and I felt his hot breath right below my ear. I hummed a little, intertwining our legs together. He ran his fingers through my hair and I lolled my head to the side, his hips moving against mine.

"Baby, are you sure about this?" I asked, groaning even more as his hips dipped down, hitting me in my crotch area. My eyes fluttered shut, holding him even tighter.

"I'm s-sure." He said softly, giggling a little. I had missed his laugh so much and it made me smile when I heard it. He sat up a bit, his hands on my chest as our lips connected into a heated kiss, soft and quiet noises coming from both of us.

"Uh...guys?"

Brendon and I both sat up, knocking our heads together. He whimpered, and I quickly put my arm around him, turning to look at who was in the doorway.

"Oh...um..it's good to see that you both are getting along." Josh said awkwardly, picking off an imaginary string off his shirt.

"Do you need something, Josh?" I asked, sighing a little at the annoyance of the moment and feeling Brendon wrap his legs around my waist again.

"No...well...um..." Josh was saying, Tyler coming over, peeking over his boyfriend's shoulder. "Oh, hey Ty."

"Babe, you had one job." Tyler said, turning back to us, his arms still crossed over his chest. "Could you both please close your door if you're gonna do that. Ryan's in his room and he can hear you."

"Is it okay if they shut the door, baby boy?" I asked, rubbing Brendon's back. He nodded, nuzzling his face into my neck, continuing to trail kisses around there. "Shut the door on your way out." Tyler and Josh nodded, walking out, shutting the door. Brendon suddenly pulled me back to a laying down position, his legs still wrapped around me. I ran my hands up and down his thighs, smiling at him.

I kissed him roughly, and I felt him slip his fingers under the waistband of my jeans. I quickly unzipped and unbuttoned them, kicking them off and onto the floor. Brendon suddenly flipped us over so he was on top of me, straddling my hips, his hands on my chest. "D-Dally? Can I m-move on y-you?"

I didn't know what he meant, but I nodded. He rolled his hips on mine, pushing them into the insides of my thighs a little. My back arched, my eyes closed and I moaned out his name, grabbing at his hair. He was giggling a little, bouncing on top of me as he moved his hips. I bit my lip, my hands going to his waist. I quickly flipped us over again, grinning down at him.

He pouted, frowning a little. "I-I was h-having fun...d-did you n-not like i-it?"

I shook my head, moving my hand to the zipper on his shorts, running my finger down the metal. "I loved it, baby, it felt so good you don't even know." I smiled even more as I saw his eyes light up and he giggled, hooking his arms around my neck as I slowly pulled his shorts off.

"I-I'm glad th-that you l-liked it, D-Dally, I th-thought you w-wouldn't." Brendon said, giggling more as I kissed his neck.

"I love everything you do, darling." I said, freezing up as I realized I was beginning to mess with the waistband on my boxers. "Baby, do you wanna stop here?"

"Hm?"

"I mean...well...I...I wasn't thinking, Bren, and I don't wanna make you feel weird." I said, pushing myself away from him, but I felt him pulling me back, giving me puppy dog eyes.

"I m-missed you." He said. "Pl-please? I w-want you i-in me."

My breath caught in my throat and I smiled and blushed. "If you want me to." I said almost in a teasing tone, quickly taking my boxers off. "Ten points if they'll land on the TV." Brendon giggled, holding onto my shoulder. I tossed them across the room, and they hit the TV screen but landed on the floor. "Damnit."

Brendon kissed me on the cheek, smiling. "It's o-okay, D-Dally, you th-threw them p-pretty hard." He giggled, gazing up at me. I smiled at him, rolling over so I was facing him.

"I love you so much, baby." I said softly, combing his hair out of his eyes.

"I love you too." He said, suddenly becoming quiet, frowning a little as he thought through whatever was going through his mind. He looked back up at me, running his hands up and down my chest. "D-Dally, you know th-that stuff y-you put on y-your hands b-before we h-have sex? Wh-what is it?"

"Lube, baby, it makes it not hurt as much and it makes it a bit easier." I replied. "Why do you ask?"

"D-do we h-have to use it? Or c-can we sk-skip it th-this time?" He asked. I stared at him, not sure if he was joking or not. I didn't think he was, but hadn't I just told him it was easier and less painful with it? Why did he always ask me these kinds of questions so randomly?