Dear Lord,

I know I'm not fully alone,
I have you,
Always.

Sometimes I feel I am alone,
Though.

Maybe it's a good thing though,
Just to think,
Not a care in the world.

But I know your always there,
And that comforts me,
But sometimes,
It scares me,
Terribly.

You can read my mind,
And that's terrifying in my opinion.

I know you don't judge,
But I feel as if you silently are.

Sometimes,
Though,
I feel like if I'm alone my thoughts will poison me,
Drown me,
Stab me,
Kill me,
Slowly and surely.

Help me to not be poison when I'm alone with you,
And help me to accept you reading my thoughts.