The Crazy and Mentally Unstable



She couldn't believe it. Her eyes burned with lack of sleep but her heart couldn't take to be in that room with the little girl who stared at Simeon with such adoration. It also didn't escape her blurry eyes how the woman with the matching eyes had glared at her. As if she were the imposter in their little family and maybe she was.

The little girl looked nothing like Simeon except for her pale blonde hair but she was young and that colour could change. She could be anyone's daughter, she could. But Tata and papa sounded too similar and the way Simeon held her it was so fatherly and loving. It had to be his daughter.

Jana wanted to hate her she did but she didn't have the heart. The little girl looked like a little angel, hair pale and shining as her little dimples peeked through her chubby cheeks. Her tiny teeth on display as she laughed with her Tata.

Jana hated him, him and that tall skinny female. How could he not tell Jana about his other family? Better yet how could he have one and still try claim her as a mate. Was one woman not enough.

Her feet beat the ground bare as she paced outside the tent, her hands rising occasionally to tug at her hair. She was going crazy, she needed Simeon to explain the situation now. He needed to because her patience was wearing thin. If he didn't leave the tent she would be in there soon, blades flying as she gauged out his godamn unfeeling heart.

"Jana" he mumbled, the embarrassment clear in his voice as he stayed out of her sight. Too scared to face her like a man.

Twisting her body around and taking in the sight of his daughter in his arms and the tall female by his side was too much. It was her breaking point, how dare they stand together like the family he had denied her. She couldn't take it. Her mouth was ready to spew some hateful things even as her brain told her not to jump to conclusions. To be calm. Well Jana had been calm. She had been the steady flowing river that made its way into the ocean. That calming trickling presence that rocked the river beds but hardly ever caused damage. She was tired of being calm. A small river in the large ocean.

No she was livid and she was ready to bring destruction. She would be the unpredictable, uncontrollable current that water was at its core. She would be a storm like never before, she would be a godamn tsunami because being calm had got her nowhere but turned over by the oceans tides.

"Well isn't this cosy" she spat, nose flaring as her and yes watered in her uncontrolled fury.

"Had I known that you had-" she looked at the tall woman who stood with a scowl on her face before turning back to her mate "a female last night would have never happened." Her tone simmering with all that channelled aggression. She couldn't keep her feelings deep inside her any longer, this man had been manipulating her for too long and she was done.

There was nothing she hated more than a manipulator or a liar.

"She is not my female, Jana" he sighed out, frustration evident in his voice and face.

His hands clenched around the little girl as she stared at Jana with her beautiful green eyes. Jana couldn't hate her she was too beautiful, too innocent. Even though she represented everything Jana couldn't have, she couldn't bring herself to hate her. Her father was different though.

"She's not huh?" Her head titled to the side as if she was seriously considering his words.

"So I'm guessing that's not your daughter there, that shares her eye colour. No?" her tone dry as she eyed him incredulously. What kind of stupid female did he think she was?

"No, you're right. This is my daughter, Zosia." he mumbled, trying to keep the conversation between them and not the crowd of people who had begun to emerge.

"I'll be damned, this must be some kind of immaculate conception," her voice drawling as her eyes twinkled with humour, mocking him. She had to find the humour in this situation. Especially the way Simeon was trying so hard to conceal this female's identity. This man played too much.

"If you must know-" The tall brown haired woman started but was abruptly cut off by Jana. "Listen lady, nobody's speaking to you right now. This is between me and my mate so don't speak when not spoken to. Okay?"

A full blown smile was spread across Jana's face but the clenched fists at her side spoke of the way she wanted to attack that woman. Her nails bit into the palm of her hand drawing blood but it only fuelled her up more.

"Jana please" he growled out, his teeth gritted as he tried to calm her down. A warning in his voice and eyes begging her to keep quiet. Keep it between them.

"Why should I listen when you don't listen to me. You love playing games with me so should I start playing?" She questioned voice rising over the hushed whispers of the viewers. The people who subscribed to this drama that was called her life.

"Are we playing tit for tat or first blows, coz I wanna know Simeon. What are you playing at?" Her arms folded across her chest as she challenged him with words. Her body language was crazy. It wasn't aggressive or challenging but it showed how little she respected this male. This male that not even the storm could wash his scent from her body. He was her male, her scent said so but her body language said different.

"Don't do this, not here Jana. I'm not playing any games with you." That bitch by his side smirked snidely at Jana, her lips pulling up in victory. The female was delirious, she had to be because Jana just wasn't the female to play with. With or without her knives she was a force to reckon with.

She had learnt from the best not by being taught how to punch but by being ambushed so often that her instincts took over. She was vicious and this prima-Donna would learn that if she kept flashing her fake canines at Jana.

"Do what? Call you out on your crap. You do this to yourself Simeon. You show me that you are a wolf unworthy." Head shaking, her shoulders fell in disappointment. She had put too much faith in him. In the mate bond that everyone spoke so highly of, it was a godamn sham.

"You know what I'm not gonna do this." A deep sigh left his lips as he put his confused daughter to the ground. Her body was shielded by his legs but her head kept poking around to look at Jana before hiding again. Relief washed over his face, his head nodding in agreement of her choice. His body turning to make his way back into the tent but Jana wasn't finished.

"I'm not going to be this female, the victim. No but what I will do is let you have at this female and pray that this mark fades quick." She scoffed as she cursed herself. This was the last time she would let Simeon belittle her like this. Never again, she was done trying to be his mate. It clearly wasn't for her and this eager female wanted the position. Let her have it.

Charging towards the tent she barged past his female, his hand wrapping around her wrist as she tried to make her way inside the tent to retrieve her belongings.

"Don't say that shit Jana" his voice raised as he growled his frustration.

"What shit Simeon?" She whispered, face close to his. "That shit about my mark or your dusty old fucking female" voice light with humour as her eyes flickered to the eager female beside him. He gripped her arm, limb shaking as he jerked her body closer.

"None of it, she is not my female and that mark will never fade" hairs shot along her skin at the sight of his red eyes. Only pure and unbridled emotion could do that to a wolf, nothing else.

"Well news flash Simeon, I'm counting down the days this shit fades and that female over there-" she murmurs head nodding in the direction of the ever present brown haired and green eyed woman. "That female keeps eye fucking you, she has since the moment she saw your naked chest." Her lips titled up in a condescending smile, no teeth shown just pure cheek. The jealously was a tangible entity within her, it only made her hate herself and him more. Simply for the fact that the jealousy was consuming her against her will.

"What, Gówno prawda!!! She's family" he barked, eyes wide in shock and face scrunched in disgust.

Jana couldn't believe it. She couldn't believe that he was too blind to see what had only taken her one glance to notice. This woman listed after him and though it was none of her business now it still unsettled her now that he didn't care.

"Family huh, you sure she knows that?" she chuckled, eyebrows knitting together as she snorted at the females dumbfounded face.

"Trzymaj sie swojego fiuta, Kurwa" growled the brown devil. Her face deformed in a snarl, drool gathering around her mouth like a rabid dog.

"Listen here you cross eyed bitch-" shouted Jana, fingers waving as she stepped to the wild dog. Her bark wasn't bigger than her bite, she may not have those canines but she could back herself up. Her family made sure of that.

"Spierdalaj Sonja!" Shouted Simeon his face becoming blotchy and red as he turned to face Jana. "And you shut up, I'm not listening to this shit" he bellowed spittle flying from his mouth as he gripped her arm tighter.

"I didn't ask you to, if you are so done why don't you let go of my arm so I can go."

He winced, eyes squinting in humiliation. She was making a scene, belittling him but he couldn't say he didn't deserve it. He had told her he didn't want children but had taken no care to tell her about Zosia. The web of his betrayal was sticky and he couldn't see a way to fix this. Not when so much had gone on between them, spoken and unspoken, but he also couldn't allow this. He wasn't as temperamental as most Alphas. He was normally able to control himself but the way Jana was speaking to him would be a problem.

If he allowed her to disrespect him then the pack would see little worth in him. They could then try and challenge him or worse, challenge his family. The protection he placed over Jana and his daughter would mean nothing if he had no worth to them.

"Fuck this, Jana get inside now." She wasn't listening though, her words kept Tim Ling over his, making the situation worse and worse.

"What?!? I'm not some bitch that will bark at your call." Now she was just messing with him, twisting him up inside. Tormenting him with her disdain, her disrespect until he ruined her. He would ruin any good between them if she continued pressing him like this but she had little care.

"I'm not kidding with you get the fuck inside or I will make you" he growled more wolf than man, there was no debating this.

Silence descended among them, his alpha command ringing in the air. It had been a longtime since her had to use that tone of voice. That low tone that wavered in a warning growl, full of promises if it was disobeyed. It had been a longtime and even longer since his pack had heard it.

She was trying to hold onto her resolve but she could remember the time when Khan had given an alpha command. There was no disobeying them, only the crazy and mentally unstable did. It was a shame that the last screws that had been holding her sanity together had long ago fallen out because she was feeling crazy.

"No! You aren't my Alpha or my mate." She screamed with certainty, assertiveness seeping from every crevice in her body. She was done bowing down to him, he was not her Alpha.

"I'm not your pet and I won't sit here and follow your godamn orders. I wanted it all and you chose nothing, so leave me alone" her voice wavered with indecision. Her conviction leaving her as he boxed her in against the side of his tent.

Hungry yellow eyes watched on, bodies shifting and shoving to get a better view. Fangs glistening in glee at a long awaited show. The human would learn her place, she was not a Alpha, she was no one without Simeon.

In the peripheral of her view she saw the brown haired woman grabbing the little girl and forcing her into the crowd. They swallowed the girl whole but Jana could still see the brown haired female close by. Her feet rocking back and forth ready to pounce. She was like a vulture picking at the Alphas scraps.

"You force my hand, Jana" he growled, frustration coating every single word. His fingers flexed tighter around her arm, surely leaving his marks over her brown skin.

"Simeon?" She questioned, body shuffling as she tried to break his hold and get away from him. Her back sinking further into the rough material of the tent. He was making her uneasy, she had pushed him too far.

"Silence" he thundered, a squeak passed through her lips at the sight of his shifting face. His mouth was elongating turning into the snout of his beast. The animal still beneath the surface but poking through as his nails gauged on her arm.

"I warned you, Jana. And now you will learn." His canines bared as he shoved his snout into her neck. Forcing his mouth around her and tearing open the scar that had only begun healing. This was nothing like the first time, there was no gasp of pleasure. No tingling in her body just pure and unfiltered pain, raw booking hot pain simmered through her veins. Fire travelled through her neck, the hot liquid seeping into her clothes and mingling with her tears.

She squirmed in pain even as her nails sunk into his scalp and pulled chunks from his hair. She tore at his flesh but his teeth won over her nails.

Ripping his mouth away from her skin he howled, muzzle raised to the sky and painting it red with her blood. The pack echoed his call, howling and growling their pleasure at the sight of her blood.

Yanking her forward he threw her body to the floor, his legs placed on either side of her. Kicking her brutally back down as she tried to climb to her feet. His boot placed firmly on her back as he buried her face in the dirt, his eyes watching the sight of his pack. Reaffirming his place. Teaching Jana hers.

When they quietened down, he gripped her around her waist and carried her inside the tent. Her mouth frothing and legs kicking as she screamed her betrayal to the hiding moon.

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Gówno prawda = (That's) bullshit

Spierdalaj = Fuck off

Trzymaj sie swojego fiuta, Kurwa = Mind your own fucking business, whore

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