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Third Person POV
Later that night, Y/N was a little confused as to where she was going to sleep.
She didn't want to assume that she was going to have a spot in the bedroom.
Nonetheless, she made herself comfortable on the couch.
She laid out two blankets, one to lay on and one to use for warmth.
She used the couch pillows to lay her head on.
Levi had been in the bedroom all evening.
Not once did he come out.
No bathroom or to get any food.
Y/N took it upon herself to get the mess that Levi made cleaned up, along with putting the rest of the food away in the fridge.
She considered making him another plate and leaving it at the door for him, but she came to the conclusion that if he was hungry he would come out and eat.
All she had to do was wait for him to come out on his own.
She wanted to talk but he obviously didn't want to.
After a little bit, Levi exited the bedroom.
But it wasn't for food or to use the bathroom.
It was actually to get Pepino.
The past few nights Pepino has slept on the bed with Levi.
It made Levi feel less lonely.
He didn't know if Y/N was going to sleep in the room with him, or if she was going to want him to sleep on the couch.
When he exited the bedroom though, he saw that she made herself comfortable on the couch.
He actually hated when she slept on the couch because she should always be the one sleeping on their bed, no matter what. No matter who was mad at who, he always made a conscious effort to ensure that she sleeps in the bedroom and that he's the one that takes the couch.
Levi let out a sigh.
"Are you coming to bed or are you sleeping out here?" Levi asked her, attempting to ask softly.
Y/N looked at him with soft, tired, swollen eyes from crying.
"I'm ok out here. Thank you though." She said softly.
Levi let out yet another sigh.
He walked over to her and couched down to be close to eye level with her.
"Just come back to bed... please? I miss you." He said the last part softly, barely enough for her to hear.
Y/N stared at him.
She saw the glistening of his eyes, they also seemed to be just very slightly red as well. They also held some sort of pain and hurt in them as well.
From seeing him, she had known he was crying, but she wasn't necessarily knowledgeable as to why he had been crying or when exactly he cried.
"ok." She said softly to him and they both got up.
Levi shortly contemplated if he should bring Pepino into the bedroom.
He decided against it in case that they do end up arguing with one another.
He knows Pepino hates when they start getting loud and when Levi throws things.
But he was hoping that they didn't argue tonight.
He would be willing to talk, but he really just didn't want to argue.
They were both in the bedroom.
Y/N felt a little awkward being there.
There wasn't heavy tension in the air, but there was just a little present.
But it wasn't to the point where either of them were uncomfortable.
Levi got into bed first and then Y/N did, but not for a few minutes. She was ok with sleeping in her legging from earlier, but that was cause she was going to be sleeping on the couch. Now she had time to actually change into her sleep wear.
When Y/N returned, she was beginning to feel overwhelmed from being in the room and being there in silence.
Levi reached over to grab her wrist since she was beginning to scratch her cheek again.
He didn't have to say something for her to apologize.
"Sorry."
They both just laid there.
"Can we argue now?" Y/N asked. She wasn't able to stand the silence.
He question made Levi think.
"Wait... what?" Levi chuckled very lightly.
"What?" Y/N asked innocently.
"You really want to argue?" Levi sat up and looked at her with a raised eyebrow.
"Well... Yes and no. No because I don't think that makes either of us feel good. Yes because then you'll share your genuine feelings instead of hiding in a way." She said to him while she sat up as well.
Levi knew that she hated arguing, and so did he.
But neither of them were angry with one another.
"I can't just get mad on command you know." He said with a small smile.
"I know you can't. Neither can I." She said fiddling with her thumbs.
They just sat there in silence for a few moments before Levi spoke up.
"Have you eaten anything?"
"Other than breakfast at Eren's no. I haven't had anything." She said.
This caused Levi to get upset with himself.
Y/N only had one meal, and when they were going to have a meal together, he just had to act like an asshole and get mad over the fact that Y/N wanted him to sit down instead of standing up to eat.
And he agreed with her, he did act like a child when he threw his plate of food.
That was uncalled for.
"How about we eat something small then?" Levi asked softly to her.
Y/N wasn't really hungry, but she knew Levi would have probably made her eat something. Especially after learning she only had one meal, and that was hours ago. He would have her eat so that she has something in her stomach.
"Ok, I'm not trying to stuff myself though. Something light." She said to him.
"Fair enough. I think we have some grapes." Levi said as he got out of bed.
Y/N got out of bed as well and followed him into the kitchen area.
Levi went to the fridge and pulled out the bag of grapes that only had a few in them.
He took out the rest, placed them in a small bowl, washed them, placed them by Y/N, threw out the empty bag and then went to sit next to Y/N
They were both munching on the grapes.
Y/N only ate a few since she really didn't feel all that hungry. She was pretty much forcing herself to have the grapes and that wasn't fun for her.
Levi wasn't all that hungry, but he was used to having dinner, and he basically ruined that for the two of them.
When they finished the grapes, Levi washed the bowl they used and Y/N returned to the bedroom.
Levi said good night to Pepino and then returned to the bedroom as well.
He felt drained from today. He went to work, argued with Y/N, cooked, cried a bit. It was an exhausting day for him.
Levi got into bed and was ready to call it a night when Y/N creeped up to him in bed, hugged him, and spoke up.
"I've missed you too." She said to him softly.
Levi was laying on his back and Y/N had made her way on top of him.
He was shocked but had wrapped his arms around her.
He was questioning if he should bring up the letter now or just wait on it.
He decided to wait on it.
He didn't want anything to ruin the moment they were having.
And nothing did.
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