Y/N POV 

I knocked on my father's office door. 

I was really really nervous. 

"Enter." My dad said surprisingly not sounding annoyed. 

That was a little confusing to me. 

"Good morning father." 

"Oh its you." My father said and he broke his character and looked annoyed with me. 

"You wanted to see me?" I said starting to get nervous. 

"I did. Now sit." He said pointing to the seat in front of his desk.

I sat like I was told. 

I was getting nervous and beginning to feel really anxious. 

"So how about you tell me how your weekend was?" My father started off. 

"It was fine." I said. 

"I see. I'm sure it was very eventful for you and Levi. Especially since you missed the event your mother and I were expecting you to attend." My father said. 

"Well, I guess you could-" 

"Shut it. I'm not done."

I kept quiet and still felt really nervous and anxious. 

"I don't understand why you didn't just go to the event Y/N. It was the one thing your mother and I asked of you. And you went and blew it off." He said. 

I might have spoke prematurely but it was running through my head.

"But Levi said that it would be-" 

"I DON'T CARE WHAT THAT SHIT HEAD SAID! YOUR PARENTS TOLD YOU THAT YOU HAD TO ATTEND SOMETHING AND YOU DIDN'T LISTEN TO US!" 

"You were the one that wanted me to marry that shit head." I said unconsciously out loud.

"Excuse you young lady, don't use that tone with me."

I continued to stay quiet. 

"I don't think you understand how important that function was for you to attend Y/N. The absence of our company there was huge talk. It is highly unprofessional of you to just skip out on it because your husband had said it was important to attend, when YOUR OWN PARENTS said it was important for you to attend." 

He let out a frustrated sigh. 

"You don't understand. And that's why you won't ever be ready to take over this company. You aren't strong enough and both your mother and I know that. That's why we don't give you a chance. You had your chance this past weekend. And what did you do. You blew it off. You're one opportunity, just gone out the window like that." 

I was feeling weird. 

I kept tapping my foot on the floor. 

My hands were shaking. 

"We shouldn't of had gone through with raising you. We were too young, now look at you. What a disappointment of a daughter you are." My father said to me. 

I felt my eyes widen. 

He doesn't mean that. 

No no. 

He only said it in my dream. 

I must be dreaming right now then right? 

That must be it. 

My dad wouldn't say that to me. 

"You always find a way to disappoint me and your mother some way or another. You never use your head when we give you tasks. Why did we have to have a daughter instead of a son. Why couldn't we get a son, maybe then he would have a back bone and be able to go through with some of the things that we say. Maybe then we wouldn't be constantly disappointed." 

I'm not a disappointment. 

I'm enough. 

Levi said I was enough. 

Levi said that I wasn't a disappointment.

"I don't understand why your mother stop you from running away a few years ago. I'm sure we would all be happier with you gone. You've never once made me proud to call you my daughter. Even when you try your hardest, you never do enough. It's like you are always lacking no matter what. Through the years you haven't amounted to anything. I don't know why we still try with you. It isn't worth it anymore. You aren't worth it anymore. I'm done trying with you." 

No. 

No. 

He doesn't mean it right. 

I felt myself beginning to cry.

"You don't mean that right? I've made you proud before. Right?" I asked sounding desperate. 

"The proudest you've ever made me was when you finally listened and married the guy we wanted you to. Other than that, you've never made me proud. I really wish you weren't a difficult child."

Difficult child?

"So you wish I was never born?" I asked him, still crying. 

"I just wish you weren't my daughter. You've never lived up to the L/N name and you never will. You're seen as the useless family member. An ultimate failure. Even after we tried and tried to put you on the right track, that just never happened for you."

I only cried more. 

I can't take it anymore. 

I got up from the chair I was sitting in and quickly ran for the door. 

"I DIDN'T DISMISS YOU! GET BACK HERE NOW!" My father shouted at me but I didn't listen. 

I had to get out of there. 

I made it to my office but my mom was in there. 

"Wipe the tears. They do no one any good. And now your mascara is running everywhere. Ugh, clean yourself up. Look presentable. I set your list of tasks on your desk." She said and exited my office. 

I just sat behind my desk crying. 

I couldn't stop crying. 

The tears just kept on flowing. 

That dream I had. 

It finally became a reality. 

He really doesn't see anything positive from keeping me around. 

He only sees me as a disappointment. 

Nothing I've done has every made him happy. 

He's never been proud of me. 

He doesn't want me as his daughter. 

He never once wanted me as his daughter. 

He doesn't want me as his daughter.

He doesn't want me. 

There is still time to run away. 

You're unhappy.

Find a way to be happy. 

Run away and leave everything behind. 

You're father doesn't even wat you around. 

You'll be better off just gone. 

Out of everyone's lives. 

But what about Levi?

He's the one that actually cares about me.

He just cares cause he's obligated to. 

You're his wife.

He'd be happy your out of his life as well.

Run away and make everyone happy. 

Maybe disassociating from the family will make your dad happy. 

I don't see how that will work. 

But running away. 

Getting away from all of this. 

That's the better option. 

I'll be out of everyone's way. 

Maybe I'll go to the park. 

See if Jean wants to just up and leave. 

Maybe he'll be willing to run away with me. 

This time though, we'll go through with it. 

It's to get away from everything. 

I really just want to get away from my dad.