Y/N POV 

I woke up with my eyes feeling swollen and heavy. 

I had no motivation to get out of bed. 

The argument with Levi yesterday was very draining and made me not want to do anything. 

I hope he is at work. 

I checked the time. 

8:28 am. 

He should be gone by now. 

It smelled like something was cooked though. 

He could have prepared himself something this morning. 

I had no motivation. 

You would think there would be some there, but there really wasn't any in me.

I began to feel sad again. 

This was the worse argument that Levi and I ever had, along with it getting physical. 

Him throwing the bowl and all. 

It was just really tough. 

I decided to get up since Pepino night need to use the bathroom. 

He's my motivation. 

I can stay in my sleep wear, but I would have to take him out and give him some time to run around the apartment before I come back to being sad by myself. 

I got up to put on my bra and once it was on, I exited the bedroom. 

Once I did exit though, I saw Levi at the stove. 

This man is supposed to be at work. 

He looked over at me and smiled lightly. 

"Mornin'" He said softly. 

I didn't respond. I just looked at Levi and felt Pepino stepping on my foot. 

I couldn't even bring myself to smile at Pepino. 

I just wanted to cry. 

I don't even know why I would be crying. 

Pepino moved from my foot and I went back into the bedroom. 

And I cried. 

He wasn't supposed to be here. 

I just want to sleep again. 

There was a light knock on the door. 

I don't want to talk to him. 

"Hey, breakfast is ready when you're hungry." Levi said softly through the door. 

I don't even feel hungry. 

But I don't want to get yelled at either for avoiding a meal. 

Might as well get my tooth brush from my bag.

I had packed it up...

And I threw it in the living room. 

God damn it. 

I exited the bedroom and went towards the living room. 

I found the bag next to the couch and I opened it up to get my tooth brush from the baggie I put it on. 

Pepino came towards me and had one of his toys with him. 

"Hi Baby." I said softly to him and then went to the bathroom. 

He tried to follow me in there but Levi called him since we agreed he wasn't to follow us into the bathroom unless we invite him in. 

I brushed my teeth and had washed my face as well. 

I still felt tired. 

I exited into the kitchen and Levi looked up at me. 

He already had two plates served. 

"I made some homemade hash browns and some eggs and sausage patties." He said while looking at me. 

It sounds like the meal is too heavy. 

I sat down next to him. 

Levi ended up putting Pepino in his crate since we always do that when we are eating. 

I was just picking at my food. I didn't feel hungry but I knew I was going to need to have something regardless since Levi will make me have something. 

I ended up eating only a third of the hash brows he served me, I didn't touch the egg and only taking a bite out of the sausage patty. 

"Y/N you've barely touched your food." He said softly. 

"I'm not hungry." I whispered at him. 

He let out a soft sigh. 

"Well, something is better than nothing. I'll take your plate." He said as he got up and took both of our plates. 

He put them by the sink and he spoke up. 

"Y/N, can we talk about yesterday?" He said softly. 

I didn't want to talk, I just wanted to be away. 

I felt lifeless. 

I don't want to be around here either.

"I really don't want to talk though." I said to him. 

I got up and Levi stopped me. 

"Y/N as much as you would want to avoid talking about it, I think we should talk about it." He said looking at me. 

It wasn't aggressive or anything but he had a point.

But I really just want to be alone. 

"I just want to be alone for now." I said giving him a sad look. 

"I understand that, but that doesn't seem like the best thing for you. Sitting alone in a work doesn't seem like it'll be the best thing to be doing if I am completely honest." He said in an attempt to change my mind. 

"I don't want to be lectured right now Levi. Can I please just be alone?" I said, feeling myself about to cry. 

"I won't lecture you, but this was our worse argument to date. We have to talk about it at one point. You're still hurting from yesterday." He said softly. 

I still don't want to talk to him. 

I was beginning to feel overwhelmed by the situation. 

I was starting to cry. 

I just needed a hug. 

But I really don't want one from Levi.

"I just want to be alone." I sobbed out. 

"I'm not gonna leave you alone to cry by yourself Y/N. I'd rather us sit and you cry at me rather than you just sitting in that room crying yourself to sleep like last night." Levi said softly. 

He wrapped his arms around me and I cried even more. 

I felt him run his fingers through my hair. 

That's enough for me right now. 

I pushed him away a bit and he let go of me. 

"We don't even have to talk to one another, can you really just sit with me? I just don't want to leave you alone." He said. 

"Ok." I said to him. 

He led me to the living room. 

I sat on the couch and Levi went to Pepino's crate to get him out. 

"He's allowed on the couch as long as there is a blanket set out." Levi said. 

He set him on the ground and walked over to the blanket that I was sitting next to. 

He grabbed it and opened it up and laid a bit of it on me and on the couch. 

"Pepino, come." Levi said and Pepino went his way. 

"Good boy." 

Levi picked him up and set him on top of my lap and went to the other side of the couch. 

He turned on the tv and I couldn't really focus on what he put on. But it seemed to be background noise just cause he was working on his laptop on the coffee table a bit. 

"He slept on the couch with me last night. He doesn't move much." Levi said while still looking at some paperwork that he was working with. 

"Oh." That was all I said. 

Eventually I ended up knocking out. 

I don't remember when or how long after he said that Pepino slept o the couch with him, that I did actually end up falling asleep. 

It sort of just happened. 

But I am glad that I did end up doing so. 

Even if it was in the presence of Levi.

It really was better than being alone. 

That doesn't mean I'm staying here forever though. 

We aren't tied by kids yet. 

There's still time to run away and not have to put up with this marriage.