Levi POV

I was pissed off that I threw the bowl. 

I was planning on just giving it away, not actually destroying it but that's what ended up happening when she mentioned it. 

I was mad that Hange told her something about the bowl. I don't know what she told her, but it was obviously something significant to bring up in an argument. 

I was just bothered by this whole situation.

This fucking sucks. 

I can't even get that bowl back even if I wanted it. 

Y/N entered the bedroom, one without knocking, two while crying, three grabbing a bag and putting clothes in it. 

Well this is interesting. 

"And where are you going?" I asked obviously irritated.

She was still putting her sleep wear in the bag and she sniffled.

"I'm not staying here. I'm going to Eren's for the night." She said sounding almost emotionless, she had sadness in her voice though. 

That's a dumb idea. 

There is no need for her to leave. 

I don't care if she were to go to Hange, Erwin, Sasha, Eren, who ever, she's not leaving tonight. There isn't a need for that. 

If anyone was to leave it was going to be me. 

I was the one feeling more pissed off. There is no doubt about that. 

But here I am. I'm not going anywhere so she isn't either.

"Ha as if, no, you're not going, you aren't spending the night with him. That's a dumb thought to have." I said.

"I'm going." She said sounding mad and stuffing things in her bag.

"No you're not."

She exited the bedroom and obviously I followed her cause I know she'll make a run for the door. 

Like hell she's just going to leave Pepino in my care. 

And leave after I said no to it. 

"YOUR NOT SPENDING THE NIGHT THERE! I SAID NO Y/N!" I shouted at her.

"IT'S BETTER THAN STAYING HERE AND ARGUING ALL NIGHT!" She shouted back at me. 

She was almost at the door when I slammed my hand on the door preventing her from leaving. 

"Y/N I SAID NO!" I yelled at her.

"AM I SUPPOSED TO JUST STAY HERE AND ARGUE WITH YOU. IT'S ONLY GOING TO LEAD ME TO CRYING AND ALL! I just don't want to be here right now." She began to cry.

She's getting fragile again. 

She gets like this when we get into really bad arguments.

She's beginning to shut down.

I let out a frustrated sigh. 

"Listen, I'm sorry ok. What am I supposed to do though?" I was beginning to sound irritated.

"Well pretending like everything is automatically ok would be a great start honestly. You can't just yell at me and then automatically calm down and try and be a decent human being with me." She said as tears were still coming out of her eyes.

"Well I'm trying here, what more do you want from me?" I asked her with frustration.

"I'm going to Eren's place." 

She just avoided my question.

I still didn't release my hand from the front door.

"I said no to that already. You aren't going with him."

When I said that she then threw her bag on the ground and looked at me with an angry crying face.

"You don't let me do anything. I don't want to be here right now. I don't want to see or be around you." She said crying even more and went to the bedroom. 

I couldn't help myself.

"When you act childish like that how do you expect me to agree to the shit you say?" I exclaimed with annoyance evident in my voice. 

Y/N ended up slamming the bedroom door shut.

I let out a frustrated sigh. 

I saw Pepino in his crate curled up in the corner. He looked as if he was shaking a bit. 

Probably from all the loud noises. 

The slamming of the doors, Y/N and I yelling at each other, me slamming my hand on the door. 

I let out a softer sigh and went to pick up Y/N's bag. I placed it on the couch. 

Then I went over to Pepino's crate and opened it up. 

"Hey Buddy. It's ok, I'm not going to hurt you." After a few moments, Pepino slowly came out of his crate into my lap. 

I was petting him for a few minutes and then he seemed to get a little more energetic. 

I placed him on the floor and went over to the couch. 

I ended up texting Eren. 

{Levi- She's not going with you. She's staying here.} 

I put my phone down cause I had to watch Pepino so that he doesn't get into any trouble. 

My phone then buzzed.

{Eren- I wish you told me sooner. I was 5 minutes away. Just please make sure she is ok. She said you guys got into a bad argument. Even you said once that she was fragile. She hates when you guys argue. And it seems like you do too.} 

Oh shut up. 

He's right but he doesn't need to say that. 

I was getting more agitated. 

I then heard the bedroom door open. 

Y/N had gone to the fridge. 

Well she is obviously hungry. 

Pepino went in her direction.

"Hi cutie." I heard her say. 

I didn't pay much attention to her.

She closed the fridge and Pepino ran back to my direction and in my line of view.

Might as well tell her that Eren isn't coming so she doesn't think she is leaving him hanging. 

"I told him you're not going." I said not facing her direction but looking at Pepino.

After I said that I heard a plastic thing slam onto the counter and Y/N rushed back into the bedroom and she slammed the door again. 

The slamming of the door caused Pepino to get scared and go into his crate. 

I sighed and went over to him. 

"I'm sorry buddy." I said to him softly and he quickly came over to me. 

I took him to the couch with me. 

I'll accept it since I'll be holding him the whole time.

I was holding him for a bit before I put him back on the floor to let him explore a bit. 

Y/N then came out of the bedroom again holding what appeared to be my sleep wear. 

She placed them gently on the coffee table. 

She's getting lethargic. 

She's not going to sleep well tonight. 

"If I'm not going anywhere, I refuse to share a bed with you tonight. You're sleeping out here." She was still crying.

This irritated me. 

Not her crying, but her telling me I'm sleeping out here on the couch.

"I can sleep in the bedroom if I so choose to do so." I said with an attitude.

"Then I'm sleeping on the couch." She said with frustration while she continued crying.

"You aren't making this any easier for anyone Y/N." I said getting frustrated with her.

"It isn't always my fault Levi. You're blaming me like my dad does. The blame always has to be on me when it comes to the both of you. You said things would be different when I move out of my parents house. And they aren't. I still feel really trapped and that feeling isn't going away. And you aren't helping it." She just continued to cry. 

It was quiet between us.

Well damn. 

I didn't think I was treating her the way her dad had treated her. 

Now I feel bad about it. 

I feel... I guess sympathetic. 

And then it was hitting me.

That comment hit me, I didn't want to be like her dad.

I was approaching her.

"Y/N." I said softly and attempted to pull her into a hug but she pushed me away and stepped away from me all together. 

"Stop. You always do that. We argue and you try and make it better by showing me some sort of affection or bringing home something that would make me feel better. I can't keep doing that Levi. It's so mentally draining and it isn't healthy... So please just... just not now." She said.

Do I always do something like that?

Is it so often that she has noticed a pattern? 

I'll admit, I was just a little hurt. 

She really does need time away.

"Then I'll sleep out here." I said to her and turned back to the couch. 

I didn't notice that Pepino was just watching us until he had followed me back to the couch.

She was right. 

I did tell her things would be different when she moved out. 

But I'm the one not making things easier for her. 

I'm making things just as difficult. 

When she said I was blaming her like her father does, that's when it hit me. 

Maybe I am just a little too hard on her.

She returned to the bedroom, but she didn't slam the door or anything. 

She closed it lightly. 

I was just sitting on the couch. 

I could hear her sob every now and then. 

I was feeling horrible. 

At some point, I put the grapes she brought out away in the fridge.

I didn't get much sleep that night. 

I also let Pepino sleep on the couch with me because he would be on a blanket. 

I also decided that I wasn't going to be going into work tomorrow. 

I'll spend the time with Y/N in an attempt to patch things up. 

Will it be successful? 

I have no idea. 

But might as well try. 

I'm still married to her. 

I'm just an asshole.