- Its so different in my head.-

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How do you tell someone your not dead ? Especially when that someone is your twin sister who knows how to hold a grudge.

Maybe I should of left, maybe I shouldn't of gotten a house outside town, maybe I should of just disappeared, change my name, become some new.
But would it be that easy ? Just to pack up and forget everything.

" Hey, you ready ?" Bon asked as she walked in to my house, I nodded reluctantly putting a forced smile on my face.

" Of course."

" Your lying."

" Of course I'm lying, she is going to hate me." I tell her as I begin pacing.
" Maybe this was a bad idea Bon."

" Clara its not. This is why you here. You wanted and you needed to tell her." The witch reassures, I stopped pacing, a small smile on face.

"  Your right. I'm Clara Forbes. I've got this." I tell her but mainly myself.
I hear a car pull into the driveway.
" Oh shit."

" You'll be fine." I sigh" I'm going to go talk to her, wait here."

I watched her walk out the house. I take a seat on one my couches, my leg tapping against the floor rapidly.
I tap into my hearing, to see how they are reacting.

" Caroline listen, this is important." Bonnie said.

" What's more important than grieving for my sister Bon."

" Well..that's what I want to talk to you about."

" Bonnie what is it ?" I heard a familiar voice.

" Bonnie spit it out."

" Clara is alive."

I tune out, as I heard the sound of multiple steps heading towards the house. I stand up, my nerves on edge, my eyes glued to the wooden door.

The door opens, a group of people enter, who I didn't really want to see.
Elena and her Salvatore's and Matt.
But one person I did want to see was her.

" Oh my God."

" Hey Care." I greet with a small smile and a wave, her eyes widened.

" How ? You were dead."

" I am technically."

" Wait your a..." Elena said but I cut her off.

" A vampire, yes." I take a step forward, but Caroline moved back making me stop.

" Caroline.. Its your sister. " Bon said placing her hand on the blondes shoulder, she was frozen, everything stopped.

" I can't believe your back." Matt said interrupting the silence, running towards me pulling me into a hug.
" I've missed you so much."

" I've missed you to Donavon. "

" Oh my God Clara." Elena said come into the hug. I kissed her cheek, holding her tighter.

" Don't forget the Bennett." Bon said squirming her way into the hug, we all laughed.

" Guys could I have a moment alone with Care." I whisper after a few moments of silence, they nod pulling away.

" We will be outside. " Elena said, as she and the rest of the group left  leaving us.

" Caroline.. "

" No, I'm doing the talking. " I nod and take a seat. " When you died, a part of me died too. I wanted to be with you, a world with out you isn't something  I wanted to live in. But now your back and this other part of me feels restored and all I want to hug you and slap you at the same time."

We're were both crying, Caroline had a sad smile on her face.

" I'm back, I'm never leaving you ever again. "

" Promise ?"

" Promise and you know I never break my promise. "

" Together.."

" Forever. " I finished taking a hold of her hand.

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Dedicated to intoxicatedteen &
bellamybIake