(WARNING: This part contains strong and potentially offensive language, highly explicit and excessive sexual activity that may be offensive or disturbing, and is not suitable for young readers and sensitive individuals. You have been warned.)

"O-OKAY ka lang ba, Jen...?"

Mula sa pagkatitig sa pader ay napukaw si Magenta sa itinanong na iyon ng kanyang ina. Napatingin siya rito at isang pilit na ngiti ang ipinaskil sa mga labi. "Okay lang, Ma. Bakit mo naman naitanong?" aniya na nilangkapan ng sigla ang boses.

Masuyong hinaplos ni Magenta ang ulo nito na wala ng buhok. Hanggang dumapo ang kanyang kamay sa pisngi nito na agad nitong hinawakan at pumikit. Isang ngiti ang sumilay sa mga labi ni Carol. A weak but beautiful smile.

Nakikitaan niya ng sigla ang ina kahit na papaano simula nang malipat ito roon sa malaking ospital dalawang araw na ang nakakaraan. Siguro'y dahil mas natututukan ito roon.

"A-Alam kong may bumabagabag sa 'yo, anak." Sabay mulat nito ng mga mata kaya nagsalubong ang kanilang paningin. Huli na upang itago ang kaguluhang nakalarawan sa mukha ni Magenta. "May dapat ba akong malaman?"

Agad siyang umiling at kunwa'y natawa sa sinabi nito. "Ma, naman. Wala po, pagod lang ako at inaantok na."

Malalim itong humugot ng hininga. Ramdam ni Magenta na hindi ito kumbinsido sa kanyang sinabi. "Isa kang mabuting tao, anak. Sana ay hindi ka gumawa ng mga bagay na pagsisisihan mo sa huli."

Biglang natikom ang kanyang mga labi. She felt guilty beyond words. Buong buhay niya'y ibinabahagi niya sa kanyang ina ang mga nangyayari sa kanya. Her mother even knew who were his crushes. She was not just a mother to her, she was also her bestfriend whom she could share her secret with. Gusto niyang pumalahaw ng iyak at magsumbong, ngunit hindi niya gagawin. Hindi nito kakayanin ang katotohanang ibinenta niya ang sarili. Kahit na trabaho lang ang tingin ni Suzette sa ginagawa niya ay hindi maipagkakailang hindi siya nalalayo sa mga babaeng mababa ang lipad.

"Magpahinga ka na, Mama. Malalim na ang gabi," sabi niya rito upang makaiwas sa kanilang pinag-uusapan. She tried so hard to hide the trembling in her voice. "Good night, Ma, I love you." Hinalikan niya ito sa noo at lihim na nagpasalamat nang ipikit nito ang mga mata.

Hinintay niya itong mahimbing bago lumabas ng ospital. Naghihintay na siya ng taxing masasakyan pauwi sa apartment nang tumunog ang kanyang cellphone na nasa loob ng kanyang shoulder bag. Kinuha niya iyon agad at inilabas. Galing sa isang unregistered number ang tumatawag kaya pinag-isipan niya muna kung sasagutin ba iyon o hindi. In the end, she accepted the call.

"Hello?"

"Where are you?"

Magenta's heart thumped violently against her chest when she recognized the caller. She cannot forget that cold and deep voice, it was etched inside her mind.

"Nasa-nasa labas pa..." sagot niya at napakagat labi. May ibinigay itong address at sinabing pumunta siya roon.

Nang ibaba nito ang tawag ay nanghihinang napaupo siya sa gutter. A sob escaped her lip but she quickly composed herself.

Iyon na talaga! Hindi na siya makakaiwas sa takdang mangyari. Dalawang araw na niyang hinihintay ang tawag ni Mr. Peters at hindi niya inaasahang ngayon iyon.

"Kaya mo, Magenta!" Alang-alang sa kanyang ina ay pinatatag niya ang sarili at tumayo. Kapagkuwan ay pinara ang isang papalapit na taxi. Mas madali siyang makakarating sa sinabing lugar ni Mr. Peters kung doon sasakay. Pinangangambahan niyang baka magalit ito kapag nagtagal pa siya.

NAMAMAWIS ang kanyang mga kamay sa kaba habang nakatingin sa pinto ng malaking bahay na nasa kanyang harapan. Pakiramdam niya'y nasa labas siya ng lion's den at anumang sandali ay may lalabas doon at lalapa sa kanya.

Dumadagundong ang kaba sa kanyang dibdib at napako ang mga paa sa sahig.

Kaya mo 'yan, Magenta! aniya sa sarili upang madagdagan ang lakas ng loob na kumatok sa pinto, ngunit bago pa lumapat ang kamay roon ay bigla iyong bumukas at sumalubong sa kanyang mga mata ang isang malapad na dibdib na pinamumugaran ng mga mumunting balahibo.

Wala sa loob na bumaba ang kanyang mga mata sa tiyan nito at napalunok. May mga balahibo sa ibaba ng pusod... at pababa pa.

Nanlaki ang kanyang mga mata at napalunok nang makita ang harapan ng hita nito na tanging boxer short lang ang nakatabing. Matambok ang bahaging iyon na siyang nagpapanginig ng kanyang laman na tila giniginaw gaya noong nasa loob sila ng conference room. The anxiousness she was feeling at that moment tripled.

Iniiwas niya ang kanyang mga mata mula sa bahaging iyon at nag-angat ng tingin sa mukha ng kaharap. Magenta's face heated up when she saw his eyes on her, he probably caught her surveying his body and staring at his crotch.

Wala naman itong sinabi at muling tumalikod sa kanya ngunit pinanatili nitong nakabukas ang pinto kaya pumasok siya sa loob at isinarado iyon.

Magenta didn't get the chance to roam her eyes around his home when his deep and cold voice filled the whole place.

"Follow me."

Sumunod siya rito at sa bawat hakbang ay dumidiin ang pagkakahawak niya sa kanyang bag na para bang doon nakasalalay ang kanyang buhay.

Pumasok ito sa loob ng isang silid kaya sumunod siya papasok at natigil sa paghakbang nang maisarado ang pinto sa kanyang likuran habang ito'y tumuloy sa pang-isahang upuan.

Nagtaas ito ng tingin sa kanya at sinuyod ng mga mata nito ang kanyang kabuuan. She didn't know what he was thinking because he maintained his impassive expression. He was a very mysterious person, and she couldn't read him. She felt like she was walking on a tightrope every time she was with him, she needed to be careful not to make mistakes. But even though she was cautious towards him, she could not deny his effect on her. His eyes were like caressing her body and taking her clothes off one after the other.

"The bathroom is ten steps from you."

Tila nagising si Magenta sa isang panaginip nang pukawin siya ng sinabi nito at mabilis na tumalikod kahit nanginginig ang kanyang mga binti. She can feel his eyes following her movements, the intensity was burning her back. She let out a sigh of relief when she finally entered the bathroom.

Kagat-kagat niya ang kuko sa kinalalaki, her other hand was clasping her chest, she could feel the organ inside it thumping exaggeratedly. Her face and neck were beet red, and the nervousness was evident in her eyes. Magenta wanted to weep as she stared at herself in the mirror. But weeping, she did not do as she couldn't afford to.

Nang makalma ng kaunti ang sarili ay sinimulan niyang hubarin ang kanyang mga damit at mabilis na tumapat sa shower. She was nervous that he might get mad at her for taking a lot of time inside the bathroom.

Kinuskos niya nang mabuti ang katawan dahil kahit na kinakabahan ay hindi niya gustong mapahiya rito. Pagkatapos niyang maligo ay ibinalabal niya sa katawan ang isang tuwalyang naroon.

Tiningnan niya ang mga damit na hinubad kanina at napabuntung-hininga, sa halip na suotin iyon ay pinasok niya sa kanyang bag.

Kipkip ang tuwalya sa kanyang dibdib at hawak sa isang kamay ang bag ay kinakabahang lumabas siya ng banyo. Nakagat niya ang labi nang magkasalubong ang mga mata nila pagkalabas na pagkalabas niya pa lang. Muli siya nitong pinasadahan ng tingin, ngunit hindi gaya kanina'y may emosyon nang nakapaskil sa mukha nito. His eyes spat lust and desire. Pakiramdam niya'y nag-aapoy iyon at gusto siyang tupukin.

"Come here," he said huskily. Ang boses ay bumaba at bahagyang nanginig.

Humakbang si Magenta palapit dito at inilapag ang bag sa mahabang sofa bago tumayo sa harapan nito. Isang singhap ang kumawala sa kanyang bibig nang hablutin nito ang tuwalyang nakatakip sa kanyang katawan.

Magenta automatically covered her breasts and the flesh between her thighs with her hands because of embarrassment. No man had ever seen her naked before. Nagtaas ito ng tingin sa kanya habang magkasalubong ang makakapal na kilay at sa tingin niya ay rumihestro ang galit sa mukha nito.

Hindi ito ang napag-usapan niyo, Magenta! She was supposed to be obedient and submissive. Ipinikit ni Magenta ang kanyang mga mata at hinamig ang sarili. Nagtataka marahil ito kung bakit ganoon ang inaakto niya, ang alam nito'y may karanasan siya sa pakikipagtalik. She shouldn't blush like that and tremble in nervousness. She shouldn't act like a stupid blushing virgin, but what can she do? She's a virgin!

Magenta mustered all the courage she needed and opened her eyes with determination and removed her hands that were covering her chest and mound. It's just sex, Magenta! Pinasadahan siya nito ng tingin na tila ba minememorya ang bawat bahagi ng kanyang katawan at binibilang ang mga nunal na mayroon siya. Nabawasan ang kabang kanyang nararamdaman nang makita ang lalong pag-itim ng mga mata nito na tila nagugustuhan ang nakikita. By the way he looked at her, Magenta knew that he liked what he's seeing and he would devour her any moment from now.

White heat flowed from inside her, and her body throbbed. Magenta was surprised with how she was reacting. She was nervous alright, but for a different reason.

Nang tumayo ito at humakbang ay napaatras si Magenta. Their eyes interlocked while he kept on walking forward, Magenta felt like she was trapped inside his gaze, bringing her to another dimension. She cannot see even the trace of coldness in his dark orbs. It spat fire, and it was burning her. Tingling sensations were running down her spine and tickling her toes, she felt uncomfortably itchy all over.

Nagpatuloy ito sa paghakbang habang siya'y umaatras hanggang sa maramdaman niya ang pagtama ng kanyang mga binti sa dulo ng kama. Wala na siyang maatrasan pa.

Magenta felt like the world had stopped spinning while they were standing there for a moment, staring into each other's eyes. Unexpectedly, he pushed her callously, and she landed on top of the soft mattress.

"Spread your legs," he commanded.

Magenta bit her lip before doing what he told her, she settled her eyes on the ceiling. She doesn't want to meet his eyes again because his gaze would trap her whenever she does so. Also, she was embarrassed and anxious lying on the bed while her legs spread apart in front of him. He could see her entire being like no one did before.

Naramdaman niya ang paglundo ng kama nang sumampa ito roon. Magenta was not looking at him, that's why she didn't see his hand coming, he touched the flesh between her thighs, and she jolted in surprise, it was electrifying, making her lose her grasp of reality. Where was that coming from?

Her eyes closed involuntarily, and she moaned when he kept caressing her protruding flesh with his long fingers. She can't describe the feeling, it was feverish, it was giving her bliss, and it was throbbing at the same time. It felt like her body was aching for something more than his hands were giving her. She did not imagine before that she could be that wanting and needing.

Magenta's body arched when she felt his warm and wet lips on her breasts, suckling the erect buds. For the first time in her life, a sexual moan escaped her lips when he bit her nipple, it was painful, but it was also ecstatic. His fingers circling and pinching her sensitive organ between her thighs made her dizzier with desire.

Mariin niyang nakagat ang pang-ibabang labi nang walang pasabing ipinasok nito ang mga daliri sa kanyang katawan. Dinaklot niya ang kobre kama upang pigilan ang sarili na itulak ito palayo. He wasn't gentle and it hurts. Three of his fingers were moving inside her, stretching her walls and he doesn't even know how much it hurts.

Lihim lang na nakahinga nang maluwag si Magenta nang tanggalin nito ang mga daliri sa loob ng kanyang kaselanan. But to her horror, his fingers were replaced with long and thick maleness that splits her in half. He drove fast and hard and buried his flesh deep inside her expecting that she was ready for him.

Isang impit na iyak ang kumawala sa kanyang mga labi dahil sa sobrang sakit ng ginawa nito. It was pleasurable then the next moment it was killing her.

Binuksan niya ang nanlalaking mga mata, kasabay nang pagtulo ng mga luha mula roon at panunulak ng kanyang mga kamay.

He stopped moving inside her and looked at her face which was masked with horror and pain. He, too, felt the narrowness of her hole, it was almost choking his cock.

"S-Sir... ahh..." ungol ni Magenta dahil sa sakit ng bahagya itong gumalaw. Diin na diin ito sa loob ng kanyang pagkababae at para iyong sandata na bumaon sa kanyang katawan at unti-unti siyang pinapatay dahil sa hindi matawarang sakit.

Mula sa pagtataka at pagkalito ay kitang-kita ni Magenta ang pagbabago sa mukha nito na biglang napalitan ng galit. Marahas nitong hinawakan ang kanyang mga kamay na kumakalmot sa likod at balikat nito, kapagkuwan ay ipininid iyon sa kanyang uluhan.

"You lied to me!" he roared in anger that echoed throughout the whole room. "You lying bitch! Ayaw na ayaw ko sa lahat ay ang niloloko ako!"

Kinabahan si Magenta sa ipinapakita nitong galit at sandaling nalimutan ang sakit sa katawan. Ngunit nang muli itong gumalaw at sa pagkakataong iyon ay mas marahas na ay muling kumawala ang hikbi sa kanyang mga labi.

"Shut up! You want this bitch!"

Her toes curled painfully, she bit her lip hard that she can taste the blood in her mouth and her hands were tightly clasped with each other drawing blood on her skin. Hindi niya alam kung paano hihinga habang nakatuon sa kanya ang nag-aapoy nitong mga mata dahil sa pinagsamang galit at sarap sa bawat pagbaon at paghugot ng pagkakalaki nito sa kanyang kaselanan. Tinanggap niyang lahat ang mga ulos nito na humihiwa sa kanyang pagkatao. Tila ito isang leon at nilalapa siya ng buhay.

Magenta swallowed all her sobs, but she could not stop her tears from falling. It was her first time having sex with a man, and how foolish of her to think that she could possibly hide the pain.

Sa nakaraang dalawang araw ay nag-research siya sa internet kung ano ang mararamdaman ng babae kapag nagtatalik. Nabasa niyang masakit iyon sa una ngunit wala siyang nabasa na ganoon pala kasakit at para siyang pinapatay sa bawat galaw nito.

Ang isang malaya nitong kamay ay dinaklot ang kanyang dibdib at marahas na pinisil. Hayagan siya nitong sinasaktan ngunit wala siyang magawa. Ibinaba nito ang mukha sa balikat niya hanggang sa maramdaman niya ang mga labi nito roon at ang pagbaon ng mga ngipin sa kanyang balat.

He's a demon! She just made a deal with the devil. And he was making her pay for lying to him. A very cruel punishment for that matter.

"Don't touch me, or I'll kill you!" he threatened dangerously. Sabay bitaw nito sa pagkakahawak sa magkabilang pulso ni Magenta. She was afraid, the look on his face was telling her that he could kill her at any moment that's why she did not move and her hands were remain placed on top of her head and gripping the sheets.

Hinawakan nito ang dalawa niyang hita at inangat, then he drove in hard and rough and deeply like a raging warrior that she felt like his length hits some organ inside her.

She lost all the strength left in her body. Her eyes closed slowly and let the darkness take her to a much safer place. Because right at that moment, he was the last person she wanted to be with.