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CHAPTER 3 THE MORNING AFTER

© ALL RIGHTS RESERVED UNDER THE COPYRIGHT LAWS OF 1988FOR SHERRY E MONTGOMERY

LIAM P.O.V.

Sweetheart why are you afraid? You have never been before. I said with all the comfort I could muster.

I have been awake for over a hundred years but unable to do anything but watch. She states this in a weird sorta way, combining fact with speculation. What I have seen makes me wonder. Our big brother came to set mankind free. I am not the highest judge. He is. I can't help but wonder if we are preparing for His imminent return. There is so much that has gone through my mind while I have watched. You know as well as I do that his first visit, he came with love and forgiveness. He came to make a way for mankind to get back to Father. But when He comes again well...he comes as what he is. Lord and Master. The Final Judge. The last time we all came, you and I and our children, was just before his first visit. Since then we have never visited at the same time.

Continuing in a speculative manner: Seeing you, sensing DeNice, remembering Millie was here, knowing that Terrance was supposed to be, I can't help but believe all our children are coming. If Father finds a way to bring back Millie and Terrance then we can be pretty sure it's the final fight.

I know she can feel me processing everything she has said. Sabrina have you sensed any other of our siblings or their children while you have been observing quietly?

I think so. I have seen what really looks like Dave and Becky's work in the Middle East, Tin and Cho's in Asia. The rest I'm not sure of. I can see her thinking of different things she has seen.

I have been here too but I haven't noticed them. Then again I've been busy.

Yeah, trying to find me. Let's be truthful. YOU ARE NOT OBSERVANT. That is why you need Terrance. MR. ALPHA he IS YOUR Beta. Our two daughters and son along with their mates are going to have it extra hard without Terrance and Millie. Let's just hope He decides to send them back too. I sense her questioning what's going to happen.

Things have a way of working out. Dad has never let us down. I will suffer the consequences that have resulted in my lack of guidance with Michael and he will suffer the consequences he has to. He is a good man, I know this Sabrina. When you have the chance to get to know him you will really love him too.

I see her smiling very sadly. That's just it. I cannot get to know him for a long time. I already love him, but I don't know him. I do know that with him being your human half he will compliment Maria well and he is worth knowing. What happened Liam? Why didn't you find me this time?

I offer what I know even knowing it hurts. I try to remember. Thinking about it. I should have been more forceful with Michael. He sees. His first vision was when he was seven. He saw all of us running in wolf form. He has been obsessed with your white wolf ever since. He never bothered to find out that the white she-wolf was born human and didn't change until she met her mate. I stirred him to the royal court. His mentor is Maria's great uncle. You know them. They can only answer the question asked when it comes to the royal family secrets, and you my dear are a secret. He didn't ask the right question. I can see so many times when we should have met. But, because you were human he didn't show. His thinking...well...his mate was a pure white she-wolf, pure white she-wolves have to be royal so how can a royal be born of human parents. Michael does not have a prejudice bone in his body it's just that he knew his mate was royal... and you were human.

The problem with seeing the future is it is so incomplete. Major details are always left out. I take it he never saw my human form. Shesaid sadly.

I can tell she is thinking back. You do know that Mary knew who I was, right? I think she also saw that even though Lewis was her soul mate he was also the only other one who could pass the genes.

I can see that. Her gift was in seeing mates. I remember seeing Mary/Millie very clearly. How stupid I was not to see. She tried so hard to get us together. With every gift there are drawbacks. She could only confirm and direct, she could not tell. I remember her telling Michael a few weeks before she died that his stubbornness was going to get someone close to him killed. Now I know she meant herself. She had to have known. Did you know her last words were to me and she said "Promise me you will take care of Lewis, promise me." We promised, but for the next four years we weren't there. But I know this, we will be there for the rest of his life.

Hey Liam, I hear that sexy change in her voice and know I am in trouble. She has sensed I am blaming myself and is trying to shift my thoughts elsewhere. That's my girl. I want her and I want her now. I am going to have to kick Michael's backside better yet I will bite his butt so hard he will not be sitting for a while without remembering what he has done and every time he tries to get out of line now he will get the same thing. Do you remember the last time we played in wolf form?

She had better not go there. You are not going there. You just got lucky.

Hehehehe I had you on the ground baring your neck to me? And I can't wait to do it again. I could hear the gloating.

I said NOT to go there.

But baby I want to do it again. I want to see you submitting to my strength again.

I remember it well. She is one fierce she-wolf. She is smart and strong. I think the reason I win more than she does is only because my biggest gift is in strategy but don't let that fool you she knows how to as well. We are truly equal. Once we mate, our wolves grow and we end up almost exactly the same height, weight and strength. The only thing really different is our coloring. Where she is pure white, well except when her natural crown appears... I am pure black with a matching crown. (Our crowns only appear when we are fulfilling our jobs. No one has seen my crown because we have not mated.) Where she has crystal blue eyes with a yellow pinwheel, I have emerald green with the same yellow pinwheel. She is beautiful. With all that strength and grace her beauty is a complete turn on. Hmm we never fight in wolf form that we don't ma...That little sneak.

Baby is that your way of telling me you want to mate?

All I can hear is her sexy laughter as she closes our link. I really am going to have to kick... no, BITE... Michael. All I can think about is her sexy body. I know this is mean but Michael is about to pay for keeping my mate from me tonight. One of the many gifts I have in order to fulfill my responsibilities is dream control. Michael is about to dream...big time.

-------MICHAEL POV------THE NEXT

Man that was some dream. I don't think I have ever had a dream that intense. That dream was like I was really making love to my mate. I haven't had a wet dream since I was a kid. Wow she is beautiful even with her round stomach. Pregnancy really agrees with her. I hope one day she will carry my pup. Hmmm...that is weird. I called her a baby not a pup. I've never done that even in a dream. ...Come to think of it there are some other things in that dream that seem off, but my mate is so responsive.

I can tell you enjoyed your 'dream'

It was a great dream. Our little mate is so beautiful and responsive. I can't believe we are so lucky. 

We are blessed. However, I'm not so sure you are going to feel lucky after our little talk. 

What is my wolf talking about. How can we not feel blessed and lucky?

What are you talking about? How can we not feel that way? Haven't you seen her?
He has never been this negative to me. I don't understand.

You do realize we can't touch our mate or be with her for as long as Lewis is alive. He tells me. I begin to see why he is not so happy.

Yeah .... I know.... and we will be paying for that.

You got that one right. Now that I have found Sabrina

Who is Sabrina? Our mate is Maria. What is wrong with my wolf he never gets things wrong.

No your mate is Maria. My mate is Sabrina, her wolf. He says with a harsh laugh.

You mean Maria's wolf has a different name?  That is odd I didn't know wolves could have a separate name.

Yes and so do I. You just never cared to find out. The emotions I am feeling from my  wolf right now are a strange mixture. There is anger, hurt and sadness. I have never felt his emotions before or at least not that I know of. For someone with such a high IQ you are really dumb.

Hey you don't have to ugly.

Don't I? You do realize that you cost me years more away from my mate. I have never felt my wolf this dominate. You do realize I can hear what you are thinking. And there are only a few wolves who are equal to me and even fewer more dominate. Now that I have found Sabrina those natural traits and some of my gifts will come into play but at the same time I will not be able to access some of my power that I am going to need.

Okay let's back up. My name is Michael and you are?

It's about time. I am Liam.

I remember that name from history. I think it was also connected to a wolf name Sabrina.  Now you are catching on Boy. What else do you remember?

You really can hear my thoughts can't you. I hear him snickering. My wolf is actually snickering.

You bet I am. Remember we are the same but not.

What does that mean?  I ask Liam.

I can now feel Liam smirking. You are a new creature with a short life span. Yes I know it is long compared to most humans. I on the other hand am as old as dirt. I have never been defeated and destroyed. I have let my humans die.

I don't understand. I tell him.

Well if you will shut up and listen I am trying to explain. DUMB human. I can both hear and feel his frustration. I am a son of the Father. A real son not adopted. My older brother is known but I and my other brothers and sisters (who are our mates) are not so known. We are not part of the God-Head. We are its royal servants. When we are sent down here it is to do a specific job.

Stop. Let me if I am getting this right. You are the younger brother to the one the world knows as Jesus. You are not God or a god and you are not part of the ruling God-Head. However, you are the God-Head's son and brother. Can you answer one question?

Sure...wait let me rephrase that...I will if I can.

Well if the God-Head is made up of the Father, Son and Spirit, who is the Spirit?

You really don't know. Think about that one for a minute. Draw a picture of the family. If God is the Father and Jesus is the Son, who would the Spirit be?  Oh yeah, remember I am a younger son. I declare, sometimes humans are so dumb. Who in an earthly family unit is missing? Who is the one you go to as a go between. The one with the most compassion, usually. Who is the one who is responsible for feeding and teaching and caring for you when you are too little or sick to do it yourself?

Are you saying that the Spirit is The Mother?

What I am saying is ... that is the best picture I can give you. Don't worry about it. Your little finite mind is not big enough to understand the things in my world. Okay?

I guess. I am so far understanding what you have tried to explain? I ask Liam. He knows so much and he has been apart of me and I never knew.

Hahahaha...you can never know fully in this form.

What does that mean?

Let me put it this way. Your mind can't understand the things of the spirit and I am a part of the spiritual world. Your mind and soul have not become one therefore you can't understand. You, Michael, understand and are capable of understanding more than most or you wouldn't have been chosen to house my wolf spirit. Now I need to get back to the things that you need to know now and we can talk about these other things at another time. Where were we? I am more or less a royal servant. A prince who can never be king. My official title and job is  The Royal Commanding General. I command, encourage and punish all that have a spirit, but I do this under the direction and will of The Father. Are you with me?

Yeah, I think I am ... so if that is your job then that means Sabrina has a job. Am I correct. My mind is going 90 to nothing trying to put together what I have learned over the years with what he is telling me.

You are doing great. So tell me what you think her job is?

If I remember correctly...the last time she went before you and told you where to go and not go. Is she your guide? I ask him. I start hearing laughter again.

Not exactly although I can see where you are getting that. I guess you could call that a side effect of her job. Want to try one more time?

Side effect. Let me think. She tells you where to go and not go. What to do and how sever. She is a pure white wolf with crystal blue eyes with a yellow pinwheel. I remember that description has a special significances. Oh my ... is  she  a  judge?

She is not just a judge. She is The Royal Judge. There is only one judge higher than her and only one who can intervene and stop her judgment. Since you are on a roll can you tell me who these are.

Oh my...The judge would be The Father and the only one who can intervene would be The Son. Am I right?

Yes I am or to quote my lovely mate 'give the boy a gold star' Ouch. That reminds me of the last time she used that phrase and a main reason for this talk.  She is not happy with us.

What?     S a b r i n a   is  not  happy  with  us. That doesn't sound good with what you have told me about her. I know he can hear the question in my voice. I must be showing fear as well.

It is not good but at least she does love us.

You want to spell things out for me?

It is not if I want to. It is I have to. First I need to explain some things. She is the highest appointed judge. When we both are sent it is not good. Remember Sodom and Gomorrah. That was just the two of us. She told me last night things are bad and so bad that the kids are going too.

The kids? What do you mean the kids?

Well we have two daughters and a son. They are coming along with their mates.  Oh and to make things worse because we did not find her before she turned 23 our Beta could not be born and hers died.

What? How? Who?   Hearing this broke my heart. I feel like I have lost my best friend. But what he said next, pierced my heart and soul. 

Her beta or assistant is called Millie and  Millie was Mary's wolf.

NOOOOOO! BBBButttt I thought you said you could not be destroyed. Mary died after a rogue attack. How can this be?

Millie is Sabrina's beta. Her first job is to insure Sabrina gets where she is suppose to be. Her second is to see that Sabrina has everything she needs to do that job. You ignored her direction so we could meet. She also needed to ensure that our children could be born into strong human bodies. She tried to warn you. Remember two weeks before she died, when you were getting ready to go out again to look for your werewolf mate, she told you your stubbornness was going to cost you the life of someone very close. Mary threw Maria a surprise birthday party at the pack house that week-end. I believe your parting words to Mary were "I need to find my mate, NOT attend some human's birthday party!" Let me ask you something. What was Mary's response to you between then and her death?

When I saw her a very sad look would come upon her face and she would just turn away. Until that night. I was the first to her. She died in my hands. She asked me to look after Lewis. She knew. Oh how could I not know? How could I be so blind? Maria is royal. She has a werewolf true mate and a human second chance. That means that she knew that Lewis was her soul mate but also Maria's human mate. Why didn't she tell me? Don't answer that. The drawback to her gift was she could direct, she could confirm but she could not tell. My heart feels like it is slowly being shredded. She knew then she was going to die. She knew as she went with Lewis ... Oh my...Terrance must have been the wolf that would have been born when Lewis would have been converted. Terrance is the wolf I saw disappear in my vision isn't he? What have I done? How can I go on? I know I must but how?

That is my job. I will get you pass this. However Sabrina has a saying she uses when she is about to pass judgment. For ever action there is a reaction. Every reaction is a choice. For every choice there is a consequence. These consequences have rippling, live changing and long lasting effects.
One of the consequences that we will have to suffer for not finding our Mate is once a month you will have a dream that is not a dream like last night. Only what you did not know is that you were actually see through Lewis' eyes. What you saw was another man bring our mate pleasure and right now he has a right we gave up. You will see and feel each of our children being conceived. You will take part in each of children's life but not as their father. I must train their wolf you must be there. My children now have two different fathers. Lewis who is their human father and me who is their werewolves'. If you so much as passionately kiss someone other than our mate you will have to endure more than one a month of the bedroom visits. I can promise you, you do not want to do that to me. I have been without the sweetness of my mate for a lot longer than you. When you have tasted the pleasures of your mate and then have to do with out, it is much harder. So you do not want to remind this wolf of that anymore that has been done already. I warn you now. DO NOT DO THAT TO ME! That would seriously piss off this wolf. For now I have given you as much information as I can. You will receive instruction from now till we are ready to preform our job. I suggest you learn and study our history. Now I must remind you, what you saw was real but it was Lewis making love to our mate. We have no rights to her or any other female. If we so much as think sexually or passionately kiss another woman we will have go through that more often.

My beautiful dream. Just became a living nightmare. I am the reason my sister died. I think I need to talk with my dad.  But then will they hold it against me? I mean after all I basically killed my sister. I didn't mean to. Oh I will have to really start to think before doing anything. What was that quote?
For ever action there is a reaction. Every reaction is a choice. For every choice there is a consequence. These consequences have rippling, live changing and long lasting effects.
I think it will become something I meditate on each day.

  
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