Y/n POV

I was living in London for 25 years before I decided it was time to move, I was close to Conor Maynard before he got famous, but after he did we got in a huge fight and I disappeared, this was 5 years ago. I still talked to his best friend Joe Sugg, we are close. When I told Joe I was moving to California he was Devastated, we're best friends, he helped me pack everything and turned to me before I got into my car,

"Y/n, I'm sorry you're no longer happy here in London, I swear I haven't told Conor we've been hanging out." Joe says to y/n.

"It's not your fault Joe, Conor just doesn't know I've always loved him more than a friend," y/n days before getting into her car.

"I know but I feel bad he didn't hear you 5 years ago," Joe says leaning on y/ns car.

"It's whatever, he's busy everything comes second to his music," y/n says as you start your car.

"I love you y/n, call me when your safely in California I don't care what time it is," Joe says leaning in to kiss your cheek.

"I love you too Joe, I will," y/n says and kisses Joe back on the cheek.

He steps away and you drive to the airport, get your things and get on your flight 2 hours later.

11 hrs later.....

Y/n wakes up to the sound of the captain saying,

"Please fasten your seatbelts so we can begin our Landing."

I made sure mine was buckled and looked out the window at the beautiful view of LA, my new home. After the plan lands and you get off you get a cab to your new house, you get out and bring your stuff inside and begin to unpack. When your done you decide to go for a walk in LA, you find a nice coffee shop and step inside seeing people surrounding someone, you shrug its LA it could be anyone famous. I walked up to the counter and ordered my coffee and waited for my name to be called.

5 mins later....

"Y/N!" Yelled the Barista.

I walked up to the counter and grabbed my drink as I heard a familiar voice,

"Y/n?"

I whipped my head towards the voice my heart nearly stopping, Conor Maynard stood in front of me, the guy I've loved my whole life, used to be my best friend.

"Hi Conor," you say lightly.

"It's been 5 years, I've tired calling a lot but you never pick up..." Conor says to you looking sad.

"It's what you wanted Conor not me, you left me behind for your career you didn't bother to ask me how I felt about you, you hurt me deeply Conor, I'm in love with you I always have been!" Tears begin to fall, you turn and bolt from the coffee shop, running all the way home, checking to make sure he didn't follow, when you don't see him you go inside and close your door, sliding down to the floor, placing your coffee next to you, you pull your knees to your chest as the old wounds open wide and begin to bleed within you.

Your phone begins to ring with the song Without Me by Halsey, you cry harder as the caller ID shows a picture of Conor.

To be continued.....maybe

A/n Hello readers! Comment vote and share! Should I do a second part to this one?

Hello, it's me
I was wondering if after all these years you'd like to meet
To go over everything
They say that time's supposed to heal ya
But I ain't done much healing
Hello, can you hear me
I'm just at a house dreaming about who we used to be
When we were younger and free
I've forgotten how it felt before the world fell at our feet

There's such a difference between us
And a million miles

Hello from the other side
I must have called a thousand times
To tell you I'm sorry for everything that I've done
But when I call you never seem to be home
Hello from the outside
At least I can say that I've tried
To tell you I'm sorry for breaking your heart
But it don't matter it clearly doesn't tear you apart anymore

Hello, how are you
It's so typical of me to talk about myself I'm sorry
I hope that you're well
Did you ever make it out of that town where nothing ever happened

It's no secret that the both of us
Are running out of time

Hello from the other side
I must have called a thousand times
To tell you I'm sorry for everything that I've done
But when I call you never seem to be home
Hello from the outside
At least I can say that I've tried
To tell you I'm sorry for breaking your heart
But it don't matter it clearly doesn't tear you apart anymore

[Anth:]
What would you do if you was me I was you
Would you move on go and find someone new
I know it hurts believe that I'm hurting too
I guess I can't hide it as well as you
Well look, I woke up next to the baddest bitch I've ever seen
But even then all I could think of was you and me
My friends tells me Anth homie just let it be
Unless they been through it they don't know what the fuck I mean
So please girl tell me what do I do
Cause I know that nobody's perfect but I'm perfect for you
And girl you're perfect for me
That's something you couldn't see
I try to show you but what was the point if you won't believe
Now tell me why did you leave
Do you not love me no more
So y'all can hide all the pain
But what remains is the scars
I was the best I could be
I know that I had my flaws
But I gave all that I had
Spent more than I could afford
I spent 5000 dollars on a ring to call you my misses
And you still had the nerve to say I gave no commitment
There was no way that I could save ya
3 years is what I gave ya
And then you leave me and go and find a new man 3 weeks later
My sister thinks you cheated and honestly I don't blame her
Cause moving on that quick is way too strange of a behavior
And I bet that he's happy cause he sees you posting pictures
But dog I bet my life she thinks about me when you're with her

He don't want you like I want you
He don't need you like I need you
He don't see you how I see you
He don't breathe you how I breathe you

When you know it
So tell me what the fuck you see in him
We both know you still love me so you shouldn't be with him
You should be with me
Right here in my home right here all alone making' love until the morn'
You love how I turn you on
And one thing that I love and hate the most
Is people always change but the memories don't

And lately I can't even eat lately I've been feeling ill
When you cannot sleep at night
That's when you know shit is real
You don't even need a gun
You don't even need a pill
If you ever wanna die
Fall in love and you'll get killed

Hello from the other side
I must have called a thousand times
To tell you I'm sorry for everything that I've done
But when I call you never seem to be home
Hello from the outside
At least I can say that I've tried
To tell you I'm sorry for breaking your heart
But it don't matter it clearly doesn't tear you apart anymore