Scarian: Calm Mind

Scar's Perspective-




"And then I've been wanting to spend more time with him and talk to him and like hold his hand and stuff and- do you know what this means?" Scar asked.

He was ranting to Jimmy while pacing in his room.

He had just helped Grian calm down and was panicking because he's been wanting to tell Grian that he loves him.

"I mean, I thought I was straight but now I'm having feelings for Grian, like I want to be MORE than friends!" Scar continued.

Jimmy was sitting on his bed, nodding to everything Scar was saying.

"Please help." Scar said, collapsing on the ground.

Jellie meowed and batted Scar's nose.

"Aww, hey there Jellie. Do you know what any of this means?" Scar asked, cuddling with his cat.

His cat just purred to be in the arms of his loving owner.

"Well, it seems to me that you like Grian." Jimmy said simply.

"Yeah, but... do you think I'm gay then?" Scar asked.

Jimmy tapped his chin, "Have you ever liked girls?"

Scar thought.

I guess I never have... it seems like I've always had feelings for boys, but I thought those were just in a friendly way!

"...no." Scar said slowly.

Jimmy smiled, "You don't have to find out who or what you are today. Right now, we're just figuring out that your feelings for Grian are romantic and you want to be in a relationship with him."

"Is this how you feel around Scott?" Scar asked.

Jimmy froze.

"No but actually, how do you feel around him. I feel like I'm going insane."

Jimmy bit his lip and sighed, "I... I do feel that way around him. I want to be in a relationship with him, I want to tell him how much I love him and how cute and fun he is. How he's good at so many things. But I don't have enough confidence to do so."

Scar nodded.

"I wish he could just... know. Like we don't have to go through this." Jimmy said.

"...yeah..."

Scar's phone buzzed

"Who's that?" Jimmy asked.

"Grian." Scar said, answering the phone call

"Hey, G, what's up?

"I need your help."

"What?" Scar said.

Jimmy gave him a confused look.

Grian laughed, "It's not like a mental health thing I just needed your help with something and Tim's not home."

"Yeah, Tim's at my place."

"Oh. Well, would you mind if I ask you a question?"

"Go ahead."

Oh god is he going to ask me out?

"I just needed your help with the science homework." Grian said.

Scar rolled his eyes.

"Please I don't understand it!" Grian whined, "I've been having a bad day, alright?"

Scar laughed, "Did the shot- "

"Yes, my arm hurts like fucking hell."

"Woah, woah! Since when do you curse?"

"Whenever I'm fucking pissed that's when." Grian said.

"Alright, alright, I get it. I'll call you back in a couple of minutes, Tim's mom is coming to pick him up now."

"Okay, thanks Scar."

"Course G!"

Scar then hung up.

"What was that about?" Jimmy asked, "You have no idea how weird it is to hear you talking and not Grian."

"Grian just needed help with science homework, and he's really pissed."

"Yeah, I heard you ask him why he was cursing."

"Jim! Your mom's here!" Scar's mom yelled.
"Oop, come on." Scar led Jimmy out front and waved goodbye.

Now time to call Grian and help him calm down.

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