WARNING : Please don't read.. Just please... don't... P.S: There's some curse words without cencored too.. and also, I didn't care about my grammar..

I warned you, please don't read this..

(The scene where Envy thought that Kindness was the conselor of all spirits and that reminded him about why Kindness asked him to tell what's his problem to her.)

So...

"Envy?" She calls, looking confused at Envy's acts and sudden silence. "E-Eh..?" He said, snapping out of his thoughts. "Are you alright?" She asks, placing her soft hand on his forehead. He blushes while grabbing her hand and threw it away softly, "Nothing.."

Kindness is more confused after he said that and leave him for a while. 'He's really out of mind. His answer said it all.. I'll make a tea for him.' She thinks. He saw her leaving, making him feel sadder. 'Without saying anything...' he thought, his feelings were very broken right now.

So.. she's just.. it's her normal nature to help every spirits and human.. Meh.. you're too.. 'crazy' Envy...

"Envy?" Kindness said, having two cups of tea in her hands. The emotionless boy didn't reply. He's too deep in his own thoughts. Oh, let alone his thoughts, he's crying while crawling himself right now. Holding his legs and closing his face from everyone.

Yes, he cried

Was that a problem to you?

Kindness put down the tea on the table, getting closer to Envy. "Vy'..?" She calls his name softly while observing him. Of course, she got no replies from the crawling-crying boy right in front of her. She was scared to do anything at first but decide to shake his body a bit which she did.

"W-What..??"

He finally replied and looked at her with tears still rolling down his cheek, his expressions clearly said that his emotions mixed altogether with anger, sadness, disappointment, etc. Yeah, maybe some of you will say that he's weak, small, useless, 'crazily' seek for attention or whatshoever. Or maybe some of you said that he didn't suffered enough but he actually did. He did suffered, suffered more than all of you thought.

(That Transformation Arc, Sin Assault Arc, Preparation Arc, The Sacrifice of the Lamb Arc (Wrath's one..), even the Calm Night Sub-Arc (Hopefully there's Kindness..), and of course the Daemonium Kingdom Arc. Plus, this new Dark Refugee Arc. Why didn't I count Paradox Arc in? Well, he's tbh not really suffered in that arc, Rion is more.. //slap Did you still said that he didn't suffered enough?)

First of all, he's not weak, not at all..
He's not useless, NEVER EVER. Hohoho, seek for attention things? Bruh, he really need support. You know how he suffered right, RIGHT? Oh, maybe you don't. No, yes .. you really DON'T!

He's. Just. A. Spirit. That. Need. Someone. To. 'Love'. Him.

To 'love' him sincerely, whatever the kind of love was it.

He's. Just. A. Spirit. That. Need. Someone. To. Care. For. Him.

Man, maybe you never ever felt how it was to be as lonely as him, As suffered as him, and as stressful as him. Girl, he just needs a little attention. Is that wrong? Maybe it's wrong, but .. seriously? He's just a spirit... that need.. something that he can find 'special' in his heart so that he can protect it.

He just need that thing to be 'happy' like the usual 'you', the usual 'me', the usual 'all of us'. Happiness, he just needed that like everyone else. Or.. maybe you'd like to be in Sorrow's side, haha.. Who wouldn't want to be happy?

Happiness came from the slightest simple thing

He's wrong if he got that 'simple thing' ,eh? Eh??

Good, whatever you said, I'm just going to tell you.. that I don't fucking care.

I was just writting everything out so my heart would feel better..

It's been too long since I wanted to write and publish this.. until today...

Courage came to my house with someone (?) [Not with Violy, sadly //slap]

"En..vy?" She said, kind of shock to see him crying all of the sudden.

It's NOT just b/c of the reason that I wrote in the very 1st place.. geez...

It's because of lot of REASONS

That fuck boy too? Yes to the yes, dude.

I'll write ALL the reasons, sadly is that I'm too lazy. But I'll do right away if I have the time. From the hints thing and such. And lastly, whatever you think of this:
A. Alright, it made me (insert negative words/sentences/whatever) [Maybe 'hate' (?)] him even more.
B. It made me (insert positive blablabla)

Whatever you choose or said, I'll just say thank you.

Yes, thank you. Thank you very much. Thanks for reading this rant/vent that I had made even though I put a 'warning' in the first place. Thanks for reading this even though you have more other important/useful things to do put there.

Thanks, thank you very much

(Even though I known that whoever read this will be just a few of my close friends, not the some of the people that I want to say 'shit' to.. Nevertheless, let my heart 'stay with Serenity' first.. I really must calm myself down.)

[And.. oh! The story, pardon me..]

She touched his head slowly yet softly, "Envy.. please lo--" Well, before she could finish her words, he interrupted her; "No, please.. don't say anything.. Just.. leave me alone.. please.." She sighed before finally hugging him, making him shocked. "G-Get out! I said leave me alone!!" He said, trying to get out from her hug.

"No.. please.. listen to me first, Vy'.." She said, hugging him tightly to prevent him for escaping. "Stupid Fox!! Let me go!!" He shouts, his emotions release all the things. That anger, sorrow, feel useless things and whatever.. Finally and strangely and hopefully, he didn't struggle anymore.

Kindness quickly looked at him after realizing his sudden acts, only to find Envy cried and cried and cried and cried. (You get it..) *sobs* "There, there.. everything will be--" Kindness said but got cut off again. "No.." he said, crying in her hug. "E-Everything wouldn't be alright.." he continues, releasing the hug and ran quickly.

"Envy!!!"

How would it be alright if she will-- seriously? In a million spirits and human. Why would it had to be her?! HE EVEN DESERVED HER BETTER THAN MEEE!!! AAAAAAA

{Me: *Slapped the table* SHIT! ALRIGHT! I HAD DIED. WARTY! PLEASE!

Wartortle: A-Alright?}

He destroyed everything in his way, not matter if he got hurted by doing it. "ENVY!!!" Stop calling my name.. I didn't deserved anything... I didn't deserved you.. even though that.. "Envyyyy!!!"

He stopped

{Me: WHATTTT? WAIT-- WHAT?
Wartortle: W-What?}

"E--"

She got tackled to the ground by his hug [Me: The pose--]

"E-Eh..?" She said while blushing. "Stupid fox.. no, Kindness.. please don't.. don't chase me again..." he said. "W-Why..?" Kindness asks, hugging him back and tighten it. "Because .. I love you.."

*blush*

"Wait, what?.."

{Me: WARTY! WHAT ARE YOU--
Wartortle: Wait..}

"But.. He deserved you.. better than me..."

"He..? Envy, I don't know what you're talking about except.."

"Kindness.."

Her eyes widened, she's shocked to see that Envy's color was getting faded and faded.

{Me: ...
Warty: ?? (Am I wrong?)
Me: Thanks..
Warty: Eh??}

"E-Envy.."

"Sorry.. it's been too long.. Why did you even care about me? Silly fox.."

"I-It's because.. I have always love you!!"

*blush*

"I-- I had always love you.."

"Really.. Kindness?"

"Yes, Vy'.. please.. don't go... you were the one who said that to me when... I wanted to go home at night.."

"Sorry.. I'm so sorry.. but Faith said that this dragon fate is to be dead.."

"But .. what if we could change .. it?"

He giggles, his colour glows. She cried, holding his hands tightly. For a very 'long time', finally he smiled. "Maybe it's already too late.. Kindy..." he said, hugging her.

"And it's all my fault.. I'm so--"

"It's not!!"

"Eh..??"

She hugged him even though that he has faded most of his colour. "Sorry.." he said, hugging her back even if it feel nearly impossible. "Envy..." she said, crying in his chest until the tears rolled down on the ground. "I love you.. Be happy like you usually are, okay?" He said, smiling sincerely while petting her head.

"Envyyy!!!! I- I-- don't know.. what to say.. I love you too.."

"Stupid Fox have to be strong like she usually been.."

"En-- Stupid Baka Dragon!!"

He laughed

She cried, but she tried to laugh..

He hugged her again, "I love you.. send my love to all the juniors especially Spite, Jealousy, Slander and Murder.. and also the Sins.. sorry to bo-"

"Stop.."

"I'll tell all of them.." she said while wiping her tears, smiling all of the sudden. He smiled too with tears rolling down his face. "Thanks so much, Love you Kindness.. Take care, I'm sorry that I can't--" his words got cut off by Kindness kissing him. (...) "..Kindness.." "I understood... Envy.."

"Thank you-"

"I love you and will always do, Vy'.. I'll always wait for you.."

He smiles

For the last  time.

"I love you too, Kindy.."

And then.. the colours faded into the sky, became a green glittering light and small round objects.

After a couple of secs, ..

She sat down and cried...

I'll always wait for you..

What would you do to change your Faith?

Faith can be change by your own hands~

Keep your heads up and 'fly' to reach your 'dream'

Change. The. Faith. If. Need.

{Warty: There~
Me: .. *speechless* Thanksssss *hugs*
Warty: You're welcome~ *hugs back*
#pleaseignoredthissceneeverywhere}

NB: Done.. Thanks for r3ading~ I really appreciates it~ *threw some love and cookies* ❤💕❤💕❤💕❤💕❤💕