Chapter 27- Her Past.

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" Past is a poison, such poison that don't let a person live his or her present. So we should always forget it because whatever happens, always happens for our own benefits. But even after forgetting what happened, you should never forget what lessons it taught you because it will make you perfect in near future giving you happiness and prosperity."

~ withbeautifulwings.

LOCATION- THE OBEROI HOTEL, MARINE LINES (MUMBAI)

(VAISHNAVI POV)

"Vaishnavi I know you too have a bad past but you are not sure and not comfortable to tell me about it. I understand it and respect your decision but I just wanted to tell you can trust me and tell me what happened. So I am asking you this question and if you want to say you can tell me.

So Vaishnavi what happened in your past that you are soo much allergic to relationships..?"

I took a deep breathe and looked at his eyes deeply.

"Do you really want to know what happened..?"
I asked him and he nodded.

"As long as you want to tell him. If you don't want to it's okay... I can understand..?"
With a gentle smile he said. That smile somehow gave me courage and strength to remember that horrid incident again.

"I don't want to talk here. Let's go some where else."
I said as I wanted to breathe some fresh air and not the air coming from AC.

"Okay let's go, I will take you to the place which has fresh air."
I smiled at how he understood my unspoken words.

He took me to Juhu Beach. There were less people as it was monsoon season. As soon as I got down of the car, cool air hit me hard giving me goosebumps but some how I was enjoying it.

Some pictures of Juhu Beach at night 👆
(Beautiful, right...?)

I again took a deep breathe to take in fresh air of the beach and reveal what I was hiding from a long time.

"Okay so listen....

I was just 15 years old when one of my friend told me that some one likes me and that some one was close to her. He was none other than her own twin brother. She knew that I am just attracted to her but then too she tried to deceive me that it's love.... She deceived me that I love him when I was just attracted to him.... And I being immature, thought that whatever she is telling is truth. But what I didn't knew was that she was trying to set me with her brother only because he loved me madly even when she knew that I didn't.

She continued telling me.. no.. I should say that she deceived me for few days and I being stupid agreed to each and every thing she told me. Then he proposed me and I immediately said yes. Let me tell you I was a very hard girl to impress but I didn't knew what happened that time...I agreed to him as if I was under some spell.

And do you know what..? With in the span of 24 hours every one in our class even when I told him not to do so. I even told him that I can't tell my parents about it because they will not agree to this relationship but then to he told our classmates about it.

After some days, I told about my relationship to one of my closest friend. She was really very angry and the first sentence she spoke made my eyes open... Her words broke that spell which was created on me.

Do you know what she said..?

She said, " Vaishnavi where your conscience is..? Do you even realise that you never saw your future with him...?"

And that's when I realised what mistake I have done. He was in love with me madly... He made me his conquering thing which is not love... Its lust.

And whatever she said was true... I never saw my future with him. Only he used to talk about it while I used to just listen. He used to let me where he wants to marry me...how many children does he wants...and so on. But he never asked me what I want.

That's when I realised..... My friend made me realise that he isn't the one.

She told me to break up before it's too late. Firstly I was very reclutant to do so as from doing it I will break his heart and he will lose his belief in love.

But the very next day he did some thing which made me disgusted by him.

He tried to kiss me without my permission and when I said no, he started questioning me if I am cheating on him or what. I was soo angry at that time.... So furious that I broke with him.

What the next day happened made my whole world crash onto my feets."

I tried my best to control my voice but at the end I wasn't able to do that. My whole body sparked up when I felt his arms around me... Jimmy was hugging me. It felt soo nice... It gave me a sense of protection.

"He said every one that he saw me kissing a other guy and I was cheating on him. He also edited some chats of ours and sent it to each and every person in the school.

I was soo embarrassed.... I was embarrassed from myself thinking why I let him be my boyfriend at the first place.

I was abused, not physically but mentally.

But my friend was always there for me, she made every one realise what wrong deeds they did by believing that bastard. And because of that I got strength.

The next day, in the front of the whole school I slapped him soo hard that he fell down and kept beating him till he was begging me.

I moved on but that insult at school is still alive in my heart and that's the reason

Why I am allergic to relationships..."

I took a deep breathe as I finished narrating him the whole story. I realised that I was still in his embrace. He slowly clutched my shoulders and made me look at him. His hands travelled from my cheeks to my chin rubbing some thing which made me realise that I was crying from so long.

"Vaishnavi don't cry it hurts seeing you cry."
He said making me smile. I rubbed my face and dipped my tears.

"See now I am not crying. Now don't get hurt."
As I said we both bursted out laughing.

Then he suddenly went in his infamous serious mode and I smiled as I know where it was going. Not gonna lie.... I was waiting for it from the day I realised that I.....

"Vaishnavi I want to confess some thing very important which I realised all long when I was staying here with you.....

I don't know how but ........

I love you Vaishnavi.....

___________End the chp- 24___________

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