Song : My Dilemma - Selena Gomez

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The Kiss

Last night our lips met and we kissed
Lingering, heavenly bliss
It was only a kiss but look what it did
My knees got weak, I felt sick
But in a good way
Light headed, I swayed
I held on to you, begged you to stay

You kissed me fast and then slow
Our tongues hungrily said hello
Without us saying a word
Our bodies melted, we glowed
Held each other tighter
While our eyes spoke

My heart raced
My belly ached
Curled toes, in a passionate woe
I shivered, I felt the earth quake
Cold sweat all over my face
I almost said I love you babes
Silly...
That couldn't be
How could a kiss do this to me?

Written by: Charmaine Wallace

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Next day Sanyukta woke up at 10.00 am with a heavy head. It was a Saturday so it didn't matter how late she woke up. She sat on her bed clutching her head when all the events of past night revolved in her mind.

The dress... the party... stupid men... dance... Aryan's parents... home back... movie... and...

As soon as the kiss was remembered Sanyukta's hand automatically reached upto her lips as she gasped. Her lips were still a bit swollen and tingy from the kiss Randhir and she have shared.

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God!! I kissed him. It had been my dream that he would be my first kiss. And last night my wish was fulfulled and it was not in my dreams but for real. And i would be lying if i say it didn't feel good! This reality felt so better than my dreams!!!

His lips were like rose petals so soft which i never expected to be. And the kisses we shared held a lot of meaning and after knowing i am his first kiss like he is mine and like me even he wanted me to be his first makes me feel out of the world.

The faint memories of kiss kept replaying in my mind and the blush on my cheeks deepened. I feel like a love sick teenager but i could care less cause my first kiss was with the one i love and i guess it would make anyone feel this way if one gets something what they want after years of craving and sacrifices.

And that's when realisation hit me!! What have i done?? Kissed a guy who was already dating who wasn't mine now. With whom i have lost my chance long back. The time when i rejected him and that too not even once but twice breaking his heart in pieces and now he is with someone else i cant do this.

I can't break someone else's heart for my selfish reasons no matter what they say. This has happened once but i can't let it be repeated cause then i would be destroying someone else's happiness and that shouldn't be done to anyone. I have to keep my guards up. I have to keep my distance!

But the kiss... It wasn't that long, and it certainly wasn't the kind of kiss one sees in the movies these days, but it was wonderful in its own way, and all I can remember about the moment is that when our lips touched, I knew this memory would last forever. The lips i always dreamt of kissing will now never be missed cause now i have a beautiful memory of them. Sanyu... i guess you have to leave with the memory cause you can'tbe the reason of someone else's pain.

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Sanyukta dashed inside her bathroom and after getting ready she went towards the kitchen to make breakfast.

Randhir woke up at 10.30 with a smile on his face which was not ready to die. He didn't need to think anything about last night as it was engraved in his head and was sent to his collection of "Best Memories" part of his brain.

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The kiss!! It's the best thing i have utilised my mouth for. I had never thought i would be able to kiss her. Though it has always been reserved for but all the problems between us had made me think i will die with "Virgin Lips". But gere i am having the best memory of it and i still plan to have bundles of them and no matter what she says i could see it that she liked it as much as i did. Last night my mind kept replaying the kiss until sleep took over me and now here i am again with that same memory replaying.

The kiss.. i remember how it felt when my lips finally touched hers. Sparks had flew in every direction, and it seemed the world was slowly disappearing around us, along with all of our worries, our troubles and our problems. She made me feel like none of that mattered. At first it was a small yet warm kiss. I honestly never knew a kiss so innocent could be so intimate and electrifying. And then when again we kissed and her lips were moving in perfect sync, my hands feeling her waist; I had pulled her closer, the kiss deeper, more passionate. I had felt her hands on the back of my neck playing with the ends of my hair. A smile grew on my face thinking about it. I don't want this to end. Not ever. And i will do everything in my hands to keep it like this.

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Randhir after getting ready walked towards kitchen. Randhir came and saw Sanyukta busy making breakfast in the kitchen. He smiled and walked towards her silently and took her in a back hug and felt her body stiffen.

Randhir : What happened!??

Sanyukta : You.. you know this is wrong... we.. we shouldn't be doing this.. getting this close.. you know you have someone waiting out there. You would be betraying her!

Randhir turned her towards him and look at her face and smiled while putting some of her hair locks behind.

Randhir (leaning closer) : Does it feel wrong??

Sanyukta (fumbled) : I.. i..

Randhir (softly) : I know. Why not we just go with the flow and see where it leads us!

Sanyukta (Stepping Back) : No... we have to stop. Last night we were drunk. Things happened which shouldn't have happened. But now when they are done we shouldn't be repeating it.

Randhir : Give me one reason why it is wrong and i will leave your way.

Sanyukta : Its... its che.. cheating!

Randhir : Nope its not that kind of cheating. More like...skipping ahead. If you like someone, you should have to make an effort. You should have to get to know the person--you should have to work for that first kiss. And we did. Cause we both know.from the start we have that special so.ething that will make us end up together. We feel it and we can't deny it.

Sanyukta : No.. its not...

Randhir (Cuts her in middle) : I'll help you, in all your reasonings if you admit since our first kiss you have not imagined us together so many times that the images of us haunt you even in this daylight and now has made you sour for the touch of any other man.

A blush appeared on Sanyukta's cheeks cause she knew he was right cause that is all she had thought the whole time after she had woke up no matter what her resolutions were.

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What can i even say to him he knows me so well like the back of his hand. And when my heart is in a conflict itself with my resolution itself how can i form words and with him standing so near my mind can't even form words. One half of me wants him and the other half denies it. What should i say?? What should i do?? Why does he have to always be my dilemma!!?

He leaned forward and i woke up from the daze i was in i tried to move back but he reached out and pulled me to him, one hand on my waist and the other behind my neck.

Before i could protest I'm silenced by his right hand cupping my chin and ear, his left hand flattening against my ribs as he gently pushed me back against the wall.
I can feel the cold wall pressing into my back, cold and rough. He tipped my head up and lowered his lips on mine. I closed my eyes and melted as my whole body was consumed in that kiss. I was nothing yet I was everything. Chills ran over my skin, and fire burnt inside me. His body pressed closer to mine, and I wrapped my arms around his neck. His lips were warmer and softer than anything I could have imagined, yet fierce and powerful at the same time. Mine responded hungrily, and I tightened my hold on him. His fingers slid down the back of my neck, tracing its shape, and every place they touched was electric. But perhaps the best part of all that was that I, Sanyukta Agarwal, guilty of constantly analyzing the world around me, well, I stopped thinking. And it was glorious. At least, it was until I started thinking again.

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