Luke filled with nervousness as he landed the X-wing at the Death Star- he never understood how that was possible- he was there alone, no one was there to help him, not his father, not Obi-Wan, nobody. He was getting used to the dark rooms in the station, the only place with proper light was where he spoke to Han a week earlier, he had spent a whole week doing nothing, the training wasn't going well and all he could think about was that smirk. There was something about Han that intrigued him, he didn't know what it was, but there was definitely something, and he wasn't going to leave the place until he found out what it was.

He took his lightsaber and ignited it as he walked inside the room where it all started, it was empty, no one was there, luckily there was a bit of light so Luke could see without having to use his saber as a flashlight, we walked further from the entrance and started looking for someone, anyone. He didn't care who it was, he didn't feel safe, he knew it had been too easy to get there and to walk inside the room without having to fight anyone.

He checked the whole room until the door suddenly closed, the young boy sighed, he ignited his saber but didn't turn to face whoever was at the door "well, well, well, look who's here, didn't you have enough last time?" the Jedi closed his eyes, knowing who it was but not knowing what could happen next "Awe, why won't you look at me?" Han pouted, "I know you don't like me, but c'mon, it's impolite to not look at someone when they talk to you" the rebel rolled his eyes and turned to face the Sith, who smirked.

Luke then remembered that his saber was still ignited, he walked to Han and the two sabers clashed, the youngest of the two was starting to feel anxious, but before he could hit the Sith again, the oldest dropped his lightsaber, luke was confused for a couple of seconds but then thought that was his chance, he went to kill Han, that was all he wanted at that moment, but got  caught up by a kiss... a kiss? What was going on? Why wasn't Luke's saber killing Han? Why was Luke not pulling back? And most importantly, why the fuck was Han kissing him? Neither of the two knew the answer to any of those questions, Luke dropped his saber and closed his eyes, kissing the Sith back.

After a few seconds, both of them realized what they were doing and pulled back, and without a word, Han left. Luke stood there, speechless, not knowing what to do, did he really kiss back? What was wrong with him? How could he hide that from his father? And what about the Council? Just a if it was fate, Anakin walked inside the room, Luke didn't know what he was doing there but that was the least of his worries. "Did you find something?" He asked

The young boy frowned and shook his head "What are you doing here?" He asked, he was surprised that he could ask without stuttering, he always did when he was nervous and he'd never been more troubled in his life, Anakin chuckled, and Luke tilted his head, waiting for an answer, "Well?"

"There was no way I'd let you come alone after what happened last time, especially after talking to you the other day" the boy's hands started sweating, why did he have to bring that up now? Flashes of what just happened started crossing his mind and he started feeling butterflies in his stomach, he really hoped it was because he was nervous and not because of some other thing, Luke was snapped back to reality as his father spoke "are you alright? your knees are shaking" the master pointed out

"Uh... y-yeah, I'm... fine" he lied, giving his father a fake smile, the young Jedi mentally punched himself for stuttering and thinking there was a chance Anakin believed him

Master Skywalker didn't believe him and they both knew it, he chuckled "Okay then, tell me what happened before I got here, and don't you dare saying nothing because you're trembling, nervous and you were standing still, lot in your thoughts when I walked through that door"

Did he really have to tell him? He'd get really pissed off if he found out, but he couldn't lie, he would find out sooner or later and it'd be worse than it'd possibly be "I can't tell you" the boy mumbled, 'great choice of words, Luke. I bet he'll stop asking now' he thought as he mentally facepalmed, his father raised his eyebrows in suspicion and Luke sighed "I... he... he kinda kissed me?" he stuttered, Anakin frowned, knowing there was something more to the story "and... maybe, just maybe I... kissed back?"

"You did what?!" His father exclaimed

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Han left the room, millions of questions crossed his mind and the answers he gave himself were the most ridiculous responses he'd ever imagined

Why the fuck did I kiss him?

To distract him, so he wouldn't hurt you

Why did he kiss back?

Because he was surprised

Why did I leave?

It was instinct

Why did I not fight back?

Because you didn't feel like it

What is wrong with me?

You're dumb

No, I'm not

Yes, you are

No.

Yes

He couldn't understand what was going on in his mind, he liked being in control of his actions but he wasn't this time.

He thought back to what had just happened, he kissed Luke, Luke kissed him back and then he left... but there was something that wasn't right, he actually liked it... but why?

Then, those questions crossed his mind again, but the answers made a bit more sense

Why the fuck did I kiss him?

Just because

Why did he kiss back?

Maybe, just maybe, he likes you

Why did I leave?

You were afraid of rejection

Why did I not fight back?

Because you didn't want to hurt him

What is wrong with me?

You like him

No, I don't

Yes, you do

No.

Yes

Han got to his room and slammed the door, he sat on the floor as just one thing crossed his mind over and over again 'You like him'

AYEEE UPDATE BC I HADN'T UPDATED IN TOO LONG!! SKYSOLO IS BECOMING A THING, HOW EXCITING!! I KNOW IT WAS TOO FAST BUT I WANTED IT TO BE SO A FEW THINGS IN THE FUTURE MAKE SENSE

HAN LIKES LUKE

LUKE LIKES HAN

AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO IS HAPPY ABOUT THIS?????

I DONT KNOW IF ILL BE ABLE TO UPDATE UNTIL NEXT TUESDAY BC ITS THE LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL AND I HAVE TO DO A 20 MIN. LONG PRESENTATION ON FRIDAY AND THAT SHIT IS AN ENTIRE SUBJECT SO... YUP

I LOVE Y'ALL

MIRE X