Shawn's P.O.V:

I finally got to my apartment. I unpacked my bags and just laid in my bed. I couldn't cry anymore, because it felt like my eyes were all dried up. It hurt. I got undressed and walked to my bathroom. I had a large bathtub, with jets. I started the water and pulled the drain. I went to my kitchen and got a snack. Why did everything seem so dark? Was I heart broken by what had happened? I had never actually said it until this trip, but I love Cameron Dallas. I love him. And he flat out deserted me. I went back to the bathroom and undressed. Everything seemed so dark. I crawl into the tub and lay down. I play my music, a large Bluetooth speaker was mounted on the wall. After a while the water was high enough and I turned the jets on. Then I laid down far enough to where the water was over my ears. The last thing I remember seeing was the clock. 6:14. After a few minutes not knowingly, I drifted off to sleep, sinking all the way into the water.

Cameron's P.O.V:

I ran directly to Shawn's apartment after parking the car. He was going to be so excited to know that I'm finally free, I'm out and have nothing to hide anymore. I knock on the door and wait. No answer. I looked at my watch. 6:15. Where was he? I stuck my ear to the door. I heard his music playing. Think Cameron. Where does he have a speaker in his house? After a few minutes it hit me. The bathroom! "Shawn open up." I started banging harder on the door. He wasn't thinking about commuting suicide was he? Still no answer on the door. I have to do what my self defense trainer taught me. "Ahhh." My leg rose up, smashing into the door, breaking it open. I ran to Shawn's bedroom and then bathroom. The image I saw was horrible. The tub was almost filled with water, and Shawn's head wasn't sticking out. I ran over and turned off the water pulling Shawn out. I pull him completely out of the tub and started to perform CPR. Push push push. Breath into his mouth. Push push push. Breath into his mouth. I felt his wrist and he had a small heart beat. I kept going until finally water shot out of his mouth. His eyes opened and he started breathing again. Thank God. I pull out my phone and dial 911.

"911 what is your emergency."

"My friend just tried to commit suicide, I performed CPR and he's breathing again but I'm really scared."

"I'm sending emergency services right now. What's the apartment number?"

"209." I hang up the phone and go back to Shawn. "Baby why would you do that?" My hands were rubbing his cheeks, and tears started pouring from my eyes.

"I didn't try to kill myself Cameron, I just fell asleep." Now he's lying to me.

"Shh. Don't talk." I say, pushing my index finger against his lips.

"Cameron you saved me."

"That's what you do for the one you love." My heart skipped a beat at the word love.

"You love me?"

"Shawn, the reason I was scared to come out was because of my mom. So I told her. I told her that I was gay and then I came straight here. There's no one else I want more in this world besides you." Tears of joy streamed down his face.

"Cameron, I'm being honest. I didn't try to kill myself. I would never do that. I really just fell asleep. I've been so exhausted." Was he telling the truth?

"Could you hand me that towel, I'm kinda cold." he said. I just realized he's butt naked. I grabbed the towel and he wrapped it around his waist.

"Dang it." I pout.

"What?" he ask quickly.

"I was enjoying the view." He smiles, snuggling closer to me.

"I'm perfectly fine now."

"Well you should go to the hospital anyways. Just to be safe." I pulled myself closer to him, rocking him back and forth like a baby. "I couldn't imagine loosing you Shawn." He smiled and laid his head against my abs. Soon the ambulance arrived and they loaded Shawn in the back.

"And who are you?" asked the man in the back of the ambulance, stopping me from entering.

"I'm his boyfriend." I say confidently.

"Well sorry, only family members allowed."

"No, I want him to come!" yelled Shawn.

"Fine, just get in." He let me in and I stood by Shawn holding his left hand with both of my hands.

*****

So it turned out that Shawn forgot he had a security  system in his house; even his bathrooms. I called Nash and told him to go retrieve it, because I wasn't going to leave Shawn's side. Nash eventually brought it and we put the D.V.D in Shawn's tv in his hospital room.

"Nash cover your eyes, only I get to see Shawn's goods." I say winking at Shawn. He had scooted over so that both of us could lay down. I had him wrapped up in between my arms. We watched the video and after he had finally gotten in the bathtub I said "ok Nash, you can look." I watched the screen as Shawn lowered his ears below the water. He laid there for a few minutes when his eyes fluttered shut and his head slowly sank into the water.

"See, I was telling the truth!" he said playfully punching my ribs.

"Shawn I'm so sorry I didn't believe you." He really hadn't tried to commit suicide. After a couple of minutes the doctor walked in. I sat up and got out of his bed. "So what's the news?"

"Shawn is perfectly fine physically. I'm going to have to send him to psyche because of his attempted suicide." We explained to the doctor what happened and even showed him the video. "Well then after I'm done with this paperwork, you should be free to go."
I smiled at Shawn as the doctor left.

"Not to stick my nose in your business but are you guys all good now?" questioned Nash. I look at Shawn.

"Nash, Cameron and I are getting better. I'm ready to forgive him, and to start being his boyfriend again." I looked down into his eyes. I crawled back in bed with him, this time us facing each other.

"I love you Shawn." I say, planting a kiss on his lips. Our lips moved in sequence. God how I missed the taste of his lips.

"Well I'm gonna leave you two love birds alone."

"Wait, Nash! Could you please drive us back to Shawn's place, I rode in the ambulance here with him."

"Sure. I'll go get the car started." He left the room. I looked back at Shawn, and laid my forehand against his.

"Don't ever scare me like that again Shawn. I thought I lost you."

His face gets serious and he says "I didn't mean to. But I won't ever again. I couldn't imagine a world where we didn't have each other."

"Neither could I." The doctor discharges Shawn and we stand up to leave. Shawn only has a gown on since he came in a towel. He stood up, flashing me his perfect ass. "I like what I'm seeing Shawn." He blushes embarrassed.

"I don't want all of these people to see my ass Cameron." I walk up behind him, my crotch touching his ass through my pants.

"We'll walk out just like this." I say laughing. We walk out in our strange fashion and find Nash's car. We both sit in the backseat.

"Nash I hope you don't mind my bare ass rubbing against you're leather seats." says Shawn laughing.

"Shut up Shawn." he says rolling his eyes.

"I'm kind of tired." Shawn says to me.

"Well lay down." He's sitting by the left window and I was sitting in the middle. I move over to the right window and Shawn lays down, his head resting in my lap. He closes his eyes and I start to play with his hair. He smiles at the feeling and I keep playing with it. I stop and he fake frowns.

"Don't stop, please?" he says with a cute wining baby face."

"Fine." And I go back to playing with his hair. When we were at the hospital I had called Shawn's apartment complex manager and told them about the broken door. They said it would be fixed in a few hours so it should be done about now. We pull up to Shawn's building, he's asleep now.

"Wake him up Cam." says Nash loudly.

"Shhh! I'll carry him in." Nash gets out and opens the door for me. I drag Shawn out a little bit and lift him into my arms. His legs went over my left arms, and his back rested on my right. It was like I was caring a baby. I felt his ass push against my left arm. He's so fucking cute. I make my way to the elevator and eventually his apartment. The door is fixed and unlocked like requested because neither of us had a key. I pushed it open with my foot and kept walking in. I laid him on the bed. He looked so cute when he slept. I took off all of my clothes except for underwear and laid down next to him. His sleeping body cuddled up against me. I could stay like this for an eternity.