I don't have problems with my reflection
I feeling like my body can't be me
My features can't never reflect my pain
My inside is so much more broken
Maybe I will feel less corrupted
By the thought in my brain
If my body reflected my mind

I feel like I'm rotten inside

I'm going to take care
Of my hair and my skin
Just for feeling more dirty
At the night

Cleaning and isolating
For feeling like things change
Inside my brain

Cleaning for remembering
All the things I own
And how
I don't feel connected at all

Change clothes , hair and aesthetic everyday
For feeling the change

And waiting the night
Waiting of knowing
If I can bleed my pain outside

And hearing music for not
Being in trouble
With my messy mind