You never knew, 

but you were one of the 

only truly real people 

I've ever met 

You don't deserve 

what happened to you

but I know you are

being watched up above

For He is good and kind

at least that's what they teach

Im still trying to decide 

if I believe it

Will you look down on me? 

Now that the cruel world has

let you go like a 

severed balloon string

Goodbye 

I won't give into 

selfish wishes

and ask you to pray for me

But I miss you

and I 

don't know

if that's too much to ask...