I am not a people person.
I need time alone, lots of time.
I prefer the company of animals rather than people.
When I am alone, I talk to myself, to my toys and to imaginary things/people.

I think that I have some sort of split-personality disorder, I keep on thinking, maybe I'm a psychopath, or a sociopath?
I don't know...

I feel crazy, I feel mentally ill.

I imagine 'horrible' things all the time.

Did you know that dreams were so that if you found yourself in a scary place, or a life-or-death situation you could come up with a pre-made solution?

Well, I imagine these 'horrible' situations day and night, so my dreams are a lot worse than my sister's nightmares.

What's worse is that I'm completely comfortable with them, and they don't scare me at all.

I'm scared of being left, abandoned and threatened.

I consider myself insane.

I perfer writing letters to my parents about how I feel rather than telling them, because I'm afraid of what they might say.

They have very strong opinions about things, like men dressing up as women, gay couples and all that gay marrage stuff that went on...
They feel that it's against God to be gay.

I'm afraid of letting them know that I support gay, and that I believe that God made us the way we are and if you are gay then that's okay with him.

I don't feel able to tell my parents that I quite like horror and gore, because they don't.

My parents want to see if my sister has any mental health issues, other than her epilepsy.

I want to see if I have any, but I feel I can't because Mum and Dad don't know what I do when I'm alone, and although they think they know me, they don't know what my head is like, or that I have multiple personalities.

They don't know that I think that I have a mental health issue, or even several...

I want to tell them all this.

I just wonder what they might think.

I just wonder if they might see who I really am.

Or whether they might let me see if I have mental health issues at all, without saying no first...