What the hell am I doing here!

Says the same thought running in circles through my mind as Keiko and Elena held each of my arms and dragged me into their newest mission. Platinum Kink, a female-friendly adult entertainment store. A place where their slogan of satisfying your needs will have you cuming and going. Three times I tried to turn around and escape, climb a tree, or jump in the nearest trash bin. Nevertheless, they had a bison grip on me that I couldn't get out of.

My date with Riley was wonderful, but once I mentioned the steamy bits never seemed to make it beyond intense make-out sessions they decided I was the problem for Riley's obvious "cock block". Therefore, kidnapping me and dragging me to this sinful place of sultry on the East side of Ocean Streetwalk. Ha! Streetwalk, it made sense and fit!

The exterior was quite plain besides the beautiful glowing letters of purple and pink, but on the inside...more purple and pink. I felt like I was stepping into the neon limelight of the '80s. The countertop and wall banners had purple and pink light trails, a sitting area had mushroom chairs, white fuzzy carpets, and shiny bedazzles stringing along with the doorways. Then behold, the wall of shelves lined with erotic products.

"My innocence." I whimpered as I tried to turn around.

My friends held onto me while I stiffly held onto them as if I were going through a haunted house. "Will you stop it." Keiko scolded, "You act as you've never seen a sex toy before."

"Not lately." I pointed out.

"Come on," Elena teased. "You as bad as Evelyn, climbing into the closest the second I mention such."

"I knew I should have gone in with her."

Keiko tilted her head to the side. "Funny, I didn't get that vibe from her."

"Oh she's not shy," Elena explained, "She just prefers to shop online and hates outside people."

They led me to the back wall and was trying to couch me into something when the hostess decided to make her way towards us. It was a small store and unluckily didn't have that many customers when we decided to walk in. She was a tall slender African American woman, and very pretty too. Her hair was in a curly bun with light highlights sporting red lipstick and these crazy fun dangling triangles for earrings. She fit the shop style that's for sure.

"Hello ladies, anything I can help you with?"

All my friends were taller than me and looked so much as adults, I'm surprised my height and choice of style didn't get me tagged for an ID the second I walked in.

"We're helping our friend shop for her first self sensual experience." Keiko beamed.

The woman smiled at me with flattery, "And you came to Nakita?"

"I had too." I pout, too embarrassed to explain my hostage situation.

"Well, honey what is it that you're looking for." she asked so politely, "Clit vibes? Wands? Rabbit stimulators? A little nudge and wink?"

"....a noose to hang myself." I cut her off as I tried to even understand half of the things she just listed.

"You'll have to forgive her," Keiko leaned forward and covered my ears before whispering to the hostess, "She's a virgin."

"I can hear you," I told her.

I thought Nakita was going to burst with excitement. With her ever sweet smile and an angel's grace, she reached for me and gently pulled me from my friend's grip to have her all to myself.

"Honey, I know exactly what it's like to try something new in this category. I was an absolute mess and believe back in my day we had to hide from our own mothers. Rest assured you are in a safe comfort zone when you walk through those doors and your privacy will be protected."

I was starting to like this Nakita chick. "Sex is healthy and should be fun and exciting whether you are alone or with a partner." She continued, "Trust me, toys can help give you an idea of what you like and what your into before you take a big step with a person. It makes things less scary and no one got to know your business. So tell me, what is the little one looking for."

"I think I have guy problems."

"Honey, don't we all!"

"Well, digging into the point. My current boyfriend and I aren't looking for a serious relationship which is cool but it seems like every time we get into each other...kiss wise...my head knows it wants to go further but my body just won't." This was the worst thing I ever had to explain to a stranger. "You see, I've had medical problems down there at a young age so I don't know it's me...or something else."

"She's a cancer survivor," Keiko added in.

"Bless your little soul." Nakita looked at me in awe. "Me too baby, breast cancer, four years gone, and staying strong."

"That is wonderful." I truly meant that. Cancer has wiped out most of my family and despite my father's ignorance, I was lucky to have survived mine.

Nakita leaned down toward me, "Might a make a suggestion?"

"Sure."

Reaching up she grabbed a small delicate pink box. "Go with these."

"What is it?" I asked jokingly looked at the lace bottoms pictured on the box. "Edible underwear."

"Oh no honey, those are over there by the candy rack." Elena's eyes grew wide, and she broke from the pack. Rushing in the direction Nakita pointed. "No, these are comfortable, self-stimulation panties. Easy and discreet with a tiny remote with four settings."

I knew I wasn't allowed to leave unless I came out of the store with something so to keep my friend from wanting me to try dildos or god only knows what else, I took Nakitas advice. Now I'm a proud owner of kinky underwear.

Safely in my room, I found myself unwrapping my unique gift and sitting on the edge of the bed...just staring at them. Spreading them out I inserted my free battery and examined the remote. Taking it for a test run I pressed the first nob and the panties hummed.

"They're alive." I gasped throwing a pillow on them and pressing down. You really couldn't hear anything which was comforting to me.

Proceeding with stage two. On the plus side, they were black and very cute and fit comfy. I could wear them as normal if I wanted to. Now came the real challenge, slipping on my sweatpants I sit on the bed and just stared at the remote. My finger hovering of the lowest setting. Could I get electrocuted by this thing?

"I don't want to touch it!" I squeaked, who the fuck squeaks? Taking a deep breath I calmed my mind, "Grow up! Mam didn't raise no little bitch."

With that self-encouragement, I held my breath, shut my eyes, and slowly pressed the button. During their activation, I twitched but didn't freak out like I thought I would and released my breath. Feeling more like a gentle massaged I let it drag out a little longer before sliding up on my bed and resting my head back on my pillows.

"Relax...take it nice and slow," I repeated Nakita's advice to myself. "Find what you like."

I pressed two enhancing myself and then three and the friction shifted a great deal that I nearly brought my legs up in a ball. This was nice and I felt my body begin to respond. I took a breath and gave in to the pleasure of the device and tried to focus my imagination on someone. I figured I would take turns thinking about Riley and Andrew and surely the way my body is reacting, I'll know my answer about which one I have feelings for.

Stupid decision ever.

"Surprise!" Riley cheered as he opened my bedroom. "I can't stay long but I've got something to show you!"

I nearly screamed and jumped out of bed. Tossing the tiny remote somewhere in the bed. Forcing myself to act normal and fumbling the sheets for that damn thing was nearly impossible with your boyfriend in the room. I saw the device on the floor and was just about to grab it when Riley came into the room and stepped on it, cranking the setting to its highest. I shuddered and recoiled over as you've just punched me in the gut.

"Oh dear god," I cried out.

"Are you okay?" Riley asked concerned, "Why are you twitching?"

"Charlie horse," I gasped. "Legs asleep...very painful...but what did you want to say?"

Crossing my legs tightly, I had to stop the eyes from rolling into the back of my head as Riley pulled the paper out of his coat pocket. "It's your submission to the gallery. You got accepted."

"That's great!" I whimpered...practically moaned.

"Are you sure you alright love? You're trembling."

"I'm fine," I swallowed hard and tried to catch my breath. "Give a minute to walk this cramp off. Evelyn should have tea on the stove around this time...I'll meet you in there to celebrate."

"Sure," Riley leaned in and kissed my cheek.

 His foot released the pressure on the device, bringing it back down to one. The second he was out of the room and my door was closed my legs gave out and I crashed to the floor. Crawling I grabbed that damn remote and not only turned it off but ripped the battery right out of it.

Well...that didn't go as planned.

Gif had me laughing at this chapter. I do love the Golden Girls and it fits so perfectly hahaha!