19. First love is First love
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Divorce paper fell down from Manik's hand when he saw the signature of Nandini. He was sure that she loved Abhi but somewhere, deep in his heart , he was feeling that she loved him but by giving divorce she made everything clear to him that she didn't love him. He started crying loudly making sound and with in next moment, he collapsed down on floor and then he started crying holding the divorce paper . For him , she was his world and she was his first love , he never thought that this will happen one day and he have to let her go with someone else. The feeling of seeing your lover with other man is like someone is stabbing your heart again and again. "Nandini , i love you , i can't live without you"he screamed loudly , like he wanted that she should hear him and come back to him.
Listening his voice , Mukti came out of her room. She got shocked to see his condition , After their parent death, she had never seen him before like this , even when their sister and her husband lost their life in accident , he didn't cry like this but love broke him completely , she also couldn't able to control her tears after seeing him crying like this.
"Bhai , what happened?"she asked in crying tone after sitting beside him. " Mukti , she loves Abhi , Nandini loves Abhi " Saying this he cried more and Mukti also cried with him became she loved Abhi. " today she has given me divorce , she doesn't love me , from 6 month , she was doing a favour on me by loving me , she never loved me , she always loved Abhi , everything was a lie , her confession was a lie"his each and every word was showing that how much he broke down "What should i do , Mukti , I can't live without her" he asked looking at crying Mukti.
"Bhai , We have to move on , the person whom we love , they are happy with each other , for them , we should also live happily, For Nandini happiness, you should live happily otherwise , she will never able to live happily after seeing you crying like this" Mukti tried to make him understand because she had accepted the truth that Abhi loved Nandini.
"Mukti , for now i have sent pari to Cabir house but when she will come back and ask for her mother , what i will say to her , Mukti Nandini is our life , Nandini is pari's life , i won't be able to take care of pari without Nandini, i need her , Mukti , because i love her" he said while crying like a small baby. Mukti was also crying badly.
"Bhai , i will just say , we have to move on because we can't do anything now , god hasn't made them for us , we have to accept the truth " Mukti said this in crying tone after getting up and ran from there covering her mouth while crying badly and Manik was still crying badly , sitting on floor and he remembered about the day when he confessed his love in front of everyone.
Flashback
Nandini was 5 Month Pregnant , her belly started getting visible. She was attracting toward Manik because he was so good and always take care of her like her husband , he was a perfect man for him and the man , whom we read about in novels. She always smiled with him ,she never thought that she will able to live happily after the death of Abhi but after getting Manik , she started living happily with him , he was a like a angel for him. It was Pari birthday and Manik threw the party on her birthday. All were just asking about Nandini and saying bad about her relationship with Manik and Nandini was feeling uncomfortable.
" i think , she is his mistress and don't know whose Baby she is carrying, the girls like her , uff , what should i say , they are shit " Manik lose his temper after hearing bad about Nandini from a girl mouth , for him she was everything , Nandini was also listening this but she got habitual but these words hurt her a lot. Manik clenched his fist and about to walk toward that girl but Nandini stopped him , holding his hand and he looked at her angrily and she nodded her head negatively asking him to stop. He removed her hand and then himself held her hand and Nandini looked at him confusingly but his next act shocked her to the core.
Holding her hand he led her toward the stage. "Hello everybody, i know , in party everybody is talking about her"he said in mike pointing her hand toward Nandini and she looked down in embarrassment. " Everyone are talking about her and thinking who she is and whose baby she is carrying and talking shit about her , but did anyone ask from me ?" He asked angrily , Nandini was shocked to see his Anger , she had never seen his anger before in 3 month.
"But it's okay , now i will tell you myself that who she is , she is my love , my life , my everything" Manik said making everybody shocked and Nandini looked at him shockingly. " And the baby which she is carrying , the baby is mine and soon we are going to get marry" He lied to shut everybody mouth and made Nandini hell shocked with his words because for her , he lied in front of everyone. She was feeling lucky to get the person like Manik in her life , every time when she needed someone, she always found him standing beside her.
"I hope so , now you all get your answers " he said when everybody were looking down in embarrassment after hearing his words. Nandini was just looking at Manik having so much respect for him in her eyes. With each passing day , she was respecting him more and more.
"Yeh , Daddy will Mali (marry) didi" Pari said happily clapping her hands when she heard that Manik was going to get marry with Nandini.
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After Party got over and after that making pari sleep in her room. She walked inside Manik's room because she wanted to thank him , she was thinking that he had also lied that he loved her because she used to think that who will love her when she was carrying someone else baby inside her womb but she was thinking wrong because Manik loved her unconditionally , he didn't care about the baby which was inside her.
"Manik I don't know , how should i thank you , you are doing so much for me , in front of everyone you lied that you love me and you are going to marry me , just for me" Manik looked at her shockingly after knowing that she was thinking that his love confession was also a lie , he felt sad also because she didn't understand his love for her.
"Nandini , i really love you and that's the truth , it was a love at first site and i decided to hide because I didn't want to lose your friendship but now I can't hide my feelings anymore , i really love you" he said holding her hand and she was looking at him shockingly , she got shocked to know that he loved her. After hearing his words , she took away her hand.
"You can't love me" she said nodding her head negatively and he looked at her confusingly.
"Why i can't love you ?"he asked shockingly.
"Because i can't love you , i can't give you the place of Abhi to someone else"she said And Manik looked down sadly because he knew her answer.
"I love you that doesn't mean , i am asking you to love me back Nandini and even i am not asking you to Put me at the place where Abhi is there , i just want to see you happy and for that i want to marry you because i can't hear bad about you , we will remain friends after marriage, i will never force you to love me and i will never force you to fulfil the duty of wife , just to shut everybody mouth , marry me please " he proposed her for marriage and she looked at him shockingly " how could someone be so selfless" she thought.
"Manik please , stop it , stop doing favours on me , stop being so nice , don't make me fall for you because I can't love you , the way you love me because i still love Abhi and I don't want to betray him" she cried after saying this and from his eyes too tears fell down after seeing her in tears.
"Nandini , i am not doing any favour on you , your happiness is my happiness, i love you and i want to see you happy , why don't you understanding that i am not asking you to love me back , we will just marry to shut the mouth of people , after marriage, I won't force you to love me back" he tried to make her understand and also tried to convince her for marriage.
"Manik , why you are not understanding that the person like you deserve someone else who will love you and make you feel happy and i am not that person , who can love you wholeheartedly , I won't be able to love you , the way i used to love Abhi because first love is first love" she tried to make him understand her point of view.
"The way you can't love me after Abhi , in the same way I can't love some else because you are my first love and as you said first love is first love" Manik made her quite with his words and she closed her eyes sadly.
"Nandini , please , marry me , In future , you need someone beside you and your baby will need a father , okay not for you , for your baby , please marry me"he begged in front of her for her happiness, his words were clearly showing that how selflessly he loved her , he was just thinking about her.
"I don't want to become a burden on you , Manik , I don't want to become selfish , hope so in future i can love you because you deserve love"she said while crying badly and by listening her words , he came to know that she got agreed for marriage. After that Manik didn't say anything , just he took her in his arms and let her cry for sometime. Then next week, they did court marriage.
Flashback Over
"Now I understood , after marriage why you confessed love , just for me you said that you love me because you don't want to become selfish , you don't want to become a burden on me and i was such a fool that I thought that you really started loving me , you said right , first love is first love"Manik cried more thinking this and called himself fool , now he was thinking that her love was fake.
On the other hand Nandini was crying sitting in car , holding Prince in his arm . "I am sorry , Manik , i am giving you pain because i having no other option"she cried more badly after saying this because it was hurting her a lot because she was becoming selfish, the person , who had supported her when no one was with her and he was the only one who married her just for her and today she broke that relationship with her own hands , in dream also , she never wanted to give him pain and now in reality she was giving him pain.
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