I feel like everything good in my life is slowly disapearing. I....I just know know if I can do this anymore. Recently I've been going through major emotional crap. I can barely think of a reason to get up in the morning.....I....I just can't. My family doesn't know anything about any of this. I'm not planing on telling them anytime soon. I can't even bring myself to cry over this stupidness. Just...ignore me okay? I don't want anyone saying 'are you ok?' or 'do you need to talk?' I just don't deserve it! Just stop caring. Please. I am not jist doing this for attention. I am not just doing this to fit in. I just needed to get this crap off my chest.