In my life, I was never been this hurt, I mean, I never thought that I'm not my mom's biological child.

After that accident, I hide myself in my room almost all day, my mom dad and sister keep calling me and asking me many question, but I keep ignoring them.

"HyeSoo ah, can I ask you one thing?" My sister ask as she knock softly at my door, "so, do you accidentally hear me and my mom conversation, last night? Is that the reason?"

This time , I open the door, standing face to face with her

"if you already know the reason, then I don't have to explain it"

After I said that, I quickly go, passing my sister who frowned
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I don't even know where am I going, I just keep walking straight on this cold winter. My mom already know what's wrong with me, so before she told me more about it , making me feel so dizzy, I quickly leave the house.

I stop and glare at the zebra cross which is step away from me. The traffic light is showing red, but I keep walking as if that light has hypnotized me. Then as I step at the fourth white block, a car light flashed my face making my eyes really hurt. And that's when I remember everything! When I got hit by the car that time... I closed my eyes but it's strange, I don't feel hurt at all, instead, I feel so comfortable. I open my eyes as I realized, I was in someone's hug

"ya, are you crazy? Well you're really crazy! Do you want to die?!" he shouted angrily

I let out a big relief, that accident didn't happen to me for the second time. My tears starts to drop one by one. I was just so scared.

[Jungkook's POV]

As I walk without knowing where to go, as usual, just take some air, because hyung is all very noisy ugh
Something caught my eyes. Without hesitate, I immediately run to the zebra cross. I quickly grab her hands, and hug her as the car pass the zebra cross peacefully. I sighed

"ya, are you crazy? Well you're really crazy! Do you want to die?!" I shout at her, but she just frown as her tears start dropping.
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I ask her to calm herself, by drinking some hot latte in the cafe nearby, and she just nodded. I keep staring her, but she keep putting her head down.
This time, I just hoping that she's not ah yoomi, because everything would be different if she's ah yoomi

"can I ask you"

"what?"

"Why do you do that crazy thing? You want to die? Suicide? Because you're so depressed? Well stop doing that, it couldn't change anything, instead, you just waste your one and only life, your chance to live!" I explained to her, long enough.

"I'm not trying to killed myself! I just...  She paused, "well, thank you" she smiled

"for?"

"saving me"

"well, everyone would saved you, if they saw you doing crazy things like that"

"can I.. tell you something" she said, ignoring my sentence

[Hyesoo's POV]

I'm going to tell everything to him today. I don't care about how he's going to react
I'm just going to tell it. I can't hide it anymore. It's my fate anyway

"can I tell you something"

"sure, what is it?" I saw his face turn more serious this time

"I just know the truth that.." I sighed before continuing, "I'm-"

"hey, you're too slow, before you continue, I'll tell mine first"

Why would he cut me eiss, that's my good chance to told him

[Jungkook's POV]

I keep thinking, can I tell her about ah yoomi? I wanna know her reaction and all. If she's really ah yoomi, she will know about my true feelings that time

"I.. have a childhood friend, named ah yoomi. She's cute, pretty clumsy, and a really cheerful girl. I liked her ever since, I meet her at school. She's just different from the others. Until one day, I have to go to USA so I could make my dreams came true. I have to leave her and it makes me sad, and I thought she'll be sad too. So I don't tell her. I have one day left until that day came. So I gather my courage to told her when suddenly, I learn the truth that she doesn't need me at all. That day, I was so hurt, and that was the last day, I saw her"

[Hyesoo's POV]

Then he stopped, staring at me as if he ask for my response
I feel so terrible now. I never thought that he feel that way
Now, I'm scared to told him the truth that I'm that ah yoomi, he mean.
I'm scared that he'll hate me now.
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To be continued
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Well guys, finally, I update again!
Sorry for this boring chapter, I'll make it better the next one
Sorry too about many pov changing, hope you don't get confused
Hope you enjoy :)