Misty pov

Flashback,

Misty my other called me, Misty where are you she yells, it was my 15 birthday and I decided that I wanted to go and see the beauty in the natural I always loved it so much, my older brother was playing the game like he always did so I knew that he wasn't going to watch after me.

Which I didn't need it I was 15 now, I ran in to the woods looking at the flowers and the trees and I felt at one with the nature, I close my eyes as I begin to spine in a circle, just then I heard the call of my mother, the panic was in her voice, then I see a big brown wolf jump towards me

I jump up from my sleep with sweat running down my face. I have this same night mare over and over againg and it just want stop. I set up in April's bed looking at the doll house.

Yes im in her room that night after the incident Josh moved me into April's room for the time being room and Ella in to one of the guess rooms with April to make sure she's safe,

At one point that make me feel some type of way, I'm his mate and yet he doesn't trust me. I walked the pack house.

The house was quite I knew some hands had a mind of their own before I knew it I was knocking on his room door.

The door swung open moments later, but it wasn't him it was the blond, she leaned against the door frame staring at me.

"What do you want?"

"Um I just wanted to know have you seen je—I mean Josh."

She stared at me for a moment as if she wanted to cruse me out.

"Why should I tell you where he's at.? You need to know your place, you're just his maid everyone knows in the pack house that you have some sort of crush on him, you and Josh will never happen, he's with me and he loves me."

I was so hurt by her words that I couldn't breathe, what did I even do to be treated this way? I never knew that in so many days that people can make you feel so unloved. I look into her dark green eyes and all I see is hate towards me.

"The two of you deserve each other." I left before she could say anything.

I walk back to April's room and screamed, then I saw someone setting on the bed

Turning on the lights to reveal it was Josh.

"You almost gave me a heart attack" I whisper yell at him not wanting to wake the whole house up.

He didn't say anything just looked down at the floor. I walked over to him; I put my hand on his shoulder. a shock ran through me that had me holding my heart. It's a feeling I never felt before, I could tell he felt it because his eyes held my gaze, before I had time I blink he stood in front for me.

He held my neck his thumbs rubbing my cheeks and then lightly across my lips. I stared at him waiting for his next move, I put my hands on his wrist, and Josh looked at the flower I had on my wrist. He grabbed my wrist but not roughly and rubbed it with his thumb,

"this isn't normal" I look at him with question eyes, I was just about to ask what he was talking about when he leans his face down I close my eyes waiting on his lips to touch mine but it never came.

I open my eyes to find him staring at me. Josh smiles a sweet sad smile that had me smiling back. His smiles fade just before I felt his hands come around my neck chocking me.

"I scream loader then I ever screamed in my life, the lights came on and I felt myself being shaken awake

"Misty wake up" the voice was deep. I woke up trying to focuses on the face in front of me but sleep was still in my eyes.

I saw him some where before I knew he was one of Josh's friends, Damien that's his name he looked different with his dreads not pulled back

"Are you okay he asked me?"

"Josh," I screamed, "I want josh"

I cried holding on to his shirt,

"Okay let me go get him." Damien moved away making me shout

"No please don't leave me." I say crying harder I don't know how long I set their crying. Terrance walked in so Damien could go on guard somewhere during the process I cried myself to sleep.

I was woken by someone gently shacking me. I carefully opened my eyes to find Josh standing above me, he looked a mess. His hair was untamed and his eyes red with dark bags hanging under them He looked exhausted.

He looked at me once I was fully awake, "you and Gabriella will ride to school with Terrance, he soon tells me walking out the room.

                                                                                       Damien