Part 3 destory me
Tord's P.O.V
Edd and Matt left the house to go shopping and left me with Tom.. He hates me. He hates my guts. I got up from the bed looking into the mirror I hate myself..
I hate how I look
I hate my scars
I hate my voice
I hate how I hurt people I love.
I
HATE
MYSELF.....
I'm horrible I'm toxic. I'm a monster. I looked at my wrist revealing old scars and some new ones I don't care. It's for the best..
Later....
I was on the couch watching a show then Tom came in the living room and sat down took the remote and changed the channel
"I was watching that"
"I don't care commie. I hate you"
"......it's okay Tom. I hate me too.."
His 'eye' widen a bit he looked at me I looked away then got up and went to the kitchen staring at a knife... Then looking at my wrists new cuts and old ones..
"Tord.."
He never said my name before I looked at him he was staring at my wrists I covered it with my sleeve so he couldn't see.
"Let me see your wrist."
"No why do you even care.."
He took a step closer to me staring me dead in the eyes. I couldn't help but let the tears form I blinked the tears away. I pushed him away listening to a song.
"I need you to hurt me
I need you to fight me
I need you to kill me
I need you to destroy me"
Tears were in my eyes I let it out
"I'm a monster a horrible monster no one would ever love!... "
I was staring into nothing.
Tom's P.O.V
I felt a tug in my heart after hearing him say that about himself I walked to the couch took the blanket that was soft I don't care if it gets tears on it he needs it.
I sneaked up to him and threw the blanket on him and starting running but I bumping into something making me fall in pain my leg hurted i tried getting up but couldn't I looked at Tord he was looking at me I got up and limped runner to my room and on the bed my leg was bleeding the blood was visible
"Freaking heck.."
It hurts so damn much! I just need to sleep it off I closed my eyes and fell asleep
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