Tord's P.O.V
I was finally breathing again. I lost my apatite. Then I heard Edd say

"Let's go home forget the breakfast."
We all left into the car

"I'm sorry I ruined your mornings."
"No no it's completely fine!"  I sighed I ruined everything there just trying to spare my feelings I sighed while looking out the window. Ringo. She seemed to care for me but she must just be lying about it no one cares about me no one ever has or ever will. I just want to be happy but I can't I don't deserve it. Not at all.

*timeskip*

Edd and Matt weren't here.. Ringo was with me I was petting her she was purring there's nothing on the tv then Tom came in the living area. He had a bottle in his hands..

"*hiccup* you stupid commie.. You should've died in that explosion!"

He swung the bottle at me I blocked it with my arm Ringo got up hissing at Tom.

"Stupid cat.."
He kicked her away and was about to hit her with his other bottle. I got up and ran in front of her saving her but getting hurt. The bottle smashed my head I felt the blood. I touched my head my hand was completely covered in blood I looked at his dark 'eyes' they were dull. He was in anger.

"YOU SHOULD FREAKING DIE YOU COMMIE YOU RUINED EVERYTHING!"

"..y-your right.. I ruined everything don't worry because soon enough there's going to be a change you'll be happy right?"

"Whatever dumb commie"
He walked off I went to Ringo she wasn't hurt. Thank goodness she looked at me with worried eyes.

"I-I'm fine Ringo :)"
I picked her up carrying her to her little bed then putting her down.

"You need rest. I'll go patch up"
I bet I sounded cray cray,  talking to a cat but she listens.. She understands the pain I am going through.. Wait.. Why should I get patched up? I deserve   it. I started walking to my room when I heard crys. What? It was coming from Toms room. I refused to check I'll just get hurt even more