Edd's P.O.V
It's been days I haven't seen Tord come out of his room. I dropped my cola can it was empty anyway. I stood in front of Tords door and knocked

"Tord?. Hey uh it's been a few days you doing okay?"

Tord's P.O.V
My heart began beating I looked at my wrist and the bloody knife I hid the knife in my box and put it under my bed. And quickly tried to put the bandage on my wrist I got up tried fixing my hair then opened the door to Edd looking tired

"Heh sorry I was just really tried lately"

"No no it's okay but do you wanna join me Tom and Matt for breakfast? We're going to a restaurant"

"Sure.."
Maybe it will just get my mind off things that I can't seem to push away.
I just put on some old hoodie joggers and looked in the mirror my hair was messy I had bangs under my eyes.

".... Let's go."I turned around and saw Edd

"Ok.."
We got in the car I looked at Edd his hair his eyes his everything.. He looks better then me.. I sighed then staring out the window looking at every building we passed then stopped

"We're here!!!"

"Edd you needa calm d-"

"I AM CALMMMM"

"Ok ok ok jeez" we walked in. My heart began beating so much people...
So much... I hear laughs. Are they laughing at me..? Look at me I look like a complete freak!!.

"Tord?"
I'm just a freak I'm just a freak I'm not enough!
"Tord??"
No one will love this monster they all see here..! Just someone anyone kill me!

"Tord!!"

"H-huh?!"
Edd was concerned I heard mumbles I couldn't hear anything huh? What's going on my ears are ringing it's so fricking loud I can't hear what anyone is saying...

The ringing was going away I was starting to hear again but my heart was beating faster.. I cant breathe.. It feels like there is much pressure pushing in my chest I can't breathe..

"Deep breathes! Deep breathes Tord!"
I did what Tom said I took deep breathes.. It was helping