Chapter 10

Jamia had just walked me home from my dorm twenty minutes ago when I heard a knock on my door. I opened it and saw Andy standing there. I went to shut the door but he stopped it, stepping in and shutting it behind him.

"Where were you this weekend?" He asked.

I looked anywhere but at him.

"Were you with Frank?" He asked.

I can't lie to him.

"What did I fucking tell you about talking to him?" He asked.

"We can't talk anymore," I whispered.

Andy looked down at me and I shrunk into myself.

"I don't want you talking to him anymore," he said.

I tapped my thumb against my middle finger.

"Stop that, I fucking hate it when you do that it's annoying," he said.

I tucked my hands into my pockets to avoid messing with anything. Andy stepped forward and pushed me back against the wall so I didn't have anywhere to go.

"Andy, please," I whimpered.

"So you think you can just disrespect me?" He asked and I shook my head. "That's right, you should know better. I gave you rules, you weren't supposed to have contact with Frank at all but you went and whore'd yourself off to him all fucking weekend. How was it? Is your asshole fucking gaping because I hope to god he hurt you and gave you what you deserve."

"It wasn't like that, we're just friends," I said.

"Don't fucking lie to me, you know what happens when you lie," he said.

I didn't say anything as I whimpered. Andy reached up and grabbed my jaw.

"Are you just asking for another beating," he asked.

I tried shaking my head but he held my head in place.

"You never learn your lesson do you?" He asked. "You're so fucking stupid."

Tears were dripping down my cheeks at this point, rolling down onto his hand. If he felt it at all, he didn't react.

"You know I only say this because I care," he said. "I love you, baby."

My lip quivered as I looked down.

"Don't you love me?" He asked and I nodded. "Say it."

"I love you, Andy," I whispered.

He smiled and let go, taking a step back. I sniffled and wiped my cheeks as I looked up at him meekly.

"Strip and bend over the bed," he said as he took off his belt.

"No, please," I cried.

"You talked to Frank and broke my rules," he said.

I cried as I did as he told and I received my punishment on my ass that was already sore from the other night from Bob. He dropped his belt when he was done and I heard his pants zipper go down.

"You're not gonna talk to Frank and that other bitch again, are you?" He asked and I shook my head. "God, Gerard, use your fucking words."

"No, I won't," I said.

"Good," he said.

I closed my eyes for the rest of the night, trying to pretend I was back in the pet shop with Frank.

-+-

I woke up and got dressed before grabbing my backpack and going downstairs. Frank smiled, waiting for me with two coffees in his hands.

"Good morning," he said.

I bit my lip, turning away. I ducked my head down and walked past him outside. Andy was there and he smiled, wrapping an arm around my waist.

"I told you to stay away from him," Frank said, setting the coffee down on the window ledge behind him.

"Just accept that he's happier with me than you," Andy said.

"He isn't," Frank said. "Gee, come on, I'll walk you to class, we don't wanna be late."

"Stay the fuck away from us," Andy said.

He took my hand and we started to walk away when Frank ran around in front of us.

"I told you what would happen if you messed with him again," Frank said.

"What the fuck are you gonna do about it?" He asked. "You gonna hurt me? Shut up, you're not gonna fucking do anything. You know why? Because you're just a little eighteen year old in the first month of college. You're just a short little kid. Shut the fuck up and stay out of our business already."

Frank scowled as Andy pulled me past him again. I looked back at him before looking down as I continued forward. Andy stumbled forward as he was shoved from behind. He turned and tackled Frank and the two began fighting. Security happened to be nearby and they broke it up.

"What's going on?" He asked.

He looked between them but neither Frank nor Andy said anything. He looked to me next and looked me up and down.

"Why don't you come with me?" He suggested.

I followed him into the main building to the security office in the basement. I sat down in an office with him across from his desk.

"You want some coffee? Water?" He asked. "It's early, we have apples or bagels in the break room if you haven't eaten."

"I'm okay," I mumbled.

"What's your name?" He asked.

"I'm Gerard Way," I said.

"Gerard, can you tell me what was going on?" He asked.

I didn't say anything. I didn't want to get either of them in trouble.

"Can you tell me about some of your bruises, perhaps?" He asked.

I didn't say anything.

"If you're feeling threatened at all on campus we can help you," he said.

I didn't say anything.

"We can help you to file a police report," he said. "Whoever did this would thereby be expelled for violence and would no longer be allowed on campus."

I didn't say anything.

"Gerard, if you don't help us then we won't be able to help you," he said.

I didn't say anything.

"What were the names of the two other men?" He asked.

"Andy Biersack and Frank Iero," I mumbled.

He wrote the names down.

"Gerard, we can help to protect you," he said.

They couldn't help. They couldn't stop him. They wouldn't know if he came on campus again. He knows where I live.

"I can dismiss you from your classes today if you want to lay low," he said. "I would recommend just avoiding them for a while. Take my card, it has security emergency number and non-emergency. And please reconsider coming back here so we can help you."

I took his card before leaving, crying as I went to the freshman dorms. I knocked on Mikey's door and he yawned as he answered.

"Haven't seen you in a while," he said before fully opening his eyes and looking at me. "What happened to you, Gee?"

"Some fight at a party," I mumbled. "Can I hang out here today?"

He nodded and I came in, laying in his bed. I ended up falling asleep for most of the day. The room was empty by the time I woke up and there was a note from Mikey telling me he was at class. I stretched and stood up, leaving the dorm to go to the bathroom down the hall.

"Hey," someone said.

I looked up when the bathroom door opened at Frank. I immediately broke down crying and shook my head. I didn't want to get hurt again.

"Gee, it's okay, this is a bathroom, there aren't cameras or windows and no one is in here," he said. "Andy is a junior, I'm sure he doesn't know a lot of freshmen. No one will know if we talk in here."

"I can't, I can't, he told me not to," I said.

"It's okay, you can go if you want," he said.

Frank stepped aside but I didn't move.

"Gee? You okay?" He asked and I nodded. "What happened? I thought we had a good time this weekend and you weren't going to talk to him again."

"We aren't dating, you can't control me," I said.

"No, I know we're not dating. You're my friend," he said. "But either way, whoever you're dating can't control you. No one is allowed to control you."

My lip quivered as I looked anywhere but at him.

"Gee, what happened after I dropped you off?" He asked. "Something happened."

"I-I can't," I mumbled.

"Do you want to come back to my room? We can talk about it somewhere more private and comfortable," he said. "Or we can just sit quietly on opposite sides of the room."

I hesitated before I nodded. I looked all around me in the hallway to make sure no one was watching as we went in and he shut the door. He gestured for me to sit on his bed and he sat at his desk. Frank didn't say anything, he was waiting for me to say something first. He was always trying to help make me comfortable. He did make me comfortable.

"I can't talk to you," I said.

"It's okay if you don't want to talk to me, I can take it," he said. "But don't not talk to me because Andy doesn't want you to talk to me."

I didn't want to blame Andy but I also didn't want to hurt his feelings and lie. I liked talking with Frank and being around him, I felt safe.

"Stay at my place for a little while," he said.

"I can't," I said.

"You can do anything you want in life," he said. "Just please, do not stay around Andy or any other waste of space, low-life scum like him."

"I love you, you just don't understand," I said.

"I know you do," he said. "But if he really loved you then he would have treated you better."

My lip quivered as I looked down. I shifted in the bed and flinched when I felt my ass sting.

"You okay?" He asked. "Did he hurt you again?"

"He was angry I was with you all weekend," I said softly.

"Gee, he can't do that to you," he said.

"I can't do this," I said. "I can't talk to you, Frank. Please, Frank, can you just understand that?"

Frank didn't say anything before he nodded.

"I should go," I said.

Frank let me go after a small hug and I went back to hole myself into Mikey's room for the rest of the day.

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Conflict for fuckinfruitjellsbro

I won't go into deals but,,

No Frank but no Andy chapter (Jamia or Mikey focused)

Or

Andy chapter?

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