Just a little bit of a rant...

Cause I'm getting tired of this.

I seriously hate when people judge me for how close I am to a person and if I say this person A is like a brother or sister to me

"Sister? But she's not your sister."

-not by blood maybe but she's sure has proved by heart. So what if I've never met her irl. My love for her is not fake. It's not pretend. It's real.

And if your worried about me loving my own "blood" sisters -don't. Because they are my world and I will love them with every ounce I have in me.

"Well their not your family. So you can't say that."

Excuse me. I love my family. I love my friends. And heck if I wanna add more people to my "non-blood family" I should.

I shouldn't be judged because I have a Wattpad family ..

Or a clan that is like family...

Or friends that I think of like my own family.

Or a volleyball team that's a family...

Or if I have thousands of non related brothers and sisters that are irl or OL.

What does it matter to you.

Just because I call them family does not demean my own family in anyway.

What does it matter if I love so many people like family??

Shouldn't I be allowed to?

It ticks me off.

For a world so aimed and having an agenda of love love love ...

It blows my mind how you would go behind your own beliefs and judge or hate me for it.

That's where respect is lost. When you are a hypocrite to your own beliefs. At least if you have 'morals' or values' stand up for them.

This isn't even just about one person. This is many people this year that I'm to the point where I'm done with. Not only on the thing about loving but...

Online friends.

"You never know your Online friend could be perverted or a stalker. It's not safe."

"She's one of those dumb blondes who just believes everything she's told.."

O son.

That. Is. Crossing. The. Line.

That is far from the truth.

Having an ONLINE RELATIONSHIP WITH SOMEONE IS NOT A BAD THING! We are full of a society who should accept this right now because it is everywhere!!

I HAVE SO MANY FRIENDS ONLINE I CANT EVEN COUNT. And honestly 95% of them are better people then you will ever be. They are people that are true, and beautiful and actually have my back. And not just to stab knives into.

I love my family.

All my family.

My parents, my siblings, my twin. They are my beautiful world.

God gave me a big heart. I know he did. I know I am capable to have so much love for all of you.

My family, wattpad family, my clan family, my irl friends.

I have a heart for it.

And I will stand up for all of them. Judge me all you want for how I live my life. At least I'm *living* life. Life's to short not to love.

I'm sorry, I just needed to get this off.

-commander out