I'm writing this:
1.) because as I looked at all the comments of prayers, I break down crying of thankfulness and the realization of the fact there is hope.
2.) to let you all know how grateful I am of your prayers. They mean more then you know.
3.) I felt like I needed to write this.
4.) to give an update of all that's going on...

(I wrote these all down on a piece of paper and they didn't even all fit on that paper... words can't express.. ❤️❤️❤️)

ARC_Trooper_Courage
@TheAlphaMage
Salty-Sniper
Sadlis
Midnight_Kaiulanis
-Mikaze-
@destinydrakes
-_Saber_-
@IswenofRivendell
@addbratlove225
@DarkPH0T0N
jcdwriter
Grnbunny16
NightSTaR453
stringslady
@luckylux-
Tolkienite3791
CrystalRose00
@thebreathofhope
@Phantom1880
@LillianJade
SuperiorGhost
Wetpopa
interstellar_babe
Yup-I_WroteThat
GhostlyGamer

(I will tag the ones who didn't light up above in the comments ❤️)

First of all, Big thank you to all of you above. Everyone above is someone who put in the comments that they were praying for Jessica and for her family, and for me and my family. That means so much and I just wanted to say thank you!

And please, don't stop praying!

A big thanks to these 3 special people:
ARC_Trooper_Courage
jcdwriter
Midnight_Kaiulanis
For going above and beyond with this and tagging friends they wanted to let know of this matter so more people could be praying❤️ that means a lot.

UPDATE:

Jessica... isn't doing any better, or taking this any better. I feel so awful for her and wish I could do something more. But I'll stick with praying. Full heartedly. She is being take down to Ohio to see if someone down there can better help her or give a second opinion of what should be done since she is still not able to be operated on. So please keep praying... I really-this world really can't afford to lose someone so beautiful, so smart, so loving and kind and a passionate Christian. ❤️

I'm still sick. Been practically bedridden for about a week now. Headaches, sore throats, coughing non-stop, pain-you Name it I'm sick with it. I still have no voice. And I'm about to lose it cause I can't even show my frustration! But that's beside the point. Honestly I have no motivation to get better, but oh well, I'm still taking my medication for all this... and I'm already feeling stressed because of all I have to do when I get back to life... it's just piling up.

But! I really am trying to be positive for Jessica, for Lissy, and for myself. I've actually listened to Christmas music, which gets me excited and my mind off. And Christmas movies... yes, I watch hallmark channel.. and another big thank you, to my best friend/big sis (not by blood) ARC_Trooper_Courage she's been more encouraging and supportive then anyone will ever know. She's done a great job of keeping me positive and smiling a lot so far. So thank you..❤️

Anyways, I've got to go tag the people who didn't get tagged above. That's all.

Keep praying.

Please and thank you.

You all are like family.

-commander out❤️